slow down!!

Everything is just moving way too fast. And its confusing me.

Is it cause of how fast people are moving, everyone drives and walks so fast where I live. And everyone has smart phones, and how fast technology is moving. You can try to pace yourself. But when everyone else is going at a fast pace, its like your forced into it too. And your mind is going fast too, and I can't slow it down. Its been like this for 3 years now. But its like the days seem so short. And the nights fly by. Its just too fast. Every day I eat breakfast, lunch and dinner. I almost don't want to eat cause I feel like I just ate those meals not too long ago. But then at dinner time I feel like when I had dinner the night before it feels so long ago. I usually can't even remember what I ate. Its like a distant memory. But I remember stuff from 20 years ago like it was yesterday. But it wasn't. Its like time is one big blur.

Does anyone feel this way?? Its really hard to explain how I feel. Its confusing as fuck lol. And then it keeps forcing me to think back to the old days when time went slow. I don't want to so it drives me cuckoo sometimes. Cause I got enough going on in my mind. Like in high school how slow and long the school day was. It dragged on. I went to school from 6 am - 2pm, 7 hours. Then I usually played a sport 2-4 then worked 5-9 daily. Then came home ate, did homework, watching TV/video games/playing online. Plus taking a shower and shit every night. And usually fit in a fap fap fap session somewhere during the day hahaha. Honestly if you weren't horny as a teen being around so many hot chicks for 8 hours every day, especially once the weather got warmer and didn't wanna jerk off when you got home, you had to be gay. Nobody can deny doing it. I remember some kids got caught in school cause they couldn't wait till they got home lmao. But the whole point of what I'm say is the day just went so slow there was no rush at all for anyone. But they say how times flies when you having fun. School mostly sucked so of course it was slow as hell. Is it cause these days I have nothing to do. No school or work right now. So I just do what I like to do everyday and I'm having fun. And it just seems to go by quick in my mind.

TLDR: TIME NEEDS TO SLOW THE FUCK DOWN