For all my wishing and wanting for Nibiru to come I've lately felt a few pangs of regret/worry that all this could really be ending soon. A bit funny as when Nibiru seemed a long time off I could not wait and complained a lot about its slowness. Now that I feel its probably almost upon us I'm thinking about the good things in life and feeling a bit sad that it is probably ending. The best times were/are definitely with family and I'm going to miss that. If I could just go back and live my life over again in the same way as a child growing up but with no conscious memory that I lived it all before, that would be wonderful. I wish the Universe worked that way. Now I think about all the horrible loss of life in not very pleasant ways that are about to come upon us. Hardly helps to think we came here to experience this. What has to happen has to happen though. One thing I will not miss in any way shape or form is the manipulation that occurred here during earth's time as a 3rd density planet for "humans".



Are there any Universes out there where you can go and live/do more or less whatever you want? Such as re-live past lives or anything like that? If there is not, will we eventually get to the point of enough knowledge that we can create a universe ourselves? Or will some of us never reach such a point of knowledge as those that create Universes?

Also, since one of the main ideas seems to be to keep things in balance, does that mean that you cannot indefinitely maintain a "happy" state? If you have positive emotions for too long does this mean eventually something will cause negative emotions to balance it out or am I missing the idea here? Thanks.