Life is weird unexpected and wonderfull. Woman still confuse me .

So the last two months my life has changed quite a bit .

First my health has gotten better ,at fourty years old and a veteran whoose mos was physically difficult pain is something I was resigned to living with . I started using cbd and edibles and the pain has largely gone away .

My finances have gotten better . Finally!!!!!
Been rough the last few years we have all had it rough but it will get better.

Romantically I have never been a guy who just jumps into bed with a woman ive had my one nighters but that was more like the hangover than a penthouse story. Here lately though that has changed somewhat. Im not old but I am middleaged and I tend to behave like I have some kind of standards. Not sure why but alot of younger women are acting interested . Maybe I am just noticing it ? I have had a wild ride the last couple of months . Using as much safety caution as I can of course .

Shit is weird as fuck . When does the hammer drop and the dream end ?

Trump got elected and I feel better making more money and fucking fine college chicks every night . Dont know if I can handle eight years of this . Good thing I have plenty of stamina !!!