The Plan to Control Your Emotions: Cataplexy - Hypocretin - "PBA"

I fucked up my mother's thyroid.

She was prescribed medication that she was on for the rest of her life when her thyroid gave up after giving birth to me. My brave mother still tried to go through another pregnancy afterward and lost that child, her 3rd miscarriage to 5 other healthy birth pregnancies.

To try to counter the weight gain from the thyroid imbalance, she switched to drinking only aspartame sweetened drinks.

She shortly afterward developed narcolepsy for which she as needed, again for the rest of her life, treated with Ritalin. I inherited her predisposition to inverse reactions to such medications.

Around the time I turned 20 or so, she developed neuropathy (guess what aspartame is known to cause). When the Mayo Clinic, after an extension of the standard 2-week reigmen to 3 full weeks, gave her the final report it was easier for them to list the food types she was not allergic to as opposed to those she could not eat. Her neruopathy was so bad at times she had not the strength in her hands to turn the key ignition of her car. Each day, she continued her path regardless. She taught water aerobics for senior citizens. She hosted a support clinic for homosexual men with AIDS. She taught human relations courses at vocational colleges. She was a devout Catholic and faithful wife and mother her entire life.

For the past several years she had made leaps and bounds in maintaining a healthy blood pressure and looked more physically fit than I could recall my entire life.

On August 29th of last year, at the age of 69 with no history of heart disease apart from successfully reversed hypertension (which some research shows can actually be dangerous to do as weakened arteries have not the integrity to resist a collapse upon the hardened cholesterol that is deposited in order to balance the force of the body's usual blood pressure) she began her day like any other and swam 3/4s a mile in the lake. She called my father into the living room in the afternoon when she started feeling pains in her chest. She was removed from life support and declared dead the following morning after I had arrived to meet the rest of my family that was waiting for me to get to the hospital.

She knew when I was 5 years old the path I would lead in life and lovingly pushed me to walk that path as a guide for her at that ripe young age. On my way to the hospital, I prayed that she was waiting for me to guide her through those final steps but it was not meant to be. I was meant to walk into that room and see my mother's dead stare with not a single iota of soul still residing within. I was meant to realize I should not have waited to tell my mother that her baby had been an atheist, but had finally found what he needed to see the light. I should not have waited to thank her for what it took me 28 years to realize.

Now I work, not wait, for the day I can rejoin her. Personally bringing justice against every living soul that has intentionally sold the lies, manipulation, control, and death of pharmaceutical pandering would still not suffice to bring about the level of justice my mother deserves in my opinion.

Thank you, MO. I wish the timing better and my penchant for research be in focus to help your intent more. All I can focus on now, though, is pain to work through and an example of the personal Hells inflicted upon us by some of the monsters of our world.

If it's not of this Earth, it is not medicine for me. Were it not for the medicine of this Earth, I would still be a lost soul. Were it not for the glory of the Lord that gives us all we ever need which flowed through my mother like water through air, I would never have been here to paw this out and plop it into this stinky, confusing, necessary doorway to comfort of a litter box we call home.

Is it any better to know the pain of our affairs and live with it

you are loved, it was not your fault and that is not your burden to take

Thank you, but worry not. I carry it not as a burden, but rather as a reason to speak out and something to work towards that can help spare countless others the same struggle.

It could not have been different what happened after I was born, I do know this with all my being. What could have been different was how it was handled.

Ironically enough, what made me hesitant to share with my mother the details of my awakening and how I had come to find the Lord was the legal status of that which brought me to Him. That it has been used for spiritual healing since before S. American tribes were taught to write is of little concern to TPTB. That what they say is better to use is causing the moral, ethical, and economical decay of our society is of little concern to TPTB.

But it's of concern to me. And it ought to be to the rest of the world. And I mean to do everything in my power to help make that realized.

i'm sick of conspiracy being turned into a dirty word. it's a dirty act it's more than one person planning criminal activity. if you think conspiracy means crazy or impossible you're just dumb. all anyone has to do is say conspiracy now and it automatically means crazy nothingness to the average person. even people who've pulled their heads out of the sand have to try to disclaim everything they say that they are afraid their friends will think they are crazy so they say 'oh i'm not a conspiracy theorist but' or 'it sounds like a conspiracy so let's laugh about the idea but there really may be some corruption'. please. it's all real, a good deal of it. i don't know about lizard people and the like but none of this nwo world takeover stuff is even a secret. the people doing it write about it, pass the laws, institute it at every opportunity, have built the political infrastructure, the european union exists now. the euro exists now. torture is normal. all the rights are taken away on the books even if they aren't enforcing them hard core yet, it's all on the books. they can do it anytime with their pretend laws that are actually treasonous and illegal. you can read their own words, watch them give their speeches. it is a conspiracy - it is more than one person planning and carrying out criminal acts. it's not a theory. it's real.

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So, your point is that when God makes people overly paranoid so that they can see through the corporate veil of greed that has no concern for human suffering, we should allow corporations to deem them mentally ill?

Is your point that we should allow corporations to force said people to take unnatural chemicals manufactured by the corporations so that their God-given gift that the world is in desperate need of will be nullified?

Is you point that you are able to sleep better at night knowing that those who don't think the way the corporate media deems they ought to will eventually be tucked away in padded cells if they refuse to be placated like you have been?

If corporations control our lives today more so than they ever have and mental illness is at a peak rate of occurrence, is there any correlation that is obvious to you?

If corporations are so good at ensuring mental health and have more political sway now than they ever have, why is it that society is now more mentally ill than it ever has been according to them?

Eventually they'll be done with inventing all these nifty little names for your 'disorders'...


Eventually, they'll be fed up with all the $$$ they have to spend making those commercials trying to relate your vague issues to their contrived disorder so you can go ahead seek out those pills like a good little sheep...


Eventually, they'll have you and your children and their children so mentally incapacitated with their cocktails of pharmaceuticals... that they won't even have to make an excuse for you to take your daily control anymore.


You will merely obey, or you will become "unconscious".




What's wrong?

They won't need pills in the future. They will offer you a special cure all gift.

So we can all become good little genetically engineered Eloi

Been trying to warn about this for years. The pharma cartel hires spooks to profile and harass whistleblowers and their families, friends. Lot's of stories about it around. Their agenda isn't just the trillion dollar industry kept intact but more sinister then that - if you study the business connection between the Nazi Eugenics, daughter and offshoot corporations linked to politics and media you will get to the root of the Octopus.

I've warned you all that it's not just some of us that will be haunted (which seem to amuse some sadists here) - but it's very soon everyone. All of you. No one excluded, it wont matter what connections, bank account or title nor degree in a secret society that you have. Guess you'll stop laughing then...? Choke on that chuckle.