Finding your voice.

sign language?

if all else fails see above post

funny how that works.

I found my voice yesterday and sang loud in the car the whole way home.

I find I can only find my voice in isolation, and life has put me in a situation where I must interact with people on a daily basis who I cannot manage to be myself around (ok, my parents). Because of this I end up depressed unless I spend many hours alone with myself at night. I know God is training me for something but its hard when you have gotten in touch with being your true self and feel there is no other way to live but that so much can get mixed up in there and sometimes avoidance is the only tool at hand..

funny then if you are in isolation then stay in isolation why go to the fucking internet to be isolated get the fuck off and stay the fuck off.

dumbass

hmm don't know I guess I'm not talking about monk isolation I'm talking about weeding out influences on myself that are not authentic, I have no problem interacting with people who I don't feel threatened by in that way or when I have a firm sense of self..

well for me i have had enough of this shit i dont go on the internet to feel more isolated and make it more obvious to myself

shit

I feel less isolated online, I find the people I connect to more quickly and find there's less bs, obviously it's not all there is to life but in a fake world it works in an interesting way I think

good for you then

carry on

im out

hope you find a place to share your story

YES this is exactly what I am talking about. I practice self isolation and have started to figure things out. I seem to only be able to relate to one other person in real life, and that is the person whom I love and lives with me. Other than her, I only have limited contact with family, and it helps. They are loved, but so deluded. They do not understand what I see or feel, or am. They cannot see past the outer to the inner spirit which is much stronger than them. They live in their material worlds, and I live in my FREE world, and it has made all the difference. For one day, I will find MY true voice, and speak to all...