What would I do without you guys and your awesome brians to explain things like you do? I am grateful for all of you on this thread. Each one of you has affected me and given me info to ponder on...which in turn helps me on my own path. I hope I did not make anyone uncomfortable with my first post today...just had to say it...and now that it's out there...it feels more comfortable to talk about...maybe it was the time for such a quesion to come up :) As I always say all things for a reason...