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I just don't want to be here anymore...

 
Meow... (OP)
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12/15/2012 09:53 PM
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When a man can walk into a schoolroom and slaughter 20 little children...6 year old babies...I don't want to live in this world anymore.
It will only get worse from now. Mark my words.IT WILL.
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k..well you have read revelations?

IF THAT HAPPENS..U KNOW U WONT WANT TO LIVE..IT GOES BEYOND THIS WORLD....AND INTO THE NEXT
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Jersey Shore... Atlanta Housewives....all kinds of really nasty shit that we are supposed to think is NORMAL.
I can't 'get with the Program.''
that's why I don't want to BE here any fucking more!!!!!!!
Good Gosh! Doesn't ANYone CARE anymore???????
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The only thing that worries me now,is my cats. The 2 inside,my daughter got so she should be willing to care for them.
What worries me is Baby Kitty and Max,outside who need care.
Who will care for them?
My daughter doesn't even LIKE cats.
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You sound a bit committed to leaving. Allow yourself a little more time. Sometimes it helps to think about how others feel too. Those around you are also hurting. Your leaving them would make their lives also unbearable.

Make the effort to make them feel better and it will bring you up from the bottom as well. Forget the churchy guidance. It is just a business with a lot of salesmen. Your heart should be your first guide.

Look at your cats as little innocents who need your help and protection. Give yourself that responsibility. What would happen to their little lives without you? They have only unconditional love for you. Would you take that from them? Think of your granddaughter…she needs more of your time to teach her caring and understanding. You are a caring person; you must share and teach it. It is your job.

Time is the healer. Give yourself some time...fill it with acts for others. See your value in the lives of others. Turn off the TV and look to your home and making it safer and storing a few supplies in case something happens. It can be a kind of therapy. It will give you some security and lessen the fear...of fear.

Think for yourself as you are greater than you think. In the long run you will be prouder of how you took strength from utter unhappiness.
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hf
..."The soul is dyed the color of its thoughts. Think only on those things that are in line with your principles and can bear the light of day. The content of your character is your choice. Day by day, what you choose, what you think, and what you do is who you become. Your integrity is your destiny ... it is the light that guides your way."
Heraclitus
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There are many people that have walked your path OP. I was told at 19 I had six months to live. I'm now in my late forties.

You don't know what God has in store for you. Go with the flow and give up your concerns to God. Cause that's all you have right now.

As for those innocent children, we have to let that up to God. There is nothing we can do but to console one another.

Hang in there. Death is not the end and acts of violence are out of our control. Just keep breathing and doing the best you can.

Best wishes.
 Quoting: PokerFace


What was your situation.
 Quoting: ~Spaze*Man~


I don't want any sympathy, but cancer happens all the time. It was rough and came back several times. I'm not giving up though.

I want to piss off as many people as I can. ;-)
 Quoting: PokerFace


Hey,poker!!!! Come to my house...we will have an enormous party! Gppd-bye party....but,party,just the same!
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LOL! Love you, mean it!
Meow... (OP)
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12/15/2012 10:05 PM
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I cannot. I am in extreme pain every second of my life. Every second of my life. You don't know what that means or how it feels...
I can't do this much longer.I can't feel for the whole wold when the world cares not one whit about me.
Obutthole takes care of everyone who is illegal,black,hispanic or muzzie....but not ME.
I give up. I wish I could have some help,but I cannot.
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Yes living in the human body is harsh.
I feel your pain.
Meow... (OP)
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I hurt all the time...What can I do?
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12/15/2012 10:11 PM
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I hurt all the time...What can I do?
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Go to the emergency room and forget about paying anyone. Do what you have to. It's your life. Part of survival is taking care of yourself by any means necessary.

You haven't come right out with your details. It's difficult to direct someone without those details.

Give us some more info.
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12/15/2012 10:58 PM
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So..... wasn't the world always bad? Did they not crucify Jesus himself? Was it too terrible to live another day back then? If so, the second you "found" Christianity, you should have known about all the crusade/crucifying and evil and killed yourself the second you picked up the Bible!

Do we not bomb innocent countries and invade them killing their children? Is that OKAY?

Christianity is the most evil and cruel of them all. Go read a book while you wait to check out.....
Meow... (OP)
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12/15/2012 11:03 PM
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I hurt all the time...What can I do?
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Go to the emergency room and forget about paying anyone. Do what you have to. It's your life. Part of survival is taking care of yourself by any means necessary.

You haven't come right out with your details. It's difficult to direct someone without those details.

Give us some more info.
 Quoting: PokerFace


I WENT to the ER and got a bill for $500 bucks... Easier to lay down and let go. They are hounding me every day when I told them I had no job (thanks,obutthole),no money and no insurance.
meow... (OP)
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So..... wasn't the world always bad? Did they not crucify Jesus himself? Was it too terrible to live another day back then? If so, the second you "found" Christianity, you should have known about all the crusade/crucifying and evil and killed yourself the second you picked up the Bible!

Do we not bomb innocent countries and invade them killing their children? Is that OKAY?

Christianity is the most evil and cruel of them all. Go read a book while you wait to check out.....
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You have TOTALLY missed the point of this thread.
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So..... wasn't the world always bad? Did they not crucify Jesus himself? Was it too terrible to live another day back then? If so, the second you "found" Christianity, you should have known about all the crusade/crucifying and evil and killed yourself the second you picked up the Bible!

Do we not bomb innocent countries and invade them killing their children? Is that OKAY?

Christianity is the most evil and cruel of them all. Go read a book while you wait to check out.....
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 12164461


Leave her alone. She's sick and in a bad place. Pray for her, cause she needs it. She's OK in my book. Get some help OP. If you need someone, just give me a GLP mail.
Meow... (OP)
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Done here. May come back tomorrow...maybe not.
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12/15/2012 11:11 PM
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Sorry to say, but you're playing right into the devils hands.

You must forgive even horrible people like this Adam Lanza or it will keep you from getting close to God and seeing the purpose behind continuing to serve God.

This hatred for the hate to the point of wishing and pronouncing death on those who have done some terrible crime will keep you very depressed. More importantly, it interferes with the soul communion between you and God.

Try actually praying for ALL your enemies instead of wishing death on them and see if you don't start to feel better.

That said, it is a very trying time as I know we are leading up to the culmination of the end, but it probaby wont be until late this century.

I too had grown depressed until several years ago when I finally realized what was causing it. It wasn't the mess my life had become, or the realization I would probaby never marry, it was the hate I had in my heart for all the evil sinners like this Adam Lanza, and wishing them dead.

When I repented before God and let that hatred go, I immediately felt different, like a huge weight had been lifted off my shoulders. I was no longer depressed, and even though I too could "fly away" at any day, I have a rerally hard time staying in a depressed state any longer.

So please give it a try ms. meow, I guarantee it will help you immensely and make life much more meaningful.

God bless -
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12/15/2012 11:18 PM
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I hope he is not in Hell.

I hate judging people and wishing pain upon them.
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12/15/2012 11:20 PM
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Funny thing is,that if I was black,hispanic,illegal or muzzie,I would be able to go to ANY hospital and get help. But,because I am a white senior woman,I am denied.
How fair is tht???
MIGGY,ICE....you have been my friends for a couple of years and i thank you for that.
 Quoting: Meow... 3650237


Wow, your statement above is so wrong in so many ways. You need to change your thinking a full 180 degrees.

Please get some help.
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12/15/2012 11:22 PM
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The servant is not greater than the master if the master suffered so will the servant. If you are upset about the things you see and experience remember that He is omnipotent and He sees everything all of mans iniquities and yet came to die for us even for a gun wielding chid murdering person. When he gave himself to be crucified he also had the Connecticut shooter on His mind.

This world is not important if you are about to die then you are in a better place than all of us... soon you will see Him and all of this will be forgotten, don’t let hate and un forgiveness rob you of that.
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I sent you an email OP. From Brian.
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I hurt all the time...What can I do?
 Quoting: Meow... 3650237


Go to the emergency room and forget about paying anyone. Do what you have to. It's your life. Part of survival is taking care of yourself by any means necessary.

You haven't come right out with your details. It's difficult to direct someone without those details.

Give us some more info.
 Quoting: PokerFace


I WENT to the ER and got a bill for $500 bucks... Easier to lay down and let go. They are hounding me every day when I told them I had no job (thanks,obutthole),no money and no insurance.
 Quoting: Meow... 3650237


The ER can't turn you away if you don't have insurance, and if you're going to die what do you care if you run up a bill? I take it you've got cancer. Won't your doctor prescribe you pain meds? If not I'd find one that would. There's no point in you suffering during what time you have left.

You need to make peace with yourself and let go of the things that are causing you all the mental anguish you're going though now. I contracted a potentially fatal disease several years ago and have lived longer than I thought I would. I was full of hate and anger to the point that it was eating me up on the inside. I had to learn to let things go and when I did it was like the weight of the world had been lifted from my shoulders. This is no way to spend your last days on Earth.

I hope you don't find me insensitive because I'm not trying to cause you any more pain than you're already going though.
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12/15/2012 11:51 PM
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What's not funny in this western world is that when poor people get sick, they are sent to die in pain.

We are more civilized than that. So please accept my apologies for the following statement:

It's incredibly fucked up and deviant for anyone to die in this nation for any fucking reason but old age and natural causes. It's fucked. Totally fucked. Fuck YOUR SYSTEM.

Your in my thoughts OP.
Meow... (OP)
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12/16/2012 12:20 AM
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Sorry to say, but you're playing right into the devils hands.

You must forgive even horrible people like this Adam Lanza or it will keep you from getting close to God and seeing the purpose behind continuing to serve God.

This hatred for the hate to the point of wishing and pronouncing death on those who have done some terrible crime will keep you very depressed. More importantly, it interferes with the soul communion between you and God.

Try actually praying for ALL your enemies instead of wishing death on them and see if you don't start to feel better.

That said, it is a very trying time as I know we are leading up to the culmination of the end, but it probaby wont be until late this century.

I too had grown depressed until several years ago when I finally realized what was causing it. It wasn't the mess my life had become, or the realization I would probaby never marry, it was the hate I had in my heart for all the evil sinners like this Adam Lanza, and wishing them dead.

When I repented before God and let that hatred go, I immediately felt different, like a huge weight had been lifted off my shoulders. I was no longer depressed, and even though I too could "fly away" at any day, I have a rerally hard time staying in a depressed state any longer.

So please give it a try ms. meow, I guarantee it will help you immensely and make life much more meaningful.

God bless -
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C.S. Lewis....'The great Divorce'...
BTW-blah,blah,blah...
Meow... (OP)
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What's not funny in this western world is that when poor people get sick, they are sent to die in pain.

We are more civilized than that. So please accept my apologies for the following statement:

It's incredibly fucked up and deviant for anyone to die in this nation for any fucking reason but old age and natural causes. It's fucked. Totally fucked. Fuck YOUR SYSTEM.

Your in my thoughts OP.
 Quoting: PokerFace


Many,many thanks...I feel exactly the same.
No reason for this. I 'produced' for over 40 years.
Meow... (OP)
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12/16/2012 12:29 AM
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I sent you an email OP. From Brian.
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Oops....might want to re-send.
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12/16/2012 12:33 AM
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I hurt all the time...What can I do?
 Quoting: Meow... 3650237


Go to the emergency room and forget about paying anyone. Do what you have to. It's your life. Part of survival is taking care of yourself by any means necessary.

You haven't come right out with your details. It's difficult to direct someone without those details.

Give us some more info.
 Quoting: PokerFace


I WENT to the ER and got a bill for $500 bucks... Easier to lay down and let go. They are hounding me every day when I told them I had no job (thanks,obutthole),no money and no insurance.
 Quoting: Meow... 3650237


The ER can't turn you away if you don't have insurance, and if you're going to die what do you care if you run up a bill? I take it you've got cancer. Won't your doctor prescribe you pain meds? If not I'd find one that would. There's no point in you suffering during what time you have left.

You need to make peace with yourself and let go of the things that are causing you all the mental anguish you're going though now. I contracted a potentially fatal disease several years ago and have lived longer than I thought I would. I was full of hate and anger to the point that it was eating me up on the inside. I had to learn to let things go and when I did it was like the weight of the world had been lifted from my shoulders. This is no way to spend your last days on Earth.

I hope you don't find me insensitive because I'm not trying to cause you any more pain than you're already going though.
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 29671717


Dude (or,Dudette) don't know where the hell you live but where I live,you have money or insurance or they throw your azzz out.End of freaking story.
Oh,wait! They hound you every single day for money you told them up front you will never have!~
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I hurt all the time...What can I do?
 Quoting: Meow... 3650237


Go to the emergency room and forget about paying anyone. Do what you have to. It's your life. Part of survival is taking care of yourself by any means necessary.

You haven't come right out with your details. It's difficult to direct someone without those details.

Give us some more info.
 Quoting: PokerFace


I WENT to the ER and got a bill for $500 bucks... Easier to lay down and let go. They are hounding me every day when I told them I had no job (thanks,obutthole),no money and no insurance.
 Quoting: Meow... 3650237


Stop being such a drama queen. Seriously.
Meow... (OP)
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Fuck you,bitch. Hope it's YOU in pain next.Needing some help and getting NOTHING.





Good-night,all.
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Dude (or,Dudette) don't know where the hell you live but where I live,you have money or insurance or they throw your azzz out.End of freaking story.
Oh,wait! They hound you every single day for money you told them up front you will never have!~
 Quoting: Meow... 3650237


I live in Missouri and they have signs on the wall of the ER that state they cannot deny you care if you don't have insurance.

They also have a policy on charitable cases if you can meet the criteria:


(This) Hospital is also committed to a program of charity assistance for qualified patients who have received or will receive medically necessary hospital services. If you need or have had hospital services and believe you may meet at least two of the qualifications listed below:

You may meet charity care qualifications if:

You are insured with coverage that is inadequate to pay for the hospital service but do not have the ability to pay the balance.

You are uninsured without the ability to pay for hospital services.

Your family income is below 200% of the Federal Poverty Guideline.

Your spendable income allowance is less than 5% of the balance owed the hospital on a month to month basis. Spendable income allowance defined as income available for payment after consideration for the following:

Mortgage or rent expense

Utilities

Car payment/transportation costs

Food

Uninsured medications

Child support and daycare

Insurance for auto, health and property


You have total assets available to pay hospital expenses worth less than $2,000 with the following exceptions:

Home Equity

Auto Equity

Life Insurance Equity

You can demonstrate a verifiable inability to borrow the funds needed to eliminate the account balance.

(This) Hospital will consider all patients that are uninsured, under-insured or unemployed potential candidates for charitable assistance. Charitable services will be provided without an expectation of payment.
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Fuck you,bitch. Hope it's YOU in pain next.Needing some help and getting NOTHING.





Good-night,all.
 Quoting: Meow... 3650237


What an incredible, loving, God fearing woman.... LOL. Just like

Racist, broke, full of hate, and whining on GLP about it all... Good Riddance.
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I hurt all the time...What can I do?
 Quoting: Meow... 3650237


For starters lets ban cable.

Wiki history channels program list. Its bad programming.
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Fuck you,bitch. Hope it's YOU in pain next.Needing some help and getting NOTHING.





Good-night,all.
 Quoting: Meow... 3650237


What an incredible, loving, God fearing woman.... LOL. Just like

Racist, broke, full of hate, and whining on GLP about it all... Good Riddance.
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I wish and pray for you that you get absolutely EVERYTHING YOU DESERVE.
Duh...