Life is boring.

Whenever I tell anyone that have such a shocking reaction like "How can you ever say life is boring?! Look around you!"

Thing is, I do. Nothing is exciting. People around me watch sports, play video games, go shopping, etc. and none of it interests me at all. What is the point? All I ever do is work and sleep. People my age tend to smoke a lot of weed and drink and go to the club on the weekends but I can't do all of that- it's just so boring and people at the clubs are so fake. So I just stay home and listen to music or just drive around aimlessly wishing I could be somewhere else besides on this exhausting and uninteresting planet.

Yes - little things do excite me like watching the sun set or going on hikes but all of it is short-lived pleasure. The sun eventually goes down and it gets dark outside, or the hike eventually comes to an end and then I'm just left there thinking, "I wish there was more!"

I'm not depressed, I just feel like I've been here on earth way too many times and it's all so mundane. Winning a million dollars isn't even going to fix this feeling I have. I feel empty and unfulfilled. I just wish I could lose myself in mindless antics of today just so I don't sit here wishing I could just vanish. I live to work and then I wonder why? Why am I making money when nothing I buy brings me pleasure. I'm just surviving I guess.