I don't believe in 'karma' either. I don't believe anyone gets what they 'deserve' be it good or the bad in this life.

Not happy with most of the things in my life.. No social life here, not looking for one. Don't even care about that anymore.

Forget the others, what they think, how they treat you and try and make yourself better.. Just walk away from them. Cut off from people who do nothing but make you feel bad.

They'll want back in.. cause they no one else will take that shit from them.

Wish i had some words of advice... sorry i don't really..but i do know how you feel..

Suicide is a permanent solution for a temporary problem.

Pray about it.. recite the Lords prayer when you don't know what else to do. Say out loud if you need to "Satan get behind me, in Christ's name" can do wonders..
Even if you don't believe, you may find these things help a great deal..

I may be as depressed as you next week or the week after..
but I'm not today and that's all that matters.
Sincerely wish you didn't feel this way today. It's a dark place to be in.