Good for you.

No not sarcasm, you now know love. Many never will get beyond infatuation and such.


Happened to me some time ago, Thought I was a reasonably seasoned fellow, dead wives, broken relationships, so much dust on the rearview mirror, I seldom ever looked back.


Yet when that happened, other things happened, someone else posted about a broken heart a broken ego. I wanted to comment but got ddossed or something so didnt get the opportunity.

The things that happened for me were stupid, selfish, yet in my insanity I made some crude scribblings that had no relevance at the time yet held the keys to all, much like 42.

I dont know what I am trying to say, for me I was willing to give anything to have that thing back, anyhting. I gave nothing as she only wanted me and I simply was unavailable for her in the way she needed.


That bitch (lovingly) broke me, it gave me an opportunity to rebuild on a new foundation. I had nothing left, I tried, I said anything, yet it was I she said, only I that could fix it, and so I did.