This 'Earth' isn't real

I've been feeling this way a lot lately, because this world just doesn't make sense to me. This place feels like a copy of earth so to say, but stripped down to the bare minimum. No connection to anything at all. Even nature itself seems empty now.

The people just seem like seat-fillers; useless clones, populating the world 'just because'. Like they really serve no purpose but to work. And anyone I meet who is 'different', I get separated from. Repeating the same mistakes over and over and over like you are programmed to do it forever it seems. Despite what you do different. Even learning is a bother, it feels as if I am merely rediscovering what I already knew.

One big experiment to find something. They are always watching from above while working below. Building Various subterranean cities and tunnel systems, experimenting on people who have gone "missing"...what f****ing cowards. I am very tired, but I am not going to let go and give up while I can still take a breath.

All I can do for now is be still and wait.



















And oh to the NSA worker who happens to read this, F*** YOU!!

maybe you guys should quit the internet for lets say a month and go outside and enjoy life.

Ignorance is bliss, but i'm too far to look back now. I am going to find out why we are really here.

maybe you guys should quit the internet for lets say a month and go outside and enjoy life.

pain is real

The ringing cedars speak about bio-robots just going through the social motions...

Don't know if I just want to sit around and wait though... it kind of sounds like giving up.

maybe you guys should quit the internet for lets say a month and go outside and enjoy life.

The people just seem like seat-fillers; useless clones, populating the world 'just because'. Like they really serve no purpose...

...All I can do for now is be still and wait.

when you lose touch with inner stillness, you lose touch with yourself. When you lose touch with yourself, you lose yourself in the world.

Your innermost sense of self, of who you are, is inseperable from stillness. This is the I AM that is deeper than name and form.



Stillness is your essential nature. What is stillness? The inner space or awareness in which these words are being percieved and become thoughts. Without that awareness, there would be no perception, no thoughts, no world.

You are that awareness, disguised as a person.

maybe you guys should quit the internet for lets say a month and go outside and enjoy life.

I've been feeling this way a lot lately, because this world just doesn't make sense to me. This place feels like a copy of earth so to say, but stripped down to the bare minimum. No connection to anything at all. Even nature itself seems empty now.

The people just seem like seat-fillers; useless clones, populating the world 'just because'. Like they really serve no purpose but to work. And anyone I meet who is 'different', I get separated from. Repeating the same mistakes over and over and over like you are programmed to do it forever it seems. Despite what you do different. Even learning is a bother, it feels as if I am merely rediscovering what I already knew.

One big experiment to find something. They are always watching from above while working below. Building Various subterranean cities and tunnel systems, experimenting on people who have gone "missing"...what f****ing cowards. I am very tired, but I am not going to let go and give up while I can still take a breath.

All I can do for now is be still and wait.

You need some Terrance McKenna!

















And oh to the NSA worker who happens to read this, F*** YOU!!