ever been in a social situation where your anxiety attack triggered someone elses anxiety and total awkwardness follows

its like a literal energy they could feel and it effected their energy field and then one of the worst most awkward social encounter of your life follows, you feel like you're out of your body, red faced and sweaty, panicy and it's worse then any physical pain you can imagine, i dont really understand it, but it sucks ass, sometimes a whole room of people will get the anxiety attack and a terrible vibe and energy flows through everyone, and sometimes i feel like i started the whole thing off like a chain reaction. if i could press a button and have a trap door open under me and have myself drop into a infinite void, i would, just to get the hell out of there, social anxiety is a real terrible horrible feeling, i hate it more then anything and have suffered with it my whole life, and no one cares