It's Time To Take a Break

I was..

You've hit the nail directly on the head, dear newheart. I'm afraid its easier said than done. My position as a younger person allows many of my callings to go unheeded, as even those closest to me would never expect the true depth and meanings my words bear. It's hard to see my parents toil away never truly realizing the actual implications of the time we're in; they expect me to keep at it in this system like nothing is going to happen. I am weary. I am tired. I have tried for so long to speak, only to be received upon deaf ears. Ive sacrificed my good name, my pride, my own dreams and interest just so others can be better off than the time we first met. Ive had my good intentions thrown right back in my face; stabbed in the back, taken advantage of. Its MY time for peace.

It is time I take a break.
EL

We have given birth to the manchild within us. C:

We who have are the new creature.

Children of the resurrection.

you and I are just alike. I have lost all my friends and family because I no longer think the same cookie cutter thoughts they think. My own sister has'nt talked to me in 11 years, because I do not attend the religion of our family any longer.

Kathryn

We are just alike because I AM all; a piece of me is within you and ive noticed it, and likewise is the same for you. We are all branches along the same tree; i have remembered the sweet sap that still flows within us and connects us all, sharing my essential, nutrient rich experience for all those that need it. We are one and the same; i hope to help you all remember this.
EL

A few years ago, I asked the father as I was praying to please tell me his name. Right before waking the next morning I heard Him reply, "My name is EL." That is one of the reasons I sometimes use the name K-EL instead of New Heart.

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You guys ever get tired of predicting doom...?

You guys ever get tired of predicting doom...?

Whats the point of enjoying something if you can't enjoy it over and over again in perpetuity?

Memories of what has been are useless.

yes we are, and the tree is so tall. I saw a tall flowering tree. It was in full bloom and the smell was so sweet. Old Royalty.

within
the McKenna theory, all of the 64 time-scales peak together.
That is, they assert:
a 4,300-year cycle from urbanization to the dawn
of modern science;
a 384-year cycle in which science has caused more
upsurge of novelty than in that 4,300-year cycle;
a 67-year cycle (from the technological breakthroughs
of the 1940s, including nuclear energy and
DNA, to the peak in 2012) in which there will be more
acceleration than there was between Galileo and Hiroshima;
a 384-day cycle in 2011-2012 when there will be
more transformations than in all the previous cycles;
a 6-day cycle at the end of that in which things will
move even faster; and so on, down to a grand climax in
which, as they say,
in the last 135 minutes, 18 such barriers (i.e., barriers
comparable to the appearance of life, the invention
of language or the achievement of immortality—
R.A.W.) will be crossed, 13 of them in the last 75 x
104 seconds.91
That is, in the last two hours before Peak, we will
achieve 18 extensions of consciousness and power, each one
comparable to the passing from sea to land or from Earth to
Space.
And in the last .0075 seconds of the Great Cycle we will
pass through 13 such transformations..


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Here is the dream

December 3rd, 2011

I was dreaming this afternoon about a beautiful paradise place. There was a tall tree in the center of this place, and this tree

was special and different from any I had ever seen because it had huge hibiscus looking flowers all over it. I said,

wow, I have never seen this species before. A tree as tall as an oak tree, but with huge flowers, how strange....but so lovely and fragrant.

I want to show you a quote i said on the first page, i think it may be interesting to you

amen

Thank you, AMUN
EL

Its easy for a single person to believe in all that, But what of a child? Should they be deprived of a future? of having a home and nice things and going out with their friends and having food to eat?

Children want to grow up and live out their life..

As a adult regarding myself, I could care less. but from the eyes of a child, they want a future.

As adults we feel so Been there, done that,

Until you look out from the eyes of a child and ascess their needs.....

beautifully said

stepping up and out.
received well.

as you shine brighter ELight, darkness is cast further away. Long the shadows appear. as the path is found clear.

All ways, mindful of balance and stillness.

to guid you around traps found in delicious suggestions that spring from hearts made of void.

you'll be fine.

know it.



0

Youre a professor, or department head, correct andrei t?

Nice to see you again, 0.

"you either die a hero or live long enough to see yourself become the villain"

Every night my inner beast tries to take over, tries to get me to abandon my good will and take advantage because I can. But I can't go through with it. Why do I still have faith in people? I could speak in 1000 tongues and still fall on deaf ears. Have my all good intentions get thrown back at me with severity. But still I try. Am I crazy for thinking I could persuade those have made their choice? Sigh...i'm only 18 and I feel as if I've lived for thousands of years. I do need a break. But where can one find peace in a world of distraction? Right where I am standing. While others stare at their feet, I will look to the sky, from the inside out. The time is near. My biggest lesson in this lifetime is letting go. Letting go of everyone else's hurt and pain that I've claimed as my own so they could live better lives. Letting go of the hatred I have for those that only bring harm. Letting go of those who have lost their way. Letting go of myself so I can change. The time is near. Can anyone else feel it?

mutual. now, here where when is then.

thread pinned to the first page.

you have done "well, to consider another place to hang out."

as pin's certainly hang things and places.



best to you and yours this holiday.


until then





0

Yes, i said essentially the same exact thing earlier so ill just quote, once again

You are quite the character, 0 ;)I dont understand the bolded message, but ill try and figure it out, eventually. I expect to share a few words personally once the veil passes, as so in due time. My humble regards,
EL

I will be later tonight.Making some now.Something just so comforting about fresh bread baking.

We all need to just fall back and rest now and enjoy every simple thing we have in life.Nothing will ever be close to how we are accustomed to in the past,even the very recent past.
Some are still living as if all is well and improving.Just spoke with a relative last night thats barely getting by but all she could talk about was what all they planned to buy for Christmas.I mentioned that they needed to stock up on some basics now and save what they could but she continued talking as if I had said nothing.
This person is a manger of a store and seems clueless as to the state of the economy.I do worry about the children in situations where adults do nothing to prepare ahead even for a week.

the veil is as bold as "or"

here and there, is only now.

here or there, this side or the other, i will see you where when is then.

infinitely
NOW!


0

have a wonderful holiday. i won't be back until after that passes.

Well then, as the time has already "passed", i shall see you, when i see you. take care my friend,
EL