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REPORT ABUSIVE REPLY
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Message Subject
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X Marks the Spot
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Jonny Blaze |
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Yeah. I need to confront my father. The only problem is that he is dead and I am alive.
Quoting: Jonny Blaze You can speak with him at this current moment. In your Mind or out loud. Whichever makes you more comfortable. Call him to you by imagining him in as much detail as you can. Including his voice. Tell him exactly what you would say if he was standing before you. Look for his response over the coming days or in dreams. They are often accompanied by an out-of-place scent. Hope this helps.  I'm not sure I am ready to open that door quite yet. I may be ready soon and when I am I will do exactly what you just described. Since he has died, I have had two dreams that he was in. I can only remember the first one. I was in my side yard at my childhood home in Texarkana where I lived for the first 19 years of my life. It was dark. I was at the back of the side yard right on the edge of the miles of woods that lie behind it. I started to go into the woods and explore as I used to do as a kid...everything got darker so I turned around. I went back to where the driveway enters the garage. The BMW he bought me as a present for graduating in college when I got my first degree in Petroleum Engineering in 2000 was there. He was there. He looked at me with a really concerned face. I could feel this deep emotion of longing. I got in the car and drove away. My wife also said she heard him speak to her at night a few years ago. She said he told her to stay with me. He told her that I needed her.
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