what do you think about past lives and things of that nature?

I don't know if I had a past life here. I haven't ever looked at anything and thought THIS REMINDS ME OF ME. Seen stuff that seemed familiar but I've never had anything I can recall as a past life experience. It used to bother me. When I was descending into madness from not sleeping well and being betrayed by everybody who was supposed to love me I BEGGED to know if it was a past life issue I was going through. I literally used to yell at the spirits for trying to kill me. By then I was having things like walk ins (illuminated shadow came into my room and touched me forehead to forehead. I stared seeing a dancing figure behind my eyelids and it eventually led me to a book that had the image of it. It was Oya the spirit in the Oshun/Yoruba culture.) I was also having astral stuff (turning into a comet and crashing into stars and staying there coming back regenerated here). I was also had a spirit screw me (which was even more strange that the next day the spirit wound up being an ex gf who called me. I had no clue about this stuff at this point as I just attributed it to my imagination)

these all happened within a 2 month period. What was the kicker for me was by this time I thought WELL LET ME TRY ACID because I'd done shrooms and such and knew a bit about how it worked. I can't say it was a bad idea, but try explaining this to your psych and such after a mental breakdown

I used to go meditate in the bathroom. Quiet, dark and NOBODY could get to me there. So after taking about 8 paper hits (my body has always been tolerant of things like that. I had to take massive amounts of stuff to get the effects, but I didn't start dabbling until my 20's. Not even on alcohol really) . I saw a crystal/quartz pyramid on the wall and it was surrounded by palm trees just flapping in the wind. I closed my eyes, it was still there but more vivid. Then I was taken inside. In a flash I was in a chair sitting before beings that only had lines for eyes and a mouth. their heads were clover shaped and they appeared to literally just be FLAT. no depth just FLAT. Nothing was said to me. I just sat there and smiled and it was like I KNEW. Knew what? I'm still trying to figure it out.

we're all on a journey. I felt I needed to share some of mine as well

PEACE