i dont know everything, nor do i...

There's no such thing as "energy".

explain...

dont listen to them Acegotflows..
were all energy

and...when you step back far enough Acegotflows(i do dig your name)after deconstructing all that has been learnt programming/perceptions/labels etc..when you understand the meaning of words and their power both inside and outside..the thing we can encounter is it becomes almost more difficult to convey this to others because of our own"deconstruction" and rebuking/dissolving of certain terms used in speech that most people would use to communicate and undertsand one another.

yup, that is why I don't use certain words in my languge. God being one. I will call it Source, and i will tell people that the Gods they talk about have personification so they are not source. Source is undefined in my eyes. I'm very wary of words and concepts that I use in conversation, as certain words you already know bring certain thought process to people...

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it's a concept, a word, it doesn't actually exist

it's the closest word to the concept. If you want to get technical noting exists and everything does at the same time. You have explained what exactly?

I understand the whole word/concept thing. But if you want to be technical, we are all source material. Is that better???

"If you want to get technical noting exists and everything does at the same time."

I have a hard time with the notion that "nothing exists".
We can not look any thing that exists as an example of nothing because nothing is not anything.

Am I making any sense?

no-thing and every-thing exists at the same time. Infinite is all that was is and will ever be.

But you are making sense though...

have been thinking of this topic since you posted it...

made me think of this;

that was awesomeness. THANK YOU!!!

youre very welcome

-so if we deconstruct as much as we can, and accept words are inert..we are left with? trying to convey a feeling/concept which may or may not be relevant to the others perceptions.
we could think ourselves into an abyss here lol.

but a thread of energetic groping instead of words would be kind of --------------.lol

if you havent seen the movie that clip came from its a decent watch, i did think that particular except was fitting.

maybe it's living what we say, no matter the words and language. If we deconstruct the falsities, maybe it is possible to express the truth without relying on the actual words and charges of language... Thinking out loud...

i believe thats true for some, who are aware of the weight of words , but sadly maybe not everyone...thinking out loud...

lately i've been speaking more, sharing my thought process. People have been talking to me from their angles, calling me young , talkinging to me about living in my head. I simply make connections to things that they are not willing to accept. Yesterday a woman was trying to tell me that she was giving me a compliment but at the same time was telling me that God will make those who think they are so smart have their world turned upside down. I wasn't aware that compliments sounded so disrespectful SMH...

this was after the whole getting a gun pulled on me thing. She asked me why do I think nothing happened. I told her I don't know nor do I care. And she started talking about how God this and etc. I said Obviously I still have things to do here so when its my time it just is...

lol, ive had that living in my head thing launched at me once...people can be funny..i always think...do they not think? where are they speaking from then?(a thousand smartarse replies to that run through my head)..

Im still inclined to go by feel, or feel through peoples words to their intent..between the lines of what they dont say, or what they arent saying but really mean.

hehe yes i guess it was not your time to die Acegotslows.
stange incident though.When you asked him calmy if he was going to shoot you, he probably was "disarmed" by your directness in asking.lol...so maybe it was a good experiment in speaking with pure intent/directness/honesty in your words...

having looked at scared people threatening me with death before, I'm to the point where I don't care if I do. I might even ask them to PLEASE do it so I can finally get on with it.


I've always been like that too. But once I stopped allowing myself to be scared of family, no more fear of certain things.

I am still puzzled over this. I have been pondering nothing for a long time. I always get nowhere. :)
I do not know what it is. I do not like the word 'nothing'.
I avoid using it.

I really emphasize roots, prefixes and suffixes when I use language. Basically think of it like this. from zero to infinity is accounted for and happening simultaneously.

Nothing does sound kind of Blah though...

i understand this a lot, i have had brushes that should of scared me too,i walked away from points in time knowing they could have been the end, but werent, i was never sure i was pleased to have survived or not.i had a similar conversation once with a friend in Vegas who stood in the open in a park while someone shot at him and his friends, his friends ran, he stood there laughing.

interesting your comment on your family and fear becoming inconsequential after you'd conquered that..that probably gives many who may read this something to consider when it comes to fear.thankyou

another story of where I grew up at that goes along with my getting a gun pulled at me today thing.

It was 08 and I was at a park by my house when shots rang out. Everyone ducked while i was looking around trying to see where it came from. I walked to a restaurant where the victim was inside bleeding and I was the only one who was calm enough to try and attend to him...

calmness and a nonchalant attitude are a blessing in a crisis...maybe you were supposed to be there,even though some may have veiwed it as a traumatic scene,someone(you)who could be still and calm inside himself was what was needed.
dont be surprised if you find yourself in that type of position again Acegotflows...

We have many similarities. I was reading your other posts and threads.
The first thing I think of myself as is energy.
Perhaps I have a conflict with the idea of nothing - or nonexistence - because it is the only concept that puts fear in me. Or a conflict of what I know and what I feel. I dont know! hahaha.
Some interactions with my family were a source of fear when I was a child. Then reality sank in when I learned the truth about the lie I had been living since I was born. This convinced me to not think and do what I was told.
Although the truth did not immediately set me free, as some might say, it has with time given me some freedom.
It also made me realize that taking a step back from the illusion is not as easy as it sounds. You can never be sure if you have stepped back far enough.

I've been told that when certain things happen my eyes change. I wonder what the hell that is about.

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