I have a confession. I come here for the looney and their LOLs.

I just signed my 4th contract overseas working for Dynacorp. Means one more year and I can chain contracts indef as long as the slots remain open.

Do I come here looking for doom? Of course! I wouldn't mind losing my small fortune to a disaster or some other calamity. It would just be another test...another opportunity to rebuild.

I love doom and how it tears lives apart. Why? Because it reminds us we are just ants on this great planet.

So I come here partly because I do know in fact I'm probably better off then half the folks here and their sulking has become a sort of entertainment value to me-- but not because they are in said situation--no I take the enjoyment much deeper. The fact that I've been in some of the same situations as others on here and have thankfully managed to still get ahead. So what does that mean?

It means most people here are part of a cesspool. Imagine like in the movies of bodies in the underworld...all smashed together with arms flailing trying to get out...that's what I envision this place to be and if I had a lit cigarette I'd flick it.

But i wouldn't damage my body with smoking.