1111 TOO MANY COINCIDENCES, AM I CRAZY?

I have been making wishes at 11:11 for about 10 years,
I see it quite often and always make a wish,
The reason I always make a wish is because most times the wish comes true, I don't wish to hit the lottery, more like please let me f**k random girl tonight, or please don't let me get pulled over, or please let me win some money playing poker tonight, sometimes the wishes are more important and some times I make simple wishes.

11 has become one of my favorite numbers, going back to making 11:11 wishes, I always have a huge smile on my face when 11:11 hits, I literally feel good inside.

About a month ago I saw the clock at 11:11 for 5 or so straight nights, this led mt to do a google search for "why do I keep seeing 11:11"
I ended up seeing tons of results about the 11:11 coincidence, and wound up reading an article about Lightworkers and everything kinda of fell in place for me, I followed the clues I have been receiving my whole life and It all made sense.

I read about Soul Awakening, and how the awareness is increasing on Earth. This is made perfect sense to me.
It was like I finally realized my reason for being here, to carry the light of love and to be a part of the big shift.

Now of course I was skeptical. The next few days I spent wondering "can this be real". It is I feel a new purpose of being, I feel above everything, I haven;t even fapped in over a week because I feel above it, and above porn as well(this was a non possibility until awakening)..
Then I started looking for more signs,
I realized my mom's birthday is 01-11-1960!!!
my birtday 01-28-83!!!...at first seemed harmless, except for 0+1+2+8=11 and 8+3=11...Now im becoming more convinced there is a big connection between my life and 1111,
and my research into led me to a spiritual and awareness level increase, I found my purpose.

Also I feel the end is near and I'm not scared, I'm excited, We all are here for a bigger reason and whatever happens here in the next month is gonna bring us hope we never thought possible,I can feel it in my body and in the air that a big change is coming,
Life is Love..Love and Awareness will save us!!
AM I CRAZY???