What's the fixation of suffering?
eternal sadness

Live with what you've learned, but more importantly 'live to learn'

learn to forgive yourself, before you try to forgive others
learn to love yourself, before you try to love others
learn to stand alone, before you try to follow

Whatever you do, DO NOT Go looking for pain to be more mature or to "Live"

A simple knowledge of the world and how it works will instill enough suffering,and maturity, but it won't scar you as much because our minds cant comprehend the massive (Run-on sentence) ;p

-RCS