what i'd do in your case is to start "smaller". in my understanding it takes more energy to get something the further away it is from your current perspective. that's probably not a problem if you KNOW that the genius works and trust in it 100% because you made it work countless times in the "past" (like chaol, for instance). but if you just start using it you should start smaller and go step by step and after you're confident that the genius works for you and you trust in it then you can go for the stuff that takes more energy to get. imo you unconsciously block the genius because you're not sure that with a $50.000/year salary you'll be able to afford such a car. i believe you have to be sure and totally confident in order for it to work.

i've done pretty much the same for about 10 years (or maybe all my life, who knows) but more or less unconsciously. first i've turned my hobby into my job, then increased my income to the point where i could afford the car i wanted and a nice house (which still doesn't belong to me completely but i'm confident that it will, eventually. not taking into account what's going to happen with all of our "perception" soon). basically, i've gone step by step and worked for it. that's what most people do who continuously reach the goals they set for themselves, only with knowledge of the genius and how it works it becomes infinitely easier.