I know this sounds stupid, but does anyone else feel this way?

Obviously survived*. Stupid smart phones

yeah you are crazy. skizo probably. sorry dude

no, I don't feel quite that way, but you could be right about yourself.

grow where you are planted until your feeling gets more concrete.

Nice post.

Damn it! I don't even get to hear voices or see hallucinations?

Lame

Trust your gut.

If you have that feeling..just roll with it and be patient. You will be doing the right thing at the right time.And you're not stupid for having that feeling.

Somewhere there is a giant pussy waiting for your man meat run Forest until you find it!!!

You are not alone. I honestly feel the same way. I feel like I am waiting around for the end times so I can fulfill my life's mission. I don't want to die, per say. But I want to die fighting more than anything else.

I'm 30, I was 16 when I got hit by the car. So I've always kinda figured it would come to me, but until recently, it's been "in the back of my mind" so to speak

I'm not sure I'd instigate riots, or fighting. I'm more along the lines of thinking there is SOMETHING that can connect the citizens of the world to unite as one. To fight against the global corrupt, and triumph.

It's called "delusions of grandeur," Mr. Special Snowflake.

It's also a symptom of schizophrenia.

Good luck!!

Whatever it is, however we stop these people, it will involve violence. Perhaps we will be of a handful of survivors... and can tell stories to our grandchildren of how we changed the world. That's what I'm hoping for, anyways.

Yeah, I hear ya. I honestly don't think I'm particularly special.

It will take great civil unrest for the majority to get off their couches and try to change the world, and they'll be too ignorant to know what to do. I don't believe that any one individual will be able to fix the worlds problem... but a group of like-minded individuals.

No. Not crazy. I share your passion for change. I,too, hate religion. I think it's an inevitable action, however, I'm not quite ready just yet. We all have a sense of mission, a passion that is not squelched...a fire that burns. When it's time, it will just happen.

Yes, but often the group starts with one person...a dream, and a vision.

Me you and a lot of other people are receiving the same message.

The heart knows, and you are courageous to pursue it.

You are worthwhile and special if you choose to be.

By helping others see how special they are.

I dont think time ends, but some weird shit is going down and all I can say, is you choose the part you want to play.

Peace brother/sister, may instinct guide you surely.

OP have a New Jerusalem calendar

[link to newjerusalemcalendar.com]

Mon Jun 4/30/13

I wake up in the mornings 'expecting'.

It's like a collective consciousness of people are holding their breath. We can hear the blood pumping and our hearts beating.

It is the moment, I think, that decides a life. It's right here. It's at our fingertips.

It will be people like you OP, and others who are reading the words in this thread and making statements of admiration and kindness, of support and understanding.

We are cautious, however - to be a catalyst without enough fuel. We are careful to ignite the wick before the oil is fully soaked in.

Our goals will differ, some will protect themselves and their closest. Some will fight for what they feel is appropriate. Even others will find our stance appalling and will be against our choices.

We are part of this world that is of change - emotionally and physically. As the tornadoes blow through our cities and the water pours through our streets - so will to our contest with our fellow inhabitants of this planet.

Wills will shatter as the planetary plates quake. The sky will pour ice as the fires in our soul burn in the countryside.

There is no choice but perseverance. This is simply what humanity does. Not just survive, we thrive. We've been taught for a long time to be passive and to feel belittled. This we are not.

Strong all along. Strong all along.



Peace to you and all with an open heart to the change upon us.

Be patient. Wait, watch & be ready. I don't think you are alone.

Do you know what a "chosen one" is? Ever experienced an NDE? Do you seem to have adverse effects on electrical equipment?

I have this feeling the answers will come sooner than later.

I had a nde when I was 3, fell out of and was ran over by a tractor. Spent 3 weeks in icu, don't remember anything except the little girl that shared the room with me died

I feel a call to change too op.

them nutz come roasted now then do they.

keep seeing these pods all in rows like neighborhoods and its a dark place with no sun and stagnant air and inside the pods everything has been a simulation and no real outer movement has occurred and the people that cross paths with for what would seem to be for no apparent reason in simulation are next to or near your pod and they learning to communicate and the controllers of the pods feed on the energy the pods simulation provides however the inner communication between the pods was an unforeseen glitch the controllers didn't forsee and getting out of the pod is freedom that the controllers forbid because they feed on energy the pods provide as the the pods begin to crack like a baby birds hatcing from an egg the controller thought they could swoop hatched freedom being up quickly to re-pod for a newer fresher energy hence their plan wasn't a fail afterall however as pods hatch freedom beings simply disappear from the stagnant dark placed to freedom flow away from the dark stagnant air place with no sun and as more and more pods crack and hatch the controllers for the first time possibly ever are feeling a smidge panicky. also am seeing the planet like somewhat of a clock and north pole would be at 12 and it now at about 2 on clock and so Scott's neighborhood is really unseasonably hot like Anthony's usually is this time of year and aunt artyca is going to the west and atlantis too west but west went north and east went south and by the time they ever try to figure it out again the grid will be frozen and locked with the cruel controllers in it trapped deep down in a cavern with no sun and stagnant filthy air.

I agree with you 100% buddy. I should've died a few times over by now and I feel like I am supposed to help push in a new way of thinking. The New Age.

I will bet a lot of readers have that feeling as well.

I believe the end is near and there will be the real possibility of perishing in the adventure. It is best to die trying to survive.

I understand completely. You're not alone!