the "deep reality" isn't hidden, you're in it and you don't know it

Matrix

I won't do the initiations to prove my loyalty though. In the meantime, attempting to force me to (despite all that bs about free will) has destroyed the pleasure I took in my own hobbies and interests, many of which were quite sophisticated.

i live like a fucking dog because i didn't sell my ass.

imma fuck them up bad

You live like a fucking dog because you are part of a culture that gives you the rights of a dog. Your ass was sold before you were born, and it is hilarious to have a low-level flunkey pretend to have agency in the matter. I know you're low-level because high-level ones wouldn't bother to post here.

and how do you get those? by not being a sellout.

what the holy fuck are you on about? living in denial much?

hey op

i see it

Io pan like david lo pan french trucker clam shucker

we have a few things in co-moan

alll the pwetty woyds

and they like to sing along (quite poorly)

but....BUT ....BUTTTTTTTTT

how many years of ass breaking did it take you?

fuck that initations shit

you are an initiate via existing in this shite hole

I wish you well with you journey and your hobbies

check this out

i used to think it was mcd's happy meals

but i found out my house has been literally ass fucking me for decades

its always funny in the funnyhouse

mofo house

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The origin of poison is either natural or supernatural. One reason why God has implanted poison in created things was His purpose to shew us His wonders, and how to distinguish good from evil - how to choose the good and eschew the evil.

In the same way the Tree of Life was set in Paradise. It's proper use would have tended to our benefit. It's abuse brought about our fall, and all the suffering that has followed from it.

The second reason that there is such a poison is God's purpose that we should thereby learn the ugliness and hatefulness of evil, and conceive a desire to substitute that which is good in its place. For God hates nothing that He has made, but rather desires our moral and physical amendment. By eschewing poison we are to be taught how to avoid the evil and choose the good.

Hence we admonish all and sundry that Antimony has to be freed of its crudeness and poisonous indigestibility before it can be safely applied as a medicine; and this transformation is affected by fire, and by fire only. Vulcan is the only arbiter of such a purifying process. He matures the immature, digests the crude with his heat, and separates the pure from the impure. By the separation and fire which perfect fixation, its poisonous nature is removed, and all that is evil in Antimony is changed into something good. Fire purges away the deadly nature of our medicine, as is known only to those who have fraternally co-operated with Vulcan, and have seen the bride cleansed of all impurity in the fiery bath, which enables her to lie in the bridal bed with her chosen spouse.

- Basil Valentine, The Triumphal Chariot of Antimony.

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what seems to be the problem, gotten convulsions from reality?

it's been like living in a fucking horror movie. And such a shitty one at that . I'm the only decent character

me, i've 29 years of effort circling the drain.

Purpose = teleology = no older than Aristotle, whose point in inventing it was supremacist colonialists who destroy and control. The deep reality spoken of here lies beneath this superstructure. So you are leading people astray.

deep reality is a multiverse. that's only one of the universes.

I'm so sorry that so many of us go through all this

I really am

But it is a 'story' in a way, and we should see it through

we've come this far

dont let that escape your perspective

we've accomplished so much and we can finish it as well

in a way it's fucking destiny

René Guenon, folks. Or Julius Evola, or James Frazer.. sustaining 'reality' is multidimensional, and communicating with it, even more so.

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Woe unto you, who neither understand, nor care to understand my words! If you knew the meaning of fixation and volatility, and of the separation of pure and impure, you would cease from your foolish occupation and follow me alone. It is I, Antimony, that speak to you. In me you find mercury, sulphur and salt, the three great principles of health. Mercury is in the regulus, sulphur in the red color, and salt in the black earth which remains. Whoever can separate, and then re-unite and fix them by art, without the poison, may truly call himself blessed; for he has the Stone, which is called fire, and in the Stone, which can be composed out of Antimony, he has the means of perfect health and temporal subsistence.

- Basil Valentine, The Triumphant Chariot of Antimony.

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That's not a crackpipe in my hand, officer! It's my retort!

It's the only one that counts, and it is tended to by those who know the rest. It's funny for you to deny that those who say they want to reveal don't work with, marry, and pretty much exclusively socialize with those whose job it is to have covered it all up.

i guess it's ok because i'm one of the ego dead. if dipshits fail me, i get to lay smackdown

lucifer flash

if you call yourself 'ego dead' you aint ego dead

lol a DUH

tell me how humble you are next op

and how others are the dipshits

YOU AINT AS GOOD AS YOU THINK YOU ARE