The truth

In terms of loving others it is a hard thing to do, until one can truly love oneself. Loving oneself is easier said than done for it involve a deep understanding of oneself and ones motivations. It is through this that forgiveness and self love arises. Releasing expectations (perfect Ideals) about ones self and others is key to self love, for the Ideals only serve to keep us in a state of feeling invalidated and not good enough and often we create people in our live that reflect this back to us. The body when injured always attempts to heal itself. So to, with us as spirit, and what we create. If we view our creations in life as a reflection showing us what we believe deep inside about our selves and life, everything in life and each experience becomes an opportunity for healing change and growth. Hence my admonition in my earlier posts about taking responsibility for what we create in life.

The experience you had with the dying man is exactly the same as I had with a dog we were operating on, I was monitoring the anaesthetic and during the operation the dog made various attempts to die, doing my job as best I could, along with the vet we managed to bring it through the anaesthetic and it survived. After returning the dog to the recovery kennels I was drawn back into the room and felt the dog dying and it wanted me by it's side, I sat holding it in my arms as it's life force left it's body and I felt very privileged that I could help it to pass.

I only ever did Reiki one as I have never been able to financially afford going any further with it. This is also a reason I have questioned Reiki in that I can't get my head around having to pay to be attuned to something that is available for everyone to tap into.

Since you bring it up, I will tell you truthfully as a reiki master you do not need the attunements. All you need to do is pay attention to your thoughts and feelings about when you are doing a healing or about to and begin to recognize the limiting beliefs you hold. Make the feeings your friend and they will lead you to the life situations that are the source of your feelings. Then just do a simple visualization of releasing the energy, belief, lie into say a balloon for example and releasing it to the universe. Our bodies and subconscious respond to visualizations as if they are real. For example imagine your favorite foods,the smells the, taste and your body will respond. lol. This is a simple way to reprogram your subconscious mind and release limiting beliefs and feelings even if your not complete sure what they are. It will come to you latter. I hope you find this helpful. questions are welcome. sk

That is a wonderful story thanks for sharing it. You have a nice affinity with animals. It is easier for us to have affinity for them as we have less expectations in regards to them verses people. sk

That is as I thought.
Thankyou, You are easy to Love :)

Like wise you have a beautiful spirit. sk

Dear seeker2, I think I'm ready but something is holding me back, it's kind of energy that's materializing in my right leg near my knee, hard to explain. What should I do?
Thank you

Animals such as dog are a perfect example of our spirits expression.

A dog reflects back to people, what it has experienced in life. if from a loving and kind family with no abuse, it is friendly and loving towards the people it meets. If it has suffered abuse from men or women it will often time show a reluctance to interact will them. So it is with the fractured part of our self, the ego, if abused it seeks to protect itself and limit it trusting nature and love for fear of more pain and rejection. We are a little more complex in that we make decisions about ourselves based on our interactions with others, which tend to effect our natural expressions as spirit manifesting through this body. sk

Hmmm. best I can tell you is focus your awareness on that part of your body. See, what feeling are associated with the block or perhaps a color. Imagine your self immersed in that color and how it feels. If you can allow the feeling to come up associated with the block, the memories will begin to surface. There will either be a decision you made or a lie that you bought from someone else associated with the memory, feelin, block. That is how it works. Decision or information from others create feelings and the feeling sit on top of the memories. If we resist the feeling, it blocks our access to the memories and the lies and decisions that need releasing.

The impression I get is that the block has to do with being female or expressing the feminine aspect of your self, verses male. A decision and judgement. Being assertive moving forward etc. Hope that helps as a starting point. sk

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One thing that I have noticed is that our best teachers are the things we resist and judge the most. It pushes us to the opposite extreme many times creating an imbalance.

Another one I like to use is asking the question what is the worst thing I could find out about myself. This shows me my points of resistence and judgement. And as expressed above pushing me in a direction that creates imbalance.

As in you case the dislike of pushy, petty self asserting people. I suspect you had a very assertive person around you when you were growing up, who made it difficult to express yourself around. just some impression that I thought might help. sk

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Ah, nice to see you here and thanks for the vid. I will check it out, but I have a sloooooow connection so it will take a while. I left a post to you on the other thread also. sk

We practiced a rather unique form of healing at the place I learned to read Aura's. Basically our focus was on the energy body (chakras) as it seems to be related directly to physical ailments as Louise Hays points out in her books, by feeling the blocks and where energy was not flowing. sk

Wow, ANHEDONIC thats a great video. Thanks so much for posting it. Half way through almost. Doesn't get any better than that. sk

PS finished, I had heard about the water experiments before the ultra-sound picture of the the healing while in progress is amazing.

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Night all. Enjoy keep it civil.

Sk you have a good soul, you are open to share and you have wisdom. It can be seen from your sincere responses.

The opening post though has a different vibration :) maybe you used it consciously as a strategy to wake up some sleeping souls/spirits for the inner battle against the anti-christ/ego.

Or maybe it's just an expression of a frustration that so few people seem to be aware of what is the real spiritual battle.

Spiritual evolution is always the result of an inner urge that leads you on the path. External factors appear when needed by a seeker either as a catalyst, a confirmation, a guidance or a sustenance.
Thus the essential role of love in sustaining fellow seekers.

Also, as it wouldn't make sense to pretend from an animal to take up the inner fight with the antichrist, similarly not every human being is in a position of sufficient inner spiritual strength to take upon such a fight by themselves.

That's why i don't see what good can that tone from the first post do to anybody :)

Regarding the content of the thread, you speak much truth. I would like to hear of the decisive moments in your personal battle, if there are any. In my case there were, and i will gladly share them later, because unfortunately now i do not have the time. From this kind of tales i think it is much to learn, because we can better understand both the sameness of the path but also its possible variations (which is impossible to separate only from one's own experience)

I think you first hypothesis is correct. Thank you for your insights and support. Many decisive moments in my life, as with all our journey's are each unique with many stops along the way before the next revelation occurs. Each one significant in its own right. I think the major turning point was coming to the realization that we create and attract situations and people to us based on our beliefs, conscious or other wise. And what we are is a spiritual being, attempting to express through this physical form. Early on I had the experience of seeing lights around some people and but not around most. At the time I did not understand the significance . It was not until I developed my clairvoyant abilities that it became clear that most as spirit were block from coming into and expressing through their bodies (includes mind and emotions). Being able to clearly see them as spirit and the blockages in their energy bodies that related to decision, and lies they took on from others has lead me to the point I'm at today. Diligently working with others to both help them and in turn they would help me through reading each others Auras was a great step forward that helped to speed up the releasing of the blocks and re-unifying of my fractured Self. Being of two mind that are in conflict, which is the way most people live their lives, is frustrating, and does not create in ones life the things desired. It has just been recently, although I had the pieces that a new epiphany occurred, that being the what the ego is, how it came into being and how to reintegrate it with spirit. My purpose of this thread is basically to share that epiphany. Giving a clear and concise understanding of the process and how to heal it.

The ego thinks it is protecting you. Its like having a friend (you as spirit) that every time it comes around you get into trouble. So the ego takes on the job of protector, chasing your friend away, denying its existence, and usurping spirits position. Thus it become the anti-christ.
But the ego is and was at one point a part of you as spirit. It came into being due to the separating of the acceptable parts of you vs. the unacceptable parts of you.
Conscious and unconscious. Creating a split a facturing of Self.

Being 100 percent present freaks most people out. Maintaining your ability to access your own highest information for you, is seen as a threat by them. I can give examples but perhaps later. They deny the spirit energy level of existence and insist that you do like wise, they do unconsciously, as they were taught to do.

The dark night of the soul is one of the final steps in taking back your seniority, that moment in time when you gave up being you, to avoid more pain, and gain acceptance in this society. But once you have gone through this point and have reconnected you realize that their is nothing in this world worth exchanging it for, ever again. I can tell you how the process continues from life to life, the continuity of underlying lies and beliefs are carried from one life to the next as predispositions to make the same decisions once again. Buddhist call it the mind stream.

I hope this finds you well and should you have more questions share your experiences they are most welcome. Looking behind the veil, through the use of clairvoyance, takes the guess work out of the equation. As some one said a picture is worth a thousand words. So this is my attempt to share with others my knowledge, as there is so much dis-information in regards to spiritual awakening today. It is as it should be a simple process that all can grasp, understand and use in our daily lives. sk

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"When I'm home
Everything seems to be right
When I'm home
Feeling you holding me tight, tight, yeah"

"You know it's up to you
I think it's only fair
Pride can hurt you too
Apologize to her

Because she loves you
And you know that can't be bad
She loves you
And you know you should be glad, ooh!"

to be or not to be, that is the question. Thanks for the flowers. Nice to see you here.

great song. When I was young, I always substituted the female/male in the songs with the desire to connect with ourselves as spirit. Being that they represented this desire, although misdirected. sk

Already I feel the day is a better day than yesterday.
My children think I'm turning into a hippy, lol
I've driven into town and made a conscious effort to send everyone on the road approaching me love.
Road rage felt unnatural and my calmness remained even when people pulled out on me!
Just like after being attuned to reiki I feel closer to nature and whether the emotion I felt was sadness from Mother Earth or something deeper inside me, there was a very strong sadness coming through. I accepted it and told her not to worry she had another sister and hopefully many more would follow.
I'm sure my ego will keep trying to bring the fog around me but I feel stronger knowing I'm not on my own. My ego will learn through my positivity it has nothing to fear because I have nothing to fear.
Love to you all X

Thanks for sharing your thoughts of the day.

Nice. sk

Do you know what you are talking about?

So... you follow Jesus...... lets take a bit of a multiple choice to see how well your doing....

(1) Do you obey the Governments Rules?

(2) Do you watch TV?

(3) Do you believe the News?

(4) Do you have any earthly possessions?

(5) Do you drink Coke?

(6) Have you taken a stand against the fallen world?

(7) Have you pissed off TPTB that they have set you up and crucified you?

(8) Can you discern the true meaning of Jesus's life?

I am guessing no........ I am thinking that you go to church (the same institution that crucified Jesus)

I am guessing that you have TV, and a house, and all the other luxuries provided by the beast.... (Jesus renounced all of it)

I am also guessing that you pray to a cross, with a depiction of a dead man on it, glorifying Jesus's death, as the church's "victory" over him...

When you know how to follow.... then preach, but until then, keep watching TV and getting all of your info from the corrupt institutions that Jesus came to expose.....


Peace.....

Hmmmm.... interesting response, care to tell us how you really feel. lol

But on a lighter note its sounds like there is a lot of pain underneath that anger. Anger is always a secondary emotion to being or feeling hurt. Thanks for your post. sk

Morning all. Well rested and ready for a new day. sk

I will pray for you.

I almost choked to death last night while drinking sourcy in bed with snot in my nose.