The reason that you say you experienced God on a psychadelic drug of sorts, is because in that moment, we are separated from our conditioned state of mind....

I don't get why it would have been angry, perhaps this was something that needed to be released from your subconscious....

You will find that every part of this world is a trick, a deceit, to keep you from finding the truth...

Every advert, television, website (GLP) hehe and any other outlet, including the sickly fast foods, the animals who are prisoners, and every other filthy destruction caused by the lust of men.

Only once we can see through this filth, and make changes around it, we can open up to the universe...

I have had some transcending experiences on weed, like was overcome by the spirit, in total love and emotion... I cried for hours and just said yes I will do it, and I didn't know it was you.....

It was a direct link to that pure essence.....

If you want to find God, go somewhere and find a horse.... One day I was out doing deliveries in the country and met a clydesdayle horse in this paddock...

It was the biggest horse I have ever seen..... and it came over to meet me....

I was shitting myself just thinking dont be scared dont be scared..... even though there was a little fence between us.....

I started speaking to it, saying "you are the most beautiful thing I have ever seen"

and patted it, and out of nowhere, its head disappeared for a second and it planted it right in the middle of my chest, and I was all of a sudden hugging this giant horse head....

I felt a wave of pure love overcome me, not as strong as the other times, but it was strong enough to make me know that this horses spirit was pure, and it was not only connected to me, it loved me like I loved it....

If you wan't to connect to god, go and find some of his creatures, like horses, and connect with them, because through Gods creation, we find the love that is within all of it....

Just look at a bee for instance...... :)