let me know if you want a prediction on your past, present, future

Yes, I feel it.
I am able to think more clearly (less "attacked" by emotion).
Thank you.

OK, good...

Now, you can use this energy to direct them as well...

I'll send some more too... :)*

Video surveillance systems are relatively cheep now days. May be worth investing in, have yiu reported this ti the kocal authorities? Maybe its some meth heads or something like that. The cops can and will do a round up. You coukd always change your number.

Or, Do you feel like you are under spiritual attack?

Ok hello:) here it is..

The Tower

The Tower is the seventeenth card in the Major Arcana, and is given the number 16 to indicate the conscious mind represented by the Magician (1) faced with the breakdown of the unity found in the Lovers (6). Atop a craggy peak, the once-crowned Tower begins to crumble. Fire and Lightning ravage it from within and without. Two people, calling to mind the man and woman in the Lovers card (but clothed, indicating concealment), plunge to an uncertain fate, as flames erupt from the explosion. The destruction is devastating, but there is a purpose behind it. The walls of the Tower have been constructed by the materialistic Ego, and the force of chaos has come to tear them down in the name of spiritual development. The small, tear-shaped flames are symbolic because they resemble YOD, the first letter in the Hebrew name for God. They represent the spark of enlightenment that will brighten even the darkest hour.

When The Tower appears in your past, it indicates a time of turmoil. The phenomenon that “bad things” happen in threes, or other multiples, is a reality, and you may have felt the rug of life being pulled out from under your feet. Like the Tower, you felt you had been struck from out of nowhere. From this experience, you learned that sometimes, a fire is needed to clear out dead wood, and clear space for the fresh seedlings that will someday be a great forest. You came to the understanding that you only became stronger by surviving these trials.

How many times have you sat safely within the narrow confines of your life, comfortable in your current thoughts, beliefs and expectations? Then, out of the blue, something ‘shocking’ happens that completely destroys your picture of peace and harmony. It blows your mind or throws you for a loop. There is a sudden realisation that your comfort was based on an inadequate foundation of false thought, belief and action. This is a humbling, frightening but necessary experience.

When you see the Tower in a reading, you may feel afraid, shaken and insecure. It is a time of great turmoil and destruction as you seek to understand how you could have been so wrong, so naive, or so blind about a particularly situation. And now, what will you do and how will you manage in the face of this shocking truth? You may be experiencing sleepless nights, depression, grief, anger and confrontation. These are normal reactions to major changes in your outer and inner worlds.

A Tower experience is any experience that shakes the foundation of your current sense of security and/or forces you to question your strongly-held beliefs, perceptions, attitudes and behaviours. It may be a divorce, death of a loved one, financial failure, health problems or job loss, or any event that penetrates to the core of your inner being, affecting you spiritually, mentally and physically. It is often descriptive of a major upheaval, disruption, emergency or crisis, and is likely to bring chaos in the aftermath of such an event.

If the Tower appears in your reading, ask yourself, “What structures in my life are breaking up?” No doubt you will already be very aware of where there is turmoil and destruction but sometimes it can be on a more subtle or subconscious level.

The most important aspect of the Tower is that with any destruction there comes creation. Thus, the Tower card represents an awakening and is about inspiration, freedom, reality and the release from bondage. It is a truth and honesty card that comes as a bolt of lightning to you through a shocking and impactful life event. It represents a necessary experience that forces you to get out of your comfort zone and to grow beyond your present level. The sudden destruction of the Tower represents the immediacy of change, and the often disorienting effects of that change. Once you hit rock bottom the choice is yours. You can revert to the self-defeating, restrictive Devil, or reach for the transformational and inspirational Star. When you begin to reach for the Star, you will come to realise that your true security and strength lies within yourself and your relationship with the Universe, and not in some false belief system or artificially-created world. Following a Tower experience, you can rest assured that you will grow stronger, wiser and more serene as you begin to develop a completely new perspective on life that you did not even know existed. These moments in time are necessary for spiritual growth and enlightenment. Truth and honesty will bring about a positive change, even if you must experience pain and anxiety throughout the process.

The Tower also represents the inner and outer structures that you have built. These structures represent your personal defences, defences that create a more socially acceptable ‘you’ by hiding your true, inner thoughts and feelings. It is like laughing politely when your boss tells a joke, or, on a deeper level, disguising your sexual feelings, particularly if you feel that they are socially inappropriate. In times of great pressure and stress, these structures will be tested and are at risk of shattering, finally revealing your true inner self to those around you. So, you need to be very careful how much of yourself you attempt to hide, knowing that one day, all will be revealed.

The Tower therefore asks you to break down the structures that you have surrounded yourself with. This can be a painful and difficult process if you resist against the external forces that are pushing you to reveal more of yourself. Breaking through this pretence can cause a great deal of anguish but remember that the Tower will fall, whether you like it or not, because you have reached your limits in this area and can no longer live with it.


The Star

The Star is the eighteenth card in the Major Arcana, and is given the number 17 to indicate the conscious mind represented by the Magician (1) opening up to the many directions possible with the control over his Chariot (7). Below one giant yellow star (1), and seven smaller white stars (7), a beautiful woman kneels with one knee on land and one foot on the water. With a jug in each hand, she pours water into both. She is taking inspiration from her creative, intuitive side (water), applying it to her surroundings and daily life (earth), and using the power it gives her to replenish the source of her creativity (water), making a complete cycle. In essence, she is healing herself with water, the source of all life. Her nakedness is symbolic of her purity and honesty, to others as well as to herself. She is in her most natural state, indicating that her task comes with ease, and her calm, serene expression gives her work a meditative quality.

The Star represents your hopes and dreams. If you have ever wished that you could do meaningful work that you could actually enjoy, the Star indicates an opportunity. It is time for you to pursue your dream. Go to the source within your mind and heart, and replenish yourself by freeing your spirit. Allow your true self to shine through. Immerse yourself in the things that bring you joy, and inner peace. If your situation indicates health issues, this is a card that indicates a replenishing and healing of the physical body as well.

The Star Tarot card brings renewed hope and faith and a sense that you are truly blessed by the Universe at this time. Courage, fulfilment, and inspiration are in your life. You are entering a loving phase in your life, filled with calm energy, mental stability and deeper understanding of both yourself and others around you. This card is saying to you that, over the long-term, you should have faith and trust in the Universe. A better future is waiting for you but in order to reach it you must trust that it is indeed possible.

As it follows the Tower, the meaning of the Star Tarot card suggests that you have endured life’s challenges and have been through a difficult time but you are now open to healing and transformation. Your ability to let go of damaging memories has been strengthened by contact with your true self through these difficult times. Hatred, envy, bitterness, and revenge have burned themselves out and no longer shadow your life or get in the way of your potential for future happiness. You are now also able to forgive and forget so that you can embrace new opportunities.

The Star card is therefore an important card for personal transformation. When the Star appears in a Tarot reading, be open to new ideas and growth. Listen to the still small voice within. You have a strong desire now to find or rediscover a sense of meaning, inspiration, or purpose in your life. You are making some significant changes in your life, transforming yourself from the old you to the new you, and in doing this you are bringing about a fresh perspective on life. You may also be feeling that you are finally honouring the person who you truly are or want to be, rather than simply following a routine that has little meaning to you. There is a deeper spiritual journey that you are going through which is all about bringing greater meaning and purpose into your life and renewing your inner energy. You hope your future will be better than your past. This card is the call of destiny that motivates you or compels you to go on. Your desire is not in vain as you will ultimately find what you are yearning for.

The Seven of Wands

If you are single, then take into consideration what about your personal life you are treating as a struggle. Why is it hard for you to meet people? What blocks are you experiencing? Who is metaphorically, or literally, stopping you? You must remove these rofree loaders with the help of your friends in order to move forward in love.

Here for this thread too
If you feel like answering

Quiz:)

Set I

1. Given the choice of anyone in the world, whom would you want as a dinner guest?

2. Would you like to be famous? In what way?

3. Before making a telephone call, do you ever rehearse what you are going to say? Why?

4. What would constitute a “perfect” day for you?

5. When did you last sing to yourself? To someone else?

6. If you were able to live to the age of 90 and retain either the mind or body of a 30-year-old for the last 60 years of your life, which would you want?

7. Do you have a secret hunch about how you will die?

8. Name three things you and your partner appear to have in common.

9. For what in your life do you feel most grateful?

10. If you could change anything about the way you were raised, what would it be?

11. Take four minutes and tell your partner your life story in as much detail as possible.

12. If you could wake up tomorrow having gained any one quality or ability, what would it be?

I am technically rather ignorant and cannot afford someone to do this for me (better surveillance system).

The local authorities may be part of the problem:

The building super and his partner are elks members, as are many muni employees, and they have been bad mouthing me.

There is also a political dimension to this:

Subsidized groups v. newcomers (I am considered a "newcomer" even though I was born in this state and have lived in town for over 30 years) and the language/culture issue. There are those who claim "bias" as a weapon (which is not to say that there is no bias. It can work both ways, however.).

Changing my phone numbers would not help because I have to give my numbers to the very people who are attacking me (the baddies are associated with my building).

The hang-up calls seem to be a part of their "honor" system.
They like to give "warnings," for what they're worth.

Yes, I have been under spiritual attack:

The prez-for-life of my building was given the nickname, "the devil," by one owner who was forced out.
He is a bloodline: anglo-russian aristo.

Much thanks for any help.

My modem turns on and off by itself, which changes my forum number. This just happened as I was composing this reply.

Well, know this. The devil neevr goes after the one's he already owns. So obviously you are doing something right.

Burn some sage. That will help as well.

If you are Christian. Take a pen and write job38:11 over every window and door frame with a red sharpie.

If not, that will still help alot.

I will pray for you.

Thank you.

27. (?)

You are welcome. All is well my dear. All is well. :) know that someone, you do not know, somewhere is praying good things for you. And fighting the good fight with you, along side of you in spirit and in truth. :)

I edited my post and added a few things. You may want to read it again.

Thank you so very much.

Which post did you edit?

My husband past away 2 years ago this July and Im not sure where I should go from here. Kinda just stuck not knowing what my future has in store for me.

Well, know this. The devil neevr goes after the one's he already owns. So obviously you are doing something right.

Burn some sage. That will help as well.

If you are Christian. Take a red sharpie pen and write "job38:11" over every window and door frame.

Write it on 2 stickers and put one on your phone and one on your internet router.

Job38:11. "This far you shall come and no futher. Here your proud waves end."

If not a christian, that will still help alot. Since the story of job is older than the bible.

I will pray for you.

15.

OP here,

Re: you ex, sounds like me, results in fear of abandonment, the message is trust means more then love, and no one has proven to be trustworthy in my life till the day I opened this thread

23.

Thank you.

I can't find my sage; I sprayed something called "Christmas sage." What do you think?

I will try to get more sage, but money is tight because they drag me through court and I have to hire an attorney.

The evil presence here laughs when it knows I'm upset.

The song I hear in my mind's ear is: "The friend of the devil is a friend of mine."

I found the sage and burned some.
Thanks to the All and all.

21.

This is so fitting indeed:

"It is a time of great turmoil and destruction as you seek to understand how you could have been so wrong, so naive, or so blind about a particularly situation. And now, what will you do and how will you manage in the face of this shocking truth? You may be experiencing sleepless nights, depression, grief, anger and confrontation. These are normal reactions to major changes in your outer and inner worlds."

I have been so wrong and interpreted signals wrong and did not see how badly I have been treating her.

We had a very long talk and though complete trust is not there yet we got a bit closer again. She is a very caring lady, which I thought one card of the original reading was indicating.

Will check out the 'waiting' thread. Thanks for your reply!

If you're still doing these, I would like to know how my life is going to look in the near future.

I just started the foreclosure process (i lost the battle :( ), and would like to know how much longer I have to stay. My son is graduating HS this year, and I would hate to have this happen during his time.
Also, if anything on my relationship. It's been a year, and not sure if I should hang around or walk away, awesome man, but he does have issues and is always trying to push me away, wanting better for me.

Thank you.

Only after you tell me how you are currently feeling :-) just checkin on you

I'm in the starting phase of a new life changing cycle.
I'm scared, I'm stressing. I'm also anxious and a bit excited, but then
I go back to being scared n stressing.

I'm losing my home. I lost the battle. I just don't make enough on my own in this two salary society. My view on my future is not promising. I don't know how I'm going to be able to continue to afford to take care of myself and my children in the near future.

The image of the Queen of Pentacles in the Rider Waite deck depicts a queen who is comfortably relaxing on her throne with carved heads of goat adorning the arms, behind her there is the abundance of ripe fruit and cupid is at her back. All of these symbols represent abundance in their varying forms. The goat is representative of the harvest of milk to make cheese, the fruit is representative of the abundance of the harvest and the cupid is representative of love in its most enriched period of life.

The Queen is surrounded by green fields and there is a rabbit of fertility sitting at her side nearby. Above her hangs a vine of red roses symbolizing the power she has over her desires. She remains quietly contemplating a pentacle that she holds in her lap. This card is most commonly represented by a woman with black hair and eyes. You are a dependable person, resourceful and you have good instincts and some would say that you are a natural leader. This card is representative of mother and of the provider. You are a channel for practical information.

The Queen of Pentacles is a woman generous with her gifts. She is a rich and noble soul who is compassionate and charitable, for she has more than she could ever want or need. The cycle of abundance is one that perpetuates itself. You give more to receive more. This may be difficult for you to consider if you are going through a phase of poverty, where you fear where your next meal is going to come from or you are drowning in bills – or both! But the Queen of Pentacles tells you that it is possible to be free of your shackles if you would only allow yourself to give in order to receive. If you do not have money, then give of your time, of your effort. The more that you give, the more you are telling the Universe you have and so you will only attract more and more.

IThe Queen is masterful in building new worlds for herself by nurturing all of the creative centers in life. She is a talented person who is family oriented, of course, being that she is the Queen of the Home and Hearth. She has the wise sense of business around her and is not afraid of hard work, much like the Knight of Pentacles. The benefits of hard work consistently bear fruit. She sometimes can be non-responsive at times, despite her charitable nature as can you, but over all she is capable of being very happy at work or at home. She has a greatness of spirit that is unquenchable.

The Queen of Pentacles tarot wants you to know that you have to learn to live independently and be able to stand on your own two feet. You must be able to support yourself and also make your family and loved ones feel loved and secure.

You must also be able to give attention and take care of yourself. Allow yourself to enjoy some ‘me’ time amidst all your work and commitments.

The Queen of Pentacles tarot wants you to keep your compassion and your down-to-earth attitude. Don’t lose sight. Focus on building a good life while keeping your personal connections strong and alive.

Always be practical and resourceful. Use this ability to address and resolve problems, big or small, that will come your way. After all, you’re not called the Queen for nothing!

I'll bite... :)

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