Im not suicidal at all, not that i like my life much, but i will probably end it within 5 years , only 34

Slather yourself with peanut butter and wade into a flock of ducks; they LOVE peanut butter.

Plan b

use the time to train yourself for a better position.

No kidding. This guy has total freedom and is whining. Millions of college educated well off people in miserable marriages, saddled with mortgages and responsibility would give anything to be in his shoes. Some people are just never happy. As long as you look for your happiness in other people or possessions it will never be enough. OP You need Jesus.

SUICIDE ENDS IN HELL

I will die for Jesus. Thats what all this is about. Don t you get it? Satan has been given full reign. Sharia law goes world wide.



And I saw thrones, and they sat upon them, and judgment was given unto them: and I saw the souls of them that were beheaded for the witness of Jesus, and for the word of God, and which had not worshipped the beast, neither his image, neither had received his mark upon their foreheads, or in their hands; and they lived and reigned with Christ a thousand years.

I hate the world. If you love the world you won't go to heaven.

No religion. Religion is aligned with the beast. Bible and Jesus.

After I lost everything in 2009 I wanted to end it. Instead I started reading the Bible and the truth is freakin incredible. Hard to believe at first but once you see it your life is changed. You see that almost everything the government says is a lie.

you create your own reality - whether you believe it or not - no doubt, when given enough energy, the scenario you have invisioned will manifest

pitty you don't dwell on making yourself happy

Start picking up camping equipment and old school tools and seeds on the cheap. Study the old ways and survival.

In five years or if things go south, hike into a national park and live like a free man.

Go Grizzly Adams.

Just bible and Jesus is all you need.

Life is worth living....Times will improve, I will pray for you.

Hang in man...

selfish little fucking prick.

I have seen everything in my days of vanity:

There is a just man who perishes in his righteousness,
And there is a wicked man who prolongs life in his wickedness.

Do not be overly righteous,
Nor be overly wise:
Why should you destroy yourself?

Do not be overly wicked,
Nor be foolish:
Why should you die before your time?

It is good that you grasp this,
And also not remove your hand from the other;
For he who fears God will escape them all.


Ecclesiastes 7:15-18
NKJV

He who loves his life will lose it, and he who hates his life in this world will keep it for eternal life.

If anyone serves Me, let him follow Me; and where I am, there My servant will be also. If anyone serves Me, him My Father will honor.


John 12:25,26
NKJV


Do not love the world or the things in the world. If anyone loves the world, the love of the Father is not in him.

For all that is in the world—the lust of the flesh, the lust of the eyes, and the pride of life—is not of the Father but is of the world.

And the world is passing away, and the lust of it; but he who does the will of God abides forever.


1John 2:15-17
NKJV

you just described 90% of Americans. I am 67 worked all my life and live in a camper. I care for my mentally handicapped adult son. Everything happens for a reason. You havent lost your job and your not homeless so why live like you are?Everything takes time and your still young.

I really don't think anyone will have to wait that long for life to end "naturally"

You're not suicidal but you're going to end your life... How is that possible?

Making yourself happy in a satanic world of shit would be delusional.

"paycheque"

How'd you get an american IP?

I smell French Quebeckian!

Seriously OP seek Jesus.

If you really don't need much of anything

and you really don't want much of anything

then you really can be most thankful for every little anything

because you're free

if you can find it...

Why don't you just become a homeless vigilante and go after gangbangers and killers. The way I see it, if I were in your situation and I had no where else, I'd rather make the world a better place than just end my life for nothing.

Buy yourself a decent tent, some hairloom seeds, solar charges and download a whole pile of youtube how to vids and go on an adenture of lifetime in 5 years.
If you die doing it then at least you'd die with a soul.

The way I mostly look at it is

you already can be certain that you have all eternity forever

to not be alive here and now

so even if it often seems like an endurance test

try to appreciate it for what you can.

Life can be tough, depressing

Hang in there OP

34 !!!! Damn son. Take another job. For one you wont be able to spend money because you wont have time. For another it will get you in better shape for whats to come. 34 :( Im 68 and I'd love to swap with your age. Now quit whining. A simple plan brought about in easy steps and in 5 years you wont even recognize yourself.

LOL at all the people bringing up religion.

Religion is a coping mechanism for people who can't handle a cruel world. They push on with their crappy lives by telling themselves there's a heaven. There's a god who loves them. LOL.

Might as well tell the poster to give his life over to Zeus or Baal. That people can't see the absurdity in this blows my mind.

OP there's war on the horizon. Join the military and you'll have a job. It's going to be dangerous but you're past caring anyway from what I gather.

SAFETY BLANKET.

Put on your big boy pants and grow up.

As the country increasingly becomes non white, things are going to deteriorate. It is understandable that people are feeling like there is no hope and until that situation is put into reverse, there is none.

Third World USA is a certainty.

As for the OP, if you have 2 arms and 2 legs and a good mind what is really holding you back from something fulfilling and satisfying in life?

If you have no addictions and a clear mind capable of rational thought and no handicaps. If you have a criminal record, you are pretty much screwed by society.

Times may be bad for a lot of people and they aren't going to get better. Just accept that and anything that contradicts that, just consider it good fortune.

If you've really had it with society, go to Arizona and live off the land in a temperate part of the state.