I'm a reincarnated soul from Atlantis, who was a high level occultist. Ask me a question....

I will expose the Truth of the man you know as Jesus - as he played a huge role in me turning to the "light"


As I mentioned, when Atlantis first started, it was NOT "earth humans"....it was an ET project. Several soul groups took physical incarnations , in an experiemnt - to use earth to be able to learn on the physical realm.

They were called the Law of One... and the most advanced were priests......they became enlightened (pure aware consciousness) while in physical bodies...and kept that vibration on earth at all times.

They helped teach many other souls , and heal the karma of many souls that incarnated here for help, from other places.


The Sons of belial, branced off from the law of one - because we didnt believe in "laws" and "rules"....we wanted more freedom.....even if it meant freedom to make mistakes.




Well - after atlantis sunk - the earth was perm. changed. Due to this, it was against the wishes of the ones in charge of affairs here - and we werent supposed to interfere with pure earth races.



Jesus was an extremely pure soul - and was perfected in awareness/consciousness. Every earth man was originally intended to reach his level of awareness.....so he came as an example.



The one you call Lucifer, or Satan - who waged this rebellion - had a very flawed belief. He believed that One should do as one Will.....and no one should be able to stop him. I can't go deep into the idealogy of him right now, but if you wish to learn about pure satanism, you can, its available.


Jesus came to set the record straight. He came because the dark powers destroyed the evidence of enlightened to the masses, and basically erased history.

The rules, the church rulers and the rules of the state - created a monopoly on everything, including awareness, here on earht. They created a "dreamspell"

Jesus came to re-light the flame of wisdom for ALL souls, on earth, and in the astral field.

Many souls were stuck, and he came to free them, via his life as an example.



I watched his entire life, and it was during HIS life that I learned there WAS another way, besides what my Master (Belial) taught me. I watched this while I was stuck, hurting, in the astral realms.

I chose to incarnate now, to try and follow his example, clear my karma, and show other high and low level occultists form atlantis how to do the same, once I manage to do so.

Minus the 'cyrstals', describe 3 more tools/technologies of the Atlantien people during your lifetime.

Thanks. Believe it or not, Oprah sort of believes what you be4lieve. She said she felt He came to teach everybody Christ Consciousness.

Your right. The sheep are no better than their farmers.

Before the sheep can change though the rulers first have to provide proper leadership.

I guess all I can do is fucking wait. I believe in you. Its really pretty easy to create good Karma. All you have to do is good.

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We used what you could call "right brain technology" .....lots of the external technology you see today, it unconsciously modeled after inner technology we discovered in atlantis.

1) We had free energy. I'm not sure how we did this, but it used metal wires, that spiraled down, and magnets? It took from the energy that is usneen, all around us. hard to explain.

2) We used inner technology that allowed us to leave our physical bodies, and travel to other dimensions/ physical star systems.

3) We had genetic modification, for humans, plants, and animals.

4) As mentioned, advanced healing methods. Not only did we Use herbs....but we knew how to genetically create herbs that contained the exact alkaloids we needed for whatever healing that needed to be done.

5) We had anti-gravity technology, instead of propulsion, for air ship travel

6) we used sacred geometry

7) we used sound to lift heavy stone and make buildings.

8) we used sound to hypnotize/alter the mood/mindsets of people
/ to uplift/ create fear

9) we created our own herbs, species, like I said

10)we had technology that could alter the weather

11) Our sciences in atlantis were "complete" sciences...meaning not linear....but whole , like a circle/cycle.

Example - our language. VERY similar to sanskrit.


12) In our homes, we had a water system, so that when activated, water would be pumped and flowed from the ocean, and it would circle all around the whole house, including the walls and ceilings....we did this several times a week - and it completely cleaned the house

13) We had networks and computers like we do today, but they used crystals (you said no crystal technology to mention, but so much of our technology WAS based on crystals)...but they looked MUCH different.

Am I an atlantean? :O Or I might be a Lemurian. Because I have all this signs happening to me.

A follow-up--------------if that was the reason Christ came----to remind everybody of their spiritual origin and to help everybody achieve His level of cosciousness----then what was the purpose of Him dying the way He did?

Buddha did not have to die like Jesus. And he was on the same level that Jesus was.

Just curious.

I'm glad you believe in me. to be honest - I will admit it here, I'm extremely terrified of who I am....and I'm so afraid I'm going to make the same mistakes I made back then.


My memory started coming back first in 2003. Then, one who was ranked extremely high, I wont give names, found me on the astral realm - when I put out a bid to power.

He explained 2012 to me, and we communed a great deal, what a powerful exchange.


Months later, I met one of his "students'....see, he passed away before I could meet him in the physical.


His student actually met my sister first....and my sis kept telling me her teacher wanted to meet me. I was never interested.

One day, I went to one of the invite only classes....and she started recalling ALL of my memories to me, one by one, until I was in tears an hour later.


In private, she explained more to me, and from that point on - I no longer doubted myself, and since she knew alll this stuff I was too afraid to TELL ANYONE, I knew I found someone from the lineage I was a part of , so long ago.


I was ordained into this lineage on my 20th birthday....so like I mentioned above.....once you start becoming aware.....if you were one of the occultists from Atlantis.....we become aware of you at the same time.


Now, whenever I walk among people, I often get people coming up to me asking me if they know me....or some come and randomly ask me to teach them.....they can see in my eyes, they dont know WHO i am....but they "know" that they "know me"


Many of you here on GLP - are of my soul group.....and as the time moves on, you will start to remember more and more.



Part of my mission on GLP - even though I originally wanted to leave when I first came here, is to help awaken those who came to serve a purpose for 2012....weather part of my lineage or not.

You are, yes.

The only reason he had to die the way he did - was because of the powers that be.

This is why, exactly to answer your question, in this way:


1. Jesus came to show a WAY of life. To rekindle a flame, and to PROVE that there is a higher order of existance, not just physical life.

2. the powers that be, tempted him with EVERYTHING, even control over every kingdom on earth (what does that say? Right there it says when it comes down to it - all kingdoms answer to one authority)

3. They told him, if he just stopped teaching, they would let him live, otherwise they would kill him.

4. If jesus stopped teaching, what would his mission have proved?

5. By letting them kill him, he A) Never forfeited his TRUE freedom, which is freedom of mind and spirit, and B) That they may have power over his physical body, but NOT his spirit



So the reason he let them kill him, is because he would have been a walking contradiction if he was submissive to them

his world has become like a prison unto the people.
It is not free, yet they tell you it is so.
I'll tell you Truth - they are liars now, as they were the day they cast the shadow
over man, by deception they arose, by trickery they maintained,
by power they kept this illusive spell woven over man.
Now is the time of great Awakening, where
this shadow will be undone, and their powers and the
powers which flow from those powers shall Cease.
Healing of the Nations, the Tribes, the native people of Earth,
and their Teacher bodies from the stars.
Awaken.....Awaken!....A W A K E N..

The Dark cycle that humanity is in now, was ruled by Lucifer consciousness. The indian people believe that in the darkest cycle, the kali yuga, the dharma will be lost, and what appears to be right, will be wrong, and what appears to be wrong, will be right.
The extraterrestrial intelligent soul group that came here has had control in this cycle. They were the ruling force behind the world's religions and governments, and infastructures.
The native souls were meant to grow naturally, with the Earth, but these fallen ones incarnated here, and the native people saw them as Gods. A contract was made, which played out in this cycle. That is the story of adam and eve.

Mankind was supposed to be the authority , or the power of God on Earth. The fallen ones have enslaved mankind, and prevented them from their destiny. The fallen ones have fragmented, deceived, confused, and weakened the native earth souls.
Jesus was murdered by the Jewish Priests, and the Roman Empire, because he was of the Spirit of God. His name was hijacked, and used to spread satanic wisdom.
Because the fallen ones have control of this earth, everything has lost touch with the dharma. All of the institutions meant to serve man, are instead limiting man.
Thats why jesus said to be in the world, but not of it. He knew that the world worked in cycles, and that the native people had to be patient. This was the cycle of the serpent, the fallen ones, and the native souls wouldn't gain the Earth back until the next cycle. Jesus came to bring the Gospel, which is the Good News, the truth, back to man.
Lucifer originally existed in the higher dimensions then the physical realms, and actually came from the casual realms. Because of his interference on Earth, his soul became stuck to earth's field, and he was forced to stay here.
Because of the native soul group of earth's innocence, and youth, they were easily led astray by the intelligence and power of lucifer.
Lucifer taught man the ways of astrology, prophecy, weaponry and war, jewlery, etc.
The true rulers of this Earth are not native souls, and in fact aren't even incaranate. They rule from a dimension higher than Earth, and give power to the ones theyve appointed here.
Lucifer , being an extremely intelligent being - is not stupid. Just as he uses the enrgy of God in a downward fashion, for his own gain....he manipulates man by imitating Gods plan. He uses the truth to spread his lies. THe church is an example.



What will happen in the New Cycle?

1) True History of Humanity will be revealed
2) Soul groups will reconnect. Soul memory will become active to humans. The veil between the astrl and the physical will be thin, so that there is communication between the two.
3) Humanity will reconnect with intelligent life in the universe
4) Humanity will learn how to use their light bodies to travel to other places
5) Religion will once again be an authentic bridge between man and God, with the actual spirit of God
6) The soul group that controls humanity now will no longer control humanity
7) The native souls of Earth will inherit the earth
8) Technology will become self-sustainable. Free energy will power our technology
9) Our understanding of Time will be in alignment with the dharma
10) Our infastructures, sciences, technologies, etc will all become authentic again
11) Humanity will be funtioning on a higher level of consciousness, thus experiencing less fear and pain.
12) Major solutions to disease and suffering will be made, dying from disease will be less and less common, and instead, simply leaving the physical vehicle
13) Civilization will be re-organized, as soul groups connect once again, the tribes will reconnect and live together in harmony with each other and the planet
14) Mankind will gain greater spiritual understanding, and harmonious technologies

Good answer. Good answer.

Life itself works in cycles. Everything goes through cycles. Because of the nature of the physical dimension, time is the movement of matter , which allows for cycle, or motion to exist. Without time, life would not flow.
Humanity is subject to certain cycles. The cycles of humanity are based on the vehicle we live on, Earth, and its relationship to the universe. The earth revolving completely around the sun is a cycle. Likewise, our solar system, and galaxy go through cycles also. Understanding this is very important, because it is these cycles which determine the movement of humanity.
A Grand Cycle, is our solar system, or Sun, revolving within the galaxy for a complete cycle. One cycle is about 25,800 years.
Just like how computers are networked, the physical universe has its own network for transmitting and sharing data. This data is transmitted through light, in various forms. The sun, in our solar system, is where the energy flows.
The importance of these cycles, is that our sun receives certain information based on where we are in the cycle. This information effects humanity greatly.
2012 is the end of a great cycle, and because of this, our planet is going to get an upgrade.
Right now, we are living in the "revelations" This is the time period of transition, between the end of the old cycle, and the beginning of the new.
What is the purpose of this time period? Well, this transition is what allows the change from one cycle to another to occur. In order for a new cycle to begin, there has to be a transition. If the change occured all at once, humanity would be wiped out. So, beings work with these energy and humanity so that the transition is more harmonious.
Before the transition can occur, the karma of the last cycle has to be wiped clean. That is why there has been so much turmoil and destruction on Earth. It is the karmic play out of past actions. In order for this karma to play out, the souls that guide humanity have to make adjustments and what not. For instance, the reason we don't remember our past lives, is because it would interfere with our current one. The reason why we don't all have access to our spiritual energies , is because it would also interfere.
So, when the new Cycle begins, we are no longer restricted by the karma of the last cycle. This means, certain souls who were stuck on earth can move on. Souls who were stuck in certain patterns are free from them. Humanity is given new tools, new insight, new possibility.
Basically, an old contract is up, and a new contract is being written.

Because we have been in what is considered the darkest cycle of all, mankind is further away from the truth of things. In other words, the cycle we are in now, is the most distorted, painful, ignorant, and dense cycle.
All of the infastructures, systems, beliefs, technology, etc - are products of this dark cycle. When we first entered this cycle, the advanced souls knew humanity was going to go through a period of amnesia, and there was not much they could do. They also knew, that at the end of the cycle, we would regain our memory, so that we could heal and move on.
That is why the revelations says it is a time of revealing. Even though history has been distorted and lost on Earth, the history during each Cycle is recorded , preserved. We are now able to access that history, so that the true history of mankind can be revealed.

The current history that we have now, is outdated, inaccurate, and distorted. Before the new cycle begins, the true history is going to come to light and be revealed to mankind.

The first cycle on Earth , gave birth to Atlantis. It was an enlightened civilization, connected to the universe in spirit. In order to experience the physical reality more, humanity entered the second cycle. In this cycle, we became more physical. The third cycle, the one right before ours now, saw a polarized splitting of the paths of mankind. Law of One, Service to self. Destruction of atlantis, end of cycle, remants of atlantis try to teach the tribal people so that history is preserved.
Some was preserved in ancient egypt.
The root race of Earth was interferred with by anotehr soul group that didnt come from here. This created the karma that led to the playout of this current cycle. The root race , originally from Earth, was destined to inherit the Earth....but Earth was hijacked by the "fallen ones". Thus, in the dark cycle, the fallen ones controlled the earth, and limited the native people of earth in their existance.
This happened because the native people accepted them, and viewwed them as gods. Therefore, a contract was made, where the fallen ones could incarnate until the end of the cycle.

The physical world is one of several different realms that intelligent life exists in. In the physical world, when during a Golden Age, Dharma is the major force on the planet. Ignorance still exists, as a complete absence of ignorance or distortion would be impossible to hold the world together. Movement is force playing out, and in the physical realm, the soul is very limited to its external circumstances.

On earth, humanity is the combination of human like intelligences and their influence on the planet. Not just the souls incarnate, but spirit consciousness that accompanies it as well. The human soul has two main paths - that of surrender back to Oneness, the Ocean of God, and that of service to self. Duality is possible because of the nature of the realm.
Dharma is action that is harmonious.
Sin or Evil or Ignorance is really action that is not in line with dharma.
A human being is capable of a wide spectrum of levels and fields of awareness.
Certain contracts exist on the physical realm in order to protect that realm. A surrender of memory, power, security, and an agreement on certain terms is likely. Different soul groups exist on Earth, and it is often a meeting place of souls, some from the higher realms, and some from other realms.
Earth itself has a memory, and within a cycle on Earth, information is stored, and certain frequencies are held in place. Different soul groups are attracted to different Cycles.
The human itself has the possibility for a wide variety of things - but beause of the short life, often chooses a practice to build a momentum in one direction or another.
A soul group is a group of souls that shares a soul memory, or shares a specific agreement on Earth.
During Astrological earth cycles, different frequences influence people differently - causing different scenarios and opportunities. Generally, a smaller Earth cycle still holds the memory of the larger Cycle.
Cycles help determine the dominance of the frequenes on Earth - the vibrations of the people on Earth. They clear and balance karma - and generally Cycles give souls otherwise "stuck" a bigger chance for a shift.
An avatar is the representation of Divinity in the flesh, only limited by the flesh's limitations. An avatar comes to help souls remember, and help restore the Dharma.
Certain deities influence affairs on Earth - they incarnate during certain eras to cause a change or shift possibilities, sometimes as a life line for a soul to remember theres more to this world.
Through a free will, a soul could stay in endless cycles of existence, thats why they have spirit guides, earth cycles, service to other beings, beings from higher realms both incarnate and not who help guide them.
There are also service to self soul groups that make contracts, such as Satanic ones that influence the affairs of Earth.
The human body is a technological body, and souls are given wisdom often to lead humanity in a direction, and inspire humanity. Different in between stages exist on the human place, as a transitional place to other realms. There are healing centers, and centers of wisdom within the earth planes. There are heavenely and hellish abodes. Earth is like a combination of many realms.

Many souls tap into the earth plane, but if they are not part of a specific soul contract for that cycle, they are limited in the effects they can have.
Humans have chakras, which are wheels of energy that are connected to the physical body. These wheels act as doorways, between the physical realm and less dense realms.

Humans have a wide range of potential, and a wide range of purpose. The human vehicle itself offers within it a variety of possibilities and experiences. The more conscious a being becomes , the more self power he has, and possibly influence over others. The earth realm is a realm of lessons in communication, love, action, etc.


The two main paths on Earth for a human to walk is towards Oneness, or towards self interest. Karma exists strongly on the physical to teach souls lessons. The whole planet, along with its memory, soul groups, astral realms, frequences, and cycles, is one whole way of experiencing God.
The more energy a soul holds at once, influenced by their development and awareness, the more capacity for energy wether dark or light they can hold.

The consciousness of souls on earth is often very distorted and ignorant in order to experience certain karmic plays or learn certain lessons. Certain souls hold together visions and levels of awareness in the astral and other realms, in order to incarnate together and help each other influence the world.


Currently on Earth, a great cycle is coming to a close. Humans have been caught between the influences of Oneness, and that of service to self, ego identity.
During this time on Earth, things are speeding up, more intelligence is watching/focusing on Earth , karmic events are playing out rapidly, and soul groups on Earth are all connected in this experience. The people on Earth are starting to wake up, and ancient soul configurations and memories are being remembered, and released. Souls within the physical plane are in a great transitional phase, and much of what exists on the physical is struggling to not be washed away.
In order for a new Cycle to come in, powerful souls have come to play out contracts, finish up an age, assist in the shift by helping others transist, manifest, and stabilize. Powerful lineages are trying very hard to maintain control during this time.
Right now, as the Cycle closes, it’s very difficult for many souls, soul groups, or other configurations to find stability. Shifts are occuring at a delicate pace, much, much quicker than in any time recently, but in a whole new way than at the close of other Cycles. The people on Earth are trying to make a transition, and are being assisted by other soul groups.

Life is the same as consciousness. Energy. Health.
Death can be likened to loss of consciousness, confusion, forgetfulness, etc.
Angelic being incarnate and disincarnate are working diligently to tip the scale and hold vibrations of light in place. Many different soul groups are working together at this time. This is a time where mankind experiences a rebirth as a whole, and in general those who don’t surrender to a certain degree will split from those who are able to choose Love.
Understandably, most humans are afraid of losing their physical bodies, and light spirit are waiting nearby to assist them if they do.
Holding on to the physical body is an attachment and fear of losing self that is normal during this cycle due to physical identification.
During this shift, most contracts are coming to a close, karmic patterns are being dissolved and resolved, and so much history, experience, memories, karma, and events are coming to a close. Dream spells are weakening. As the stale energy of the previous cycle is being released, things are getting chaotic at times.
All of this is happening to allow for a new experience on the physical to occur. A new time, a new cycle. Many soul groups will be reunited with long lost soul friends, and have their veils of forfetfulness removed. More than likely, satanic influence will be removed, cleansed off the Earth. All that is not part of a clean slate or blueprint will be dissolved.
Humanity will have a cycle less focused on lessons of power, and more focused on lessons of love and creation. Without the limits of the previous cycles, humanity will create a new reality, ever moving in the mandala of life. The DNA of the physical vehicles will become healthier, stronger, and more advanced. The awareness field of humans and their potential will be much more limitless. Without the restrictions of karma, they will be free to access previously unavailable uncharted territory, and the consciousness of humanity will be less chaotic, dense, forgetful, veiled, and restricting.
Many soul groups will be free to Create as they will, enjoying a combination of technology and spiritual development (or a possibility of) unmatched.
Also, without the restrictions of the last Cycles, avatars and highly advanced souls and soul groups will have the freedom to explore earth again, and unleash their potential.

Only through the lessons of power of the last cycle could humanity as a whole reach the capacity and understanding to achieve what will be possible.

As humanity grows, more and more frequencies, intelligences, tools, and possibilities will be created and explored.
This will be a cycle of Dharma, and harmony, which is what humanity now wishes to experience.
The dreamspell of time from the last cycle will be extinguished, and the collective perception of time will be more in the moment and conscious of the bodies that influence it (physical, earth vehicle, galaxy, etc).

Service to self realities will still exist, just not in the way as before. Not as violent, unconscious, or painful. The access to higher realms, lack of karmic influences, cleansing of disharmonious structures, and lifting of veils were the main reason service to self reality became so dense and unaware.
Service to self reality will be explored in far less destructive manners. Such as delving into the individualized psyche, building energy holders that hold agreements or distortions in place without causing as much forgetfulness or pain or fear. Exploring the individual consiouscness while acknowledging other realities.

Advice for souls on earth now:
1) Choose Love over Fear
2) Stop fighting with Change, stop resisting the new energies out of fear of the unknown
3) Loosen your reliance and reference points based on any institutions, idealogies, or beliefs
4) Live in the moment, not in the past or future
5) Understand that suffering comes from unacceptance, forgettfulness, and not living in harmony with Great Spirit. During this time, discomfort will be unavoidable, but much of the suffering is self made. In fact, much of the discomfort the earth is going through has to be experienced in order to be resolved and cleansed.
6) Allow the limiting vibrations to be cleansed, and the more harmonious , conscious vibrations to reside within. This will help create a beacon of light that will ultimately help with the stability of the transition.
7) Much of the changes on earth are now up to humanity and its helpers as to how quickly it comes in. It could have already happened, or it could take another couple generations to really take root. The major obstacle is the resistance to the cleansing Lights reaching your realm now.
8) Do not be impatient, because the only thing holding the transition back is the fear and dense consciousness. The change is happening at just the right speed, fast enough to acknowledge the cries of humanity, but slow and steady enough to not blast every living thing away.
9) There is a great chance that some things just will not let go, and those things will eventually be destroyed by force. The less this occurs over the planet the easier the transition.
10) Remember , all religions started out as souls incarnated in the physical bridging others to a higher truth. All true religions on Earth helped to shift mankind to a higher place, and likewise all have been used to mislead mankind. But ultimately, religions are just tools used to communicate a truth or a pathway or a realization of something more divine than their current situation.
11) The true Word of God is his original creation of each realm, and the path from any one point in Manifestion back Home.
12) All are God, but on some level, a distortion exists that allows a soul to be separate from God. Until a soul merges back into God, it is still experiencing separation on some level.
13) The further each realm expands from God, the more defined and multiplied and limiting the distortions become.
14) The Gospel, or good news, is just that. Existance is just God experiencing an aspect of his Creation. Every particle, every soul, every thing in existance is the Spirit of God, in some form or another.




I often ask myself, how someone like Cristin could be so selfish, and approach life in such a negative way. Only now am I admitting that it is far less sinister than I originally thought, and just like most disharmony, originates in fear.
Everyone has their own distortions of truth, of reality, their own limitations on how they perceive their environment. Cristin’s seemingly destructive, chaotic, selfish decisions often confused me, and seemed to come out of nowhere. I would often say that she had no backbone, and when things are comfortable, she is pleasant to be around, but her service to others only extends so far as it can benefit her and won’t cause discomfort. Anyone can do that!! But I refused to accept that she was just pure selfishness.
At times, Cristin admitted she wished I had don’t something to justify her hating me. She wanted an excuse, a reason. Again, her fear gave her the appearance of a comfortable escape, blame people and circumstances out of your control. If someone takes responsibility for something, they are accepting they have the ability to control it. Thus, not only do they have to choose more conscious and loving choices, but they also have to face their fear, and admit when they’ve failed.
The reason I never understood Cristin’s actions, is because I just couldn’t see how she could hurt me so much. But even if I don’t think I’ve given the same level of pain or neglect to her, I know I’ve caused massive amounts of pain in previous relationships. And again, sexual, romantic relationships often WHERE selfish for me. Look how much more mean I can be to family that I don’t get immediate satisfaction from. My grandmother, my mom. People that I could actually help heal, I help contribute to their patterns and pain.

So do I love my family members much less than I originally thought? Depends on how you define love.
Dysfunctional love is often impure, and being impure it produces less than healthy results.
A dharmic love in the physical realm can seen impossible, although perhaps that’s just because we are viewing love as a thing, something you give, when in fact, the love people need is an emotional state of being that radiates compassion (the ability to connect with the perpsective or illusion or pain of another), loving-kindness – an attitude of generosity, where we offer some degree of authentic expression, openness, willingness to perceive another, and we respect other living life forces as we respect ourselves.
That love in general is hard to find, but the degree of dysfunctionality and how each person expresses it in their quest to give and receive love is based on many factors. Their past experiences, their karmic patterns, their awareness field, their state of emotional being, which is also affected by their physical and mental health. In general , if love came easy, it wouldn’t be a virtue. On the physical realm, love is often seen as a vulnerability. This causes many people to be reluctant to share love authentically, and thus they don’t allow theirselves to be open to a healthy exchange of love.
On the physical, a human identified with the physical body sees life as a struggle of gain and loss. To open up to someone , especially to the degree of an authentic love exchange, is a risk of loss that many fear experiencing. Especially when love is what everyone is seeking!
People know that some level of intimacy is required for a physical relationship – but their degree of loving capability and willingness is based on their own capacity and choice of approach. Many people even build a strong pattern of approaching people with an imitation of authentic love. When their partner reacts to this distortion, they blame it on their partner. A person who is afraid to be vulnerable and love, probably also isn’t ready to be honest with themselves.
The positive side of all this, is that romantic relationships often give us the opportunity to choose love or fear – and at varying times in the relationship. Often, when someone gets too close to their fear or something they are afraid of looking at, the intensity of their denial increases. In other words, the more a person is faced with the decision of love or fear, the more intense of a reaction they give.

Thus, the intensity of the selfishness or negativity a partner deals is often related to the strength of the potential to choose love or fear. Likewise, many people will keep denying their responsibility for their pain, fear, or selfishness in a relationship until they choose to look at it.
Different people have trouble choosing love in different situations. While Cristin might have had trouble opening up to me, and giving instead of receiving, and encouraging me, I often had trouble allowing her to be herself, and became controlling. Just as her distortions in the relationship became a pattern, so did mine.
Once a pattern gains enough mometum, it becomes instinct, and we are further from conscious of it.

Imagine as if humans require the energy of love to be happy , productive, healthy, and functional. A human who hasn’t learned to create their own field of love, often seeks it from another source, such as a romantic partner. The problem is, we now rely on someone else to make us happy . So long as we rely on someone to feel love, are love for them is not unconditional. For we now must secure our source of love, and as we all know, the ego views any change often as unpredictable, unreliable, and too risky. Therefore, we trap our partner in an image of our liking, demand a certain amount of love and attention, and interact with the person based on this demand. Obviously this is dysfunctional!

So you can see, after a few relationships, and some painful lessons in relationships, many people choose to avoid/run from/ or demand a limited , unhealthy form of love.

True love is literally a state of being. To explain love in words is limiting, so instead we can explain what it is not. Love is not impatient. Love is not demanding. Love is forgiving, healing, and opening. Fear extinguishes Love. Love is an energy, not just an emotion. Love is not just a feeling, it is literally a state of being. Love is a free flowing, natural, healthy state of being. Love is free, infinite, unconditional, unconfined, and although we can exist within it, we can not possess it. Love trancends the physical world, because true love doesn’t feed our ego, it melts it.
Love is an expression of God, and a lack of love is the route of many painful distortions. Love is a quality, a state of being, it is not something we acquire or accomplish, but flows freely from a humble, compassionate, sincere, innocent, childlike heart. All of our egos instincts try to modify love, each limiting the degree of how we exist with it.
Love is divine because the Ego can never fully experience it, and the nature of True Love is patterned in the higher realms. The source of love is God , the Great Spirit itself.

So, forgive Cristin. Trying to teach her, or change her approach to the relationship, is like someone saying a Bible is the word of God. Its an inefficient Path to Love and Truth.
Firstly, we attract similar energy to us. Our state of love is attracted to anothers based on karmic patterns, and lessons we need to learn.
Second, a person who is afraid to love, or be honest in that situation, is not going to be reached by more blame and exposure of their flaws. This can actually have an adverse reaction, such as with Cristin.
Instead, love itself is the remedy. As I said, love is healing, love is kind, and a persons denial of love only serves to test our own state of love.

What happened in the relationship with Cristin, is that my own demands on her approach to life and our relationship just made her close down that much easier, quicker, and gave her more of an excuse to shut down.
Therefore, not only where we both living in selfish states of love, but we both were blaming each other for the lack of love in our relationship. Instead of our love combining and multiplying, we actually caused each other to close off even more.
Now we have a much worse problem.
On one hand, we blame each other for not giving us the love we desire.
On the other hand, we cling to each other in Fear that if we separate, we will have that lack of love PLUS more pain as well.
A relationship like this is dysfunctional, and until both people heal, there is no healthy way to approach it. A relationship like this often becomes so patterned, that a temporary separating in order to heal , or intervention is required. Unfortunately, just like an addiction, even if a break through is made, if Love isn’t constantly choosen, and spirit effort consistent, we are likely to fall back into our old patterns.
So the solution to my situation with Cristin?
First of all, except that you can’t change or “fix” her, and not because of her fault, but because that isn’t how it works.
Except that even if you work on yourself, she might not be ready to work on herself. She might even have resentment or fear come back, and lash out at YOU. This is why the seperation is needed. Because neither person needs the draining task of trying to fix or heal the other.
Each person has to become whole again, find a healthy state of love again, and cultivate it.
First, releasing your energy cords to the partner. Consciously choosing to forgive them, transcend the blame, and cultivate our own , independent state of loving kindness.
Next, the only work we need to do for them, is if they fall into fear, or lash out at us out of fear or a past pattern, we maintain our state of love. When we do this, we stop the cycle between us, or at least weaken it and help change the charge behind it.
Now, we are no longer feeding off each others energy of fear, and each soul can do their own work.
At this point, she can be inspired or helped by your new Loving state, or choose to manifest her fear through someone else. Because of your love, you no longer intimidate or provoke her emotional-fear-body, so she doesn’t feel the need to fight back. Even if her fear body is dominate, chances are, it won’t be active.
Ever notice how cristin can be fine one moment, and mean and hurtful the next? Often it is because her fear body is either dormant, elsewhere, or active. Sometimes, because of patterns between us, our presence , especially if we arent in our own state of love, will trigger a partners pain body.
Notice how as you improve your own life, Cristin is doing better? Or at least letting you move on? When does her attitude flare up? When she is hurt or angry by something you said that provokes her, or something else makes her become protective of her ego.

The only positive way to approach Cristin is to continue to cultivate my own loving state, and strengthen its stability. If she doesn’t respond visibilly, even if she lashs out, remember that it truly isn’t personal, it is her own struggle to accept and love herself. Love does spread, sometimes beyond time and distance can track, other times it becomes seeds , sometimes very small, in a persons subconscious.

Remember, sometimes you might feel like you aren’t doing enough. Again, Love is patient, and not demanding. We should all be allowed the free will to learn lessons, god knows we’ve been given that chance.
When we try to change the world, or the people in it, we often do more damage then good, especially when we are trying to change what we don’t accept. More change comes through compassionate action based in acceptance then our inability to accept.
We have to understand that as humans, we can not see the full , grand picture, and our views of dharma and right action are limited on our capacity and perception. Therefore, our capacity to truly understand dharma comes from spiritual progress.
Ironically, Cristin just called, and I was able to see the truth in these words. Her pain body became active, and just from her tone, mine wanted to react, but I didn’t , at least verbally. I did see a shift in both hers and mine. I realize how I feel like a victim, because she triggers my pain body so easily. I wonder if she feels that way too?


Trust the universe that it will provide the awareness field and experiences that you encounter so long as you consistently manifest a yogic, dharmic approach to life

Yoga – the process of a soul-spark merging with its true Source/Nature, the Great Spirit
Dharma – alignment and harmony , and love based awareness-action field with the Way of the Truth
Our only goal in life is to follow the Dharma in our hearts
If the goal is dharma, then the process of merging with our Source is Yoga
If Unity is Yoga, then Sadhana (daily practice), (constant application), and (freedom from attractions and aversions) are the means
If those are the means, then The Eight Limbs of Raja Yoga are the tools



Suffering is different than pain. Pain alone is not attached to suffering. Pain is the feeling of unpleasant , unwanted, uncomfortable feelings and experiences. Suffering is the inability to process pain without additional disharmony or unwanted experience.
When the mind is focused on something else, pain can be felt but does not bring disorder or disharmony to the stable awareness-field. Pain is felt without aversion or additional consequences.
Suffering is continuation of the direct sensation or awareness of discomfort continued by our own approach or reaction to an experience.

In other words, pain is a natural, normal part of existance. It is an indicator. Things are unpleasant, because one or more forces are out of alignment.
Suffering, however, exists because of Ego. When our soul identifies with something, this can create attachment and aversion. Pain is then processed by the Ego as undesirable, and the Ego seeks to avoid pain. By chasing pleasurable circumstances, and running from ones that are uncomfortable, the soul experiences varying unwanted consequences that are self-created, in addition to any direct experience of pain.

Pleasure , just like pain, is a natural part of sensation. It is an indicator that two or more forces have combined and created a pleasant experience, or sensation. Pleasure and pain are two sides of the same coin, and toss a soul back and forth between each other. Both should be experienced as sensational phenomena, and we should accept their alternating currents.
Happiness is our Egos own pleasurable conclusion or self-created sensation because it is satisfied with its experience. This form of pleasure is pleasure nonetheless, and doesn’t bring lasting freedom from pain or suffering.
Joy – Joy is natural emotional byproduct when we experience Love. Love is limitless, therefore our source of true Joy never runs out, and thus isn’t harmful. Joy is not addictive, and we don’t grasp it. Joy is not the result of attainment, but the absence of obstructions to Love, and a free flowing harmony of energy.
Contentment – Contentment is satisfaction with Reality, without nonacceptance. When we accept our direct soul experience, without the desire for change or the fear of nonacceptance, we are content. Being content is a state of being that is not uncomfortable, but not pleasure based. It is the acceptance of Reality as is, and thus contentment is the freedom from the suffering caused by the varying experiences of pleasure and pain


If withdrawal is the result of habitual opiate consumption, then opiates are not as different from amphetamines than I thought. Amphetamines are more apparent to me, because the highs are more sensational, and the comedowns are more intense. The high/low from amphetamines happen much q uicker, while from opiates its only apparent after a longer period of time.

Methadone, gives the person an artificial stability, so that stability can be used to make changes to ones lifestyle that was otherwise much more difficult with opiates. Methadone is not a cure for opiate addiction, but it gives some breathing room to actually begin planning and acting on positive changes that will ultimately result in the solution to the addiction.
If the Bible is the Word of God, how come it hasn’t seemed to bring humanity closer to his presence, despite it being the most popular book in the world? Well, if we assume perceiving the Word of God is meant to bring us closer to God, why does the Bible describe and talk about God so much? If God is pure, limitless, and within everything, then how can we find God by defining him as jealous, claiming he willfully punishes sinful (disharmonious souls), and gets Angry if we worship another as God? Doesn’t assigning attributes to a limitless being only distort the truth of his Reality? If God truly is so great, wouldn’t his word be different for whoever is seeking it, since each person comes from a relative point in Creation?
Why would God use language and the product of dead substance to spread his word? How could anything dead and limited as language or paper be the Word, or the Link to God?
Wouldn’t Gods word be much more magnificant, like the mandala of our physical bodies and our environment?
The Bible’s best advice is to Be Still and Know God – anything else just provides human like characteristics to a divine being.
To know God – wouldn’t it make sense to have to adjust our perception to HIS reality – not use a Bible to try and Bring him to ours?

Even if Jesus was the Word of God in the flesh, Jesus can only be as close to god as the limits of physical reality allow. In other words, God , if he truly is a limitless, conscious energy that is within everything, would have to be distorted if he was represented in the physical realm to some degree.
For that matter, isn’t a religion just a vehicle to God? A religion can’t represent God, just like a human who becomes one with god can’t. They are just mirrors, or vehicles by which we can get a better understanding of the Way of God.
For example – say Jesus is God in the human form. God would have to have a different form for each medium he descends to – for instance, if God is expressed via a painting, he can only be as accurate as the medium of painting is itself.
So until we merge back into oneness with God – we are not within God. If God is limitless, then so long as we are outside of God and subject to the perception of our own body/awareness/dimension/ God is limited by those constructs.
Therefore, wouldn’t it make sense that God has different appearances, based on whatever constraints the medium he descends to is subject to?
Even the realm closest to God, the highest spirit/Casual realm, would still have some kind of distortion that isn’t a perfect representation of God.

Perhaps that’s why in Buddhism and Yoga they don’t speak about God. Perhaps they are a more accurate vehicle to know God, because they ask you to find Truth by releasing what it not true, and Accepting what is.
Each realm that exists outside of God, is only possible because of some distortion or limit. Otherwise, a realm would have no distinction from God, no boundaries, no difference or Reality outside of God.

For instance, the physical realm has light vibrating slow enough to become matter. This is a distortion of Gods pure form, but it allows us to experience physical reality.

Perhaps then, just as our five senses are our tools by which we interpret the physical realm, maybe our Mind likewise is a tool to intrepret some dimension of existance, like thought. If that’s the case, then nothing of ours is equiped to Know God – so the best way to experience him is to know what he is NOT. That sounds like meditation to me, not belief.

Just like love. What number represents love without distortion? What letter, word, or phrase? What realm? Does a drawing of the heart bring one who has never known love, closer to understanding love? One can only know love because we experience it as a state of being.

That is why religion is a vehicle to God, and not the Word of God. All of creation is the word of God – but Religion is man made. Religion is man’s attempt to create a bridge from our reality to understanding God. Therefore, religion is subjective, and there is no ultimate religion. God revealed religion to man according to man’s subjective version of reality. Religion is a bridge, a vehicle, and once we use it to get to God, it is no longer a tool but a outdated vehicle.
Man creates a religion based on a human who merges his awareness with God. Man claims his religion is the truth. What he doesn’t realize, is that the soul who merged with God, that was the bridge to truth. The religion he created is his attempt to communicate his understanding of God to some other human, who may or may not share his subjective reality.

Does God or Creation have an objective reality? I believe so – but so long as we are perceiving something we are outside of, then the reality becomes subjective. Perhaps to perceive alone is to interpret, so only merging with something is to experience it truthfully..

I don't think I'm from Atlantis. I don't remember anything like that. Good luck.

So anyways astral travel is real huh? I guess its possible, so share some tips please. These human bodies are so thick I find it difficult to connect with the beyond in it. Do you not like losers using the astral realm? Remember, you can only learn by losing, you can only have fun by winning. One needs to do both. Lets say I do find myself in the astral, what exactly is there to do there and how do you go about it?

Those are just some writings that might help others.

They are writings that just flowed from me - writings which I wrote to myself, automatic if you could call them that.

They get personal at times, the last one deals a lot with a former relationship - but something told me to share it.

I become vulnerable sharing this - I open myself up doing so - but the truth is - every single person on here has an intimate, vulnerable self.

I give these writings, to show that I am NOT a shill - that I AM a real human, and that I AM sharing my subjective Truth with you all. Take it for what you will.

Even though my own experiences, others can learn - which is why the last post I feel is relative.

It shows the energy interactions I went though, and my realizations of those interactions after their occurences.


I didn't make this topic for personal gain - if anything, I have more mockery to come from this, than any type of personal gain.

I don't expect others to listen or believe, but my inner self told me to reveal these things, and thus I have.

You don't need to.


Thats the thing.

SO MANY people wish they remembered their past lives. SO many people wish they had psychic powers. SO MANY people wish they could read others minds...or astral project.

The truth is, during this cycle (which is pretty much over now, so this doesnt apply the same), we werent MEANT to do that, most of us werent, anyway.

When we first came here, we had WAY more powers and abilities,....and now we've been "capped" because of the damage we did with them.

Even the illuminati is miserable, with all their riches and powers - because A) they can't get off this earth, and B) even they are bound to this dark age, despire their wisdom , connections, magick, and whatnot. Even THEY are bound to forgetting.



With everything I remember from my past, and who I am - its not made me a BETTER person, quite the opposite. Many of times , I've numbed myself with women, sex, drugs....to feel "normal"....to "forget"


Dont you see? You dont NEED to astral travel. You dont NEED to remember your past. You dont NEED to worry about 2012.

We are drawn to these things.....because we resonate with them. Via our karma, our past.


But our true goal here, isnt remebering our past lives, or communicating with the dead, or traveling the astral realms. There is an infinite amount of time in existance to do those things.


Our true path, can be summed up in AUM. Going forth....Existing....and then Returning....


In other words...the truth path of consciousness.....is to become aware......to experience an infinite amount of types of awareness....and then to go back to the void.



These human lives are so short - and in this dark age.....we neednt try to gain wisdoms and powers.....we are supposed to work on clearing our karma.....and being positive , from the soul down, not vice versa.

The Atlantean priests wrecked countless lives, and paved the way to bring the world to the Hell it is now.

Good intentions aren't always enough. Manipulation without empathy creates abominations.

And that's why we're back. To try and fix what we started, and get a taste of how bad it really is.

i remember atlantis and most of what you have written is very inaccurate and closely aligned with the common belief system of today regarding the whole subject and non existent beings such as the annunaki

sorry mate, not having a go just sharing my view

I remember the crystal city. I really miss it.

It isn't in Atlantis though.

what about nibiru? is it real and associated with 2012?

Golden ages don't happen by accident. Either the current rulers are going to have to change their mindset or some nobody genius is going to start up a revolution.

I wonder if the elites are going to start leading properly or if they are going to allow someone else to replace them. Either scenario looks unlikely. The sheep need guidance during these coming times. They will wake up eventually and they will be angry.

what are these canals in the gulf region.

Thread: Ancient Canals Press Release MAJOR UPDATE!! Rewrite our origins!!

Back to the void? if your from Atlantis, you believe in reincarnation as far as 3rd and 4th dimensional existences right?

and I completely agree with being positive. light and love is the trademark of the universe.

OP, you seems to be genuine,

Read Phylos - A Dweller on Two Planets. It talks a lot about atlantis.

[link to www.sacred-texts.com]

And The Law of One (Ra Material)

[link to www.llresearch.org]

Your views are depressing. so all the people who commit evil and hurt people are just our masters and will not have any consequences for doing it?

Yes, you see hardcore Christians believe that if you believe any crap about alternative science or any of those other scientific intervention theories popping up today, you are a BAD PERSON.. that should STEP BACK and only WORSHIP GOD their ENTIRE LIVES. any type of divinity or unconditional love isnt real serenity without thinking about a face up in the sky called God.

I would christians would step back. Like I did.

went to Catholic schools for 8 years. now, I am an ancient astronaut theorist who advocates peace, love, and TRUTH.

would you allow yourselves to be created, to help save a species in the tens of billions, only to one day commit similar acts of Godhood in a very understood way of life in the Cosmos?

True existence is the feeling of being part of everything in existence.

We were all created from the same light and sound.

We are a race united through the intrinsic energy of our minds, which impacts the sixth state of matter itself...

We are One.

Go Angelic human.

Go 4d

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