ST, why are restrictions put in place to stop benevolent beings from stepping in and ending the insanity on this planet immediately? Does it really mess up our evolution that much? Our evolution has already been totally messed up by TPTB anyways hasn't it?

Have we all been here through multiple linear lives and thus are all responsible for what has happened to the planet and it's beings? Or are the humans that made mistakes in the past to give away our personal power no longer here on earth and now we are just paying for their choices long ago?


You've told me before that I can do things like reconnect my awareness that we are all connected/all one. You've said all we have to do is choose to do this. How can we choose to do something we don't know how to do? What are the instructions? Just wanting to reconnect does not seem to produce any results. The same with when I ask for contact or any other requests for assistance from other beings. So it seems just wanting to be reconnected/rebalanced does not do anything. I'm confused as you made it sound like it was a simple matter of choosing to reconnect and it would happen.


I feel a bit like crawling into a corner and dying. I'm so bored with all "normal" human activies and my attempts to do other things of spiritual natures seem to fail. Trying to look at the world through the eyes of a child is difficult when you feel you've already seen so much. Everything is new to a child and that is probably why the sense of "the wonder of it all". I think I would have been better off just finding out about all the manipulations right before Nibiru comes. Being awake in advance serves to just drag out the agony for me. I'm disassociated from our illusionary society and not well connected to the next world. Is there anything you are allowed to say that could serve to help reconnect or restore that sense of wonder about teh world?