Conciousness, filters and the eschatological age

So will you remain an AC then?

I was just thinking the day before yesterday, how you were one of the last to stick around and had not moved to 'hidden' AC status.

And now here we are...lolz.




More synchronicity me thinks.

Just that time of year. Even though the flip in weather has me on standby for all farming related tasks.

You have to wean yourself from this place and lack of an avatar is my 'method'one

The double blind

Moon in one eye. Sun in the other.

Right and left hand path.

I'll get the behind the right eye intuition from the sun, usually. Always happens then... had some odd ichingish patterns showing up yesterday, was riding with Tim, had my eyes closed and wind/sun in my face (window down)... and normally, the things I see are more geometrical, will have to draw that out, and vivid violet almost white violet. The pattern yesterday was like this, not exact, I'm no artist with drawing, words being my preferred form of expression. This was probably swamp gas, lmao.

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Yes.


I think the magic happens when they merge.

The Middle Path.

Balance.

12 for the light, 12 for the darkness, 12 for humanity, manifestations of archetypes with slippage. There's always something between duality.

conscious filters

that's what i 'm talk'n

of course that if it means an AC thread where the AC can't delete things that make them look stupid

like member threads


the other sword i think means the study of insects

so its conscious filtering of like inscects or somelthg

and i sure hate inscect, ol venom and stingers, madibles in lever moveoment all ove rthe place


babe'

bump

LOL...that'll pass...

Yeah, as soon as you post the wrong word.

I might have read that wrong...I meant the need to self edit when AV'd up...passes...over time.

It's always an investment. The only way I've been able to radically alter my life is to kindly tell everyone I'm gone and tell them it's a me thing. That I needed to recalibrate. Most people will take it badly, always believing that they had to have been the catalyst towards separation.

But, I found that without, separation or distance for a time all things reinfer themselves to a specific gravity based on experience of a personal relationship.

I always speak without edit in the real world or online. I've found it's the most direct course to where you need to glean experience.

LOL, I melted the Avie already. I'll reup come halloween.

It's the essence of the stage4 clinger...you can't help but attract attachments like that and then every so often have to slink away to wear them off somehow. And politely at that.

I enjoy looking towards the sun with eyes closed staring hard into the back of my eyelids and occasionally using the fingers to compress and induce.


Violet and magenta hues in plasma balls. I used to watch them ride the electrical lines on stormy nights.

On occasion you'll get a surprise on a windy eve deep in the woods on a humid or rain mist sprayed day. Everything is more poignant with a backdrop of billowy grey.

Yes, but I'm talking about everybody. I'm a very introverted persona and find it hard to look at someone without getting that instant download feeling. I've always attracted crowds and it's difficult to separate yourself from what people want you to be and given a long enough timeline you start deferring.

In essence, you create a persona and find yourself mimicking what you know people want to hear. It causes me to lose touch with my intuitions when projecting an acceptable/comfortable persona.

LOL, fire away, I find that people who try to project insincerity or the belief that they somehow have special knowledge that isn't privy to anyone/everyone else are the only ones that are, as you say, stupid.

Beyond that. It's all fair game in trying to figure our way home.

I've definitely sensed that about you.
And you have a great way of expressing it...you know how you react and know whats best for you...it's what a lot of people lose touch with.

Their personal override as far as priority is often ignored.

Good to see you don't do that.

The things that you own adage always hold true.

No matter how well intentioned your Ideas, once you believe they are yours, you defend them without reconciling a balance toward what is rote form or repetition and/or what is actually intuitive and expanding thought.

Once you lose this discernment. You lose the magic of experience and creation.

You create the statue which is you and worship it.

Unfortunately, the human condition at this place in time grooms all to feel that they are entitled to the above...your own worshiped statue.

It can be a scary fucking thing to let go. Ideas define us. Our thoughts define us. By the time we have grown of an age to make thoughts 'our own', the construct of this condition nearly becomes us. How to let that go? It is the human relationship that mirrors this. We are not only 'living' in it, we are submerged through and through. Nearly every outside human influence strengthens the idea that our Ideas are our own, that they become us.

The biases, the beliefs, the fantasies.

Actually, this reminds me of my new signature...

Exactly, You are only free to be when you have given up all hope. You are or are not and the need to rationalize past or present based on habituations collapses them to a predefined state which is not you. It is an ersatz replica.

It is quite foreseeable and quite controllable.

Habituation creates reality.

Ah...we are skipping so many steps of the process. What a fucked up process though. A type of deconstruction of the psyche. If not painful, then certainly numbing. Comfortably numbing,

Dreams have always been the space of ego dissolution as the inputs are quite seperate from the biased materials and organs we rely on to relay information in our waking world.

This is likely why information gleaned from one source is so difficult to convey from one medium to the other. The only applicable rules in one sense are the rules you are aware of and internalize. Breach of these formal protocols causes blindness to reconciliation from one state to the other.

Both planes are dictated to by awareness and potentiality. The only discernable difference is that mind is not dictated to by external rule sets while in dream realms. The physics of dreaming push the bounds as far as imagination is willing to accept.

Intuition is the conciliator twixt the two states as it discerns potentials which may flow fron one state to the other.

Shared dreaming, of which I can only posit, is a construct to involve and evolve non local unindividuated awareness. A psychic internet.

LOL

:hfjerk: Lets put that one to the test...

Cease all your habits and report back in the morning. ;)

All my habits are belong to GLP at the moment.

You too huh Seer777?