Dad just commited suicide!

I am starting to think that Patrick is playing backup man for cons. How is your neck doing?

Everything happens for a reason... Sorry for your loss

Back up man for cons?

Like just backing up the role players? Lol, I assure you I am not. I may be getting played, but oh well.

My neck is much much better than it was in the fall. The rotator cuff is healed, I still need surgery on my neck, but am trying to hold off. The pinched nerves are gone, so it is just annoying dealing with the neck pain, but I have had it since I was 19 so nothing new. It sucks here in PA we do not have medicinal marijuana legalized, and have to take these damn vicodin for the pain since I cannot smoke any more. They do not work as well, and are worse for me, but oh well.

I have been doing p90x trying to stay in shape and strengthen back up some, probably start weight lifting again sometime this month.

So it's not too bad, just some pain and muscle spasms. Thanks for asking though!

It'tragic that your Dad's main contribution in your life was to serve as an object lesson, as in "don't let this happen to you". But, for whatever reason, it was the best he could do. He didn't have the skillset to deal with whatever made him that way, much less to change things.

Even though you started losing him long ago, it's still very painful. Plus, it's okay for you to be angry about missing out on having a Dad. You'll probably be an amzingly attentive, hands-on Dad if you ever have kids.

Maybe you could just hang on to a couple of good memories of him, and let the rest fade over time. Good luck.

OP sorry for your loss. You have been through a lot. Sounds like you were very loved by a wonderful mom. Who knows what personal challenges your dad went throught.

Your losses and challenges will strengthen you. May God give you strength and wisdom from those challenges. God knows, you've had your share. Hang in there!

My mother never collected Welfare and worked two jobs to buy her first home without anyone's help.

His first name is/was Larry

Sorry for your loss. Your outlook and context seem to be in the right place.

Quit being a judgemental ass clown. You have no idea who is in Hell or who will go. Or for that matter if there is one!

He loves his cornflakes

My sympathy goes out to you and family at this time.I'm sure Your father knew his shortcomings that may have been one reason he did what he did. My Mother abandoned me as a newborn and as a teen I resented her for that but as I grew older I could see her reasoning, she must have been too young and afraid. I ended up being adopted by a loving couple who could not have children.

My sympathy op.

My mother committed suicide when I was six.

I still bare the scars of that night almost half a century later.

Take care of yourself.

My condolences OP, you sound like a very strong person, you will be okay



Why is your name "Squonk"? A little odd.

Dear Ceral killer, there is no repeat, do not delude yourself.

Prayers for you and your family OP!

my dad commited suicide too, I dont believe God would send someone to hell bc of a sickness. Im sorry but i dont it one bit.

Read Bible much ? Maybe you should check the cover next time before you proceed.

I may have different beliefs than the standard bible person. I believe he will need to repeat this life again until he honestly learns to take responsibility for his actions. He basically hit replay.

how nice ...

thanks for that madame x
and condolences, cereal killer

May I ask how old your Father was? Do you know if he was termanally ill?

I am sorry.

I have always believed that what it takes to kill yourself comes from mental illness.

Watch yourself and your children like a hawk, make sure this tragedy never happens again. Some people need medication to change the chemistry of their brains, no different than someone with pneumonia needs antibiotics.

He was already killing himself emotionally when he left you, no doubt a totally cute squeezable child. That not normal!



Cyber hug to you. Personal prayers sent up for you.

Sometimes this world of unanswered questions is just painful.

He was not terminally ill, he was 66. He ran from everything his whole life when things got difficult. This was the ultimate avoidance.

i am soo sorry. It was probably that he was so sickened at abadoning you when you were two.

My father also did that, when I was two, and he is still not right.

Even tho they try, and pretend, they can never really get over doing that to other people.

It will all be on another track, soon, CerealEater.

You will have your father in that realm, where he never will have any sadness, nor you, nor your mother, nor anyone, becuase - get this, its incrediblly freaky and true, - all this sadness and tragedy will BE MADE TO NEVER HAVE TAKEN PLACE.

YES. SERIOUS, CEREAL. it WILL HAPPEN THIS.

what i meanst to say was, when time is un-done, by the Creator of time, and then, by unravelling time backwards to before any of the badness ever took place,

He/They (Our Creators, Yah and Yahushua) will have us, who were conceived, and yet, none of the bad things that took place during TIME - will ever have actually happened.

!?

A new beginning will be started then, and time will not actually exist!

He's not burning anywhere you religious shit heel.
There is zero ability for anyone to burn eternally. More likely he's back in his previous life years ago on a different timeline to do exactly what he was supposed to do while he was here.

We each get the same opportunities to do whatever we are really here to do. The whole burning in hell part is a total shit fest based on a book used to control millions of people before government.

Sorry christ tards, all you "believe" is just the rehashing of the same old Egyptian crap spewed 8 thousands of years ago. Now grow up.

Fathers are special, no matter what we get, I was lucky mine was wonderful. Sounds like in spite of your Dad, he did teach you a good lesson, love him for his good points. Sorry for you loss of time with him.