Just a little update...

Since the "marriage" it has been palpably awkward in the household.

I'm just not talking much.

Most anything I say within earshot of his wife is judged or ridiculed and he does nothing to defend me or himself in respect. I've been spoken to as if I'm a child and it seems whatever she says goes for the most part.

So, I retract and basically ignore.

I cannot give it the energy.

It's already hard enough out here trying to take care of oneself so I don't need to feel that depression or disrespect. If I simply ignore it it will have no power over me.

I've been more vocal anyway, about what I see coming.

I won't be silenced, I'll simply ignore when I'm being disrespected.

I sense infidelity and a never ending path for power and self imposed desires. Much regression has occurred.

Spiritually has not taken the back burner, it has been removed from the stove and is now cold with them. Almost as soon as they were married.

For myself, the burner is on high and the water is on the verge of boiling. I cannot simply ignore the coming apocalypse and continue to pursue my own desires and sin.

Even if I walk my path alone.

God bless you all!

Happy memorial day weekend! Remember those who got us to where we are today.