Yeah, that avatar just came naturally to me when I first came here to GLP. That look on Bowman has always reminded me of the fact that we haven't seen all of what this universe has to offer both big and small. And that's what I put my hope into. The situation here on ground level may look pretty bleak at times but its just one level of what's really going on.
When I first really started to 'wake up' in earnest, I was much like you because I first woke up to all the bad shit going on politically, socially, and such. And there was no GLP for me back then and no one around that I could relate to so I was very isolated too.
But then after a few years I started to wake up to these BIGGER processes that are around us and realized that the elite are just as succepetable to them as we are.
So don't discount your awareness. I'll tell you that since I first started this awakening journey back in '04 or so, that I'm very encouraged by how much things have progressed with many other people around me, in that, I can see awareness GROWING in others so it is very confirming to me that we are going I the right direction.
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Quoting: BOWMAN short answer: i appreciate it.
Long answer: I am still super pissed.
LOL, in O4 i was so brainwashed i thought we still had gold in fort knox.
Well you are an even keeled person now seemingly from your posts, i salute you for that.
so i shut off cell, building a bunker, closed bank account, eating whole foods locally as much as possible,
but they just keep on pushing, with the poisoning of the water and spraying the sky..
Grounds for a serious congressional inquiry, but do they inquire?
No, they conspire against us on every level. From head to toe, morning to night.