Yes, we are having an on off relationship, I was very impatient at first, always pushing myself to understand and excel, now I just am, and have given up the chase, just letting nature take it's course, as I am sure it will eventually.

On another note, I have noticed the stimulus of my interaction here, just this thread, creates the firing off in my skull, the opening of crown, is happening right now, in small tingly electrical discharges, like wiggly worms in my head.

Oh and you answered with above before I asked, then I never bothered to ask, yet you answered anyway.