No point in life, why go on?

something from the outside, but not mystical or a religious figure. A construct of my mind, the negative stuff. but not demons

OP remember "pimps dont do suicide" even though you think you cant do anything you can.

All you need is some balls, go out get your adrenaline going and live. All it takes is a little push, here is your push go now and live.

Here is my advice for tonight. Go to videorental, rent the movie "Scrooged" starring Bill Murray.

Tomorrow, rent "It's a Wonderful Life" starring Jimmie Stewart.

sometimes I get very desentitized and bored with my daily life so I start contemplating the futility of my own existance, thats the problem.

I come here to GLP cause I guess I want something "big" to happen. But it never does.

On your way there if you see homeless person, get them a soda and burger and hand it to them.

Thanks for your words to the people who posted so far, everything helps, im reading everything.

Ywon't believe the wonderous wash of joy you get from doing good deeds.

I'd rather smoke weed than kill myself. Unfortunately I live in the USA.

"exciting times"

imagine if the last word
you hear on the radio as
your consciousness fades away:
"warp drive has been invented"

He is the answer.. Be wise enough to try it.. or suffer in silence.....

Waiting for doom?

Make your own, sitting around wanting? go out and get it,Thats what you want and you have the tools to do it.

Stop self loathing and reach for the stars, grab life hold it,own it and most of all live it to the max no matter what other may think of you.

The greatest humans ever all thought that way, and even if you dont make history at least you did what life wanted you to do, be you.

True.

So why not just "be"?

Instead of trying to label, anal-"eyes", and social-"lies"?

yes,
the "active" mode of
i am:
be

anti= depressants will help in the short term.diet will save you long term.drugs whether given from a doctor ,or obtained on the street will lead to your destruction.8hours of sleep every night +no street drugs=normal.

To give Glory to God..to thank Him for the beauty of His Creation..to be Grateful..to Love..To Be

You are here to create!

If you die now you will just get sucked back up into the soul catcher and get thrown back to this shit hole jailhouse to start the cycle all over again. What you are supposed to be doing is trying to figure out how to get outta here like a jailed prisoner tries to figure out how to escape. Have you figured that out yet? No? Then stay the fuck here for as long as you can until you figure out how to gtfo.