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which brings us up to today
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that conversation may be strange but is has become explainable within lawful public information
Quoting: aether That is how I feel like I reconcile my past. Don't want to get into it right now. I am emotionally exhausted. I don't know what happened, but I plummeted into feeling emotions 10 fold to what the be. Almost unbearable in the way it happens. Like there is no getting out of anxiety except by receding. There is no embracing it, as it would crumble balance, or leave someone crawled up in a ball while the emotions wash over the quays. I am so tired of the tug and pull, and push and shove of the roller-coaster. But, what the fuck. I've got this amazing life, might as well us it up, use it to the fullest extent. "Life is not a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving in a pretty and well preserved body, but rather to skid in, broadside, thoroughly used up, totally worn out, and loudly proclaiming, WOW, What a ride!" Fuck it...until then...  You really need to remember you have the keys when you get to the gates. Climbing the ladders to the parapets; only to get roman fire rained on you is an exercise in cyclic futility. Heck, I'd like to be on my way down south, but circumstances are dealing me nothing but others miseries. Cheers and do appreciate what you have.That was not a pity party, when I wrote the above. It is just expressing emotions that have run rampant lately. There is not a good way to release them, except through this venue at the moment, so I partook in that escapism. Never once have I doubted that I do not have the keys. That has never been of issue, otherwise I would have surrendered long ago as my life has not been that wholesome. I appreciate it Dion, that is the tug and pull, if you understand (which I know you do). Deal with others miseries my friend. We have all the time in the world. I am merely a blind man, looking for my axe. Cheers to the effervescing elephant!
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