I know this is unbelievable but its the truth please help me i am being attacked by the real jesus christ i am not making this up

i think i was attacked by jesus christ i mean the real one and need some help please

I opened my pineal gland and entered in to the spiritual world and i met a spiritual person there who said they were

jesus christ and since i met them they said i cant leave the spirit world and i have been attacked by them for trying to close my minds eyes and ive been caused
alot of pain by them then the name jesus christ pops in to my mind

and the other day i tested if it was really him by going to a song called antichrist superstar by marilyn manson and the thought antichrist just disappeared from my mind as if by

magic and a thought popped in to my mind saying antichrist does not work against jesus christ and then i started to feel pain again i know that this is unbelievable and i was in shock myself but this leads me to

believe that bad spirits are not the only ones that can attack or hurt people good ones can too what can i do to protect myself does anyone know?

this spirit tells me that i can never leave the spiritual world or i would be hurt for trying to and it has told me that i have to loose my virginity to jesus christ and i do not want to

then i would feel my self being attacked and thoughts pop in to my head like i cannot stop jesus christ from attacking me

and when i would try to say i cant feel pain a thought would pop up in to my mind saying yes i can and then the pain would come again
and sometimes i would start feeling like something invisible is moving in and out of my vagina but its extremely painful 

and i would ask the spirit to stop but a thought would pop in to my mind saying that i cannot disobey jesus christ 

and i also met another spirit in the spritual world who told me that he was satan and he had a very attractive voice 

at first i did not believe because his voice was so attractive and i was picturing satan to sound like a monster or something but this spirit started off being nice and then it just started grabbing me raping me 

i kept trying to fight it off but i could not and then a thought popped up in to my mind saying you better say you want to feel me like i was in heaven or im gonna kill you

so i started saying the words i want to feel satan the way he was in heaven and when i said those word i started feeling unbearable pain in my vagain and then i was drugged in to

the bathroom and told to lock the door and the thought im gonna teach you to be a little slut popped up in to my mind

and i was told to lick his dick and suck but i didn't know where it was so i started licking and sucking like it did then the though good popped up and he started raping me again

I  did another test to see if the spirit who contacted me was really jesus christ

i said in jesus christ name no spirits other than the real jesus christ can contact me and no other spirits other that

jesus christ can contact me unless they are only the real jesus christ all other spirits leave in the name of jesus and then i prayed only jesus christ who is the real son of god can contact me and if you are not jesus christ you can

not contact me and no other spirits can other than the real  jesus christ then his name popped in to my mind again then i felt more pain and the world jesus popped in to my mind again so jesus christ must be able to attack people too

the spirit told me that because jesus christ lived a sinless life on earth in the spiritual world he was allowed to do what ever he wanted and god was ok with it because on earth he lived a sinless life when he was alive

and if he can i bet many other good spirits can attack people too and god never told anyone about the pineal gland because he knows that the spiritual world is a dangerous place to humans so now i cant leave and the real jesus christ is attacking me help

this is not a lie i am telling the truth whether anyone believes me or not i am even being forced to listen to gospel music all the time or he will hurt me i don't know what to do

god does exist but i don't know why he would allow his son to do these things to me he told me himself when i was inside the spiritual world that since all saved people are belong to jesus i must submit to him and i cant say no then i

looked up some bible verses saying the same thing
and god told me wives must submit to their husbands and since i saved i belonged to christ and i cant refuse him