I didn't want a divorce but you can't force someone to stay when they want to leave. Honestly I see him now 8 yrs later and can't imagine how our lives would be. He has turned into such a mean bitter lazy horrible selfish man. He doesnt really want to be a father.

I just wish that the kids could have grown up with a 2 parent household...like I did. However seeing how he is, its best they only have me full time.