Why can't all this shit just end? How can you have 8 billion people yet unending normalcy and predictability?

The nonstop evil and corruption grieves me.

I don't really see the point in being around people now if you don't have to.

I'm just having trouble buying that any of this is real anymore. No space weather or earth doom. No spontaneous catastrophes. People completely predictable, like machines. It all runs too smoothly. It's very disconcerting to be aware of all this, yet people seem to think this is somehow a 'natural' world and existence.

Just like nothing ever happening that's talked about here. It's a running joke..yet entirely true. It proves to me that something is up. And that we are running in something resembling a simulation. We would have had nuclear war by now..if this world was truly legit.

It's like at this point.. I'm just quietly praying inside for something..anything different than this world that really hasn't changed since 2020. It's like an endless loop of tedious, soul-crushing hell.