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Anonymous Coward (OP) User ID: 35338410 United Kingdom 03/01/2013 07:55 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | It was hand written. I was trying to absorb it because they told me it was the story of my family, but it was hard to because a lot of it was foreign to me, like someone else with different interests and a different social group had written it.. there were lots of names and info that I had some serious issues trying to commit to memory. Chapter 5 was in red ink and it stood out to me because it was closer to home. Can't remember what it was for the life of me...but to be fair, I can't remember most random chapters of books that I've read over the years. |
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Anonymous Coward (OP) User ID: 35338410 United Kingdom 03/01/2013 08:09 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Ur MK Ultra project, one of your fam signed you up for it...dad leave around 5yrs old? got a feeling like you may have been molested when you were young? been in alot of "bad" situations but got out o.k.? There is someone watching out for you...but whom? Quoting: Anonymous Coward 35397599 I've got some mk similarities in life, so there's always that fog/lens to look through. But ya can't blame it for every situation...that would be like blaming breathing for tripping over the carpet or playing a game of chess. Yeah, you were breathing at the time, but that doesn't fully explain why the carpet was there or how you managed to lose every pawn. |
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cosmicgypsy User ID: 31282946 United States 03/01/2013 09:20 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I'm an avid jigsaw puzzle builder. I've done over 130 of them, and I'm good at it. Your story is like a jigsaw puzzle, and I want to build it. And... ...missy, if this was a purely transpersonal experience it'd be a lot easier to solve. Okay, so what happened the few times you returned? I, like others, think you were drugged the first time, but if you chose to go back a few times you weren't under the influence of anything then, correct? You never change things by fighting the existing reality. To change something build a new model that makes the existing model obsolete. -Buckminster Fuller ...I adapt to the unknown, under wandering stars I've grown, by myself, but not alone... [link to www.youtube.com (secure)] |
Perfectly Paleo User ID: 1471397 United States 03/01/2013 10:09 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Ur MK Ultra project, one of your fam signed you up for it...dad leave around 5yrs old? got a feeling like you may have been molested when you were young? been in alot of "bad" situations but got out o.k.? There is someone watching out for you...but whom? Quoting: Anonymous Coward 35397599 this just creeped me out a little... hi |
Anonymous Coward (OP) User ID: 35338410 United Kingdom 03/01/2013 10:12 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Ur MK Ultra project, one of your fam signed you up for it...dad leave around 5yrs old? got a feeling like you may have been molested when you were young? been in alot of "bad" situations but got out o.k.? There is someone watching out for you...but whom? Quoting: Anonymous Coward 35397599 this just creeped me out a little... What really creeps me out is what if I got my "guardian angel" earring lady busted? Then there's no one looking out for me. |
cosmicgypsy User ID: 31282946 United States 03/01/2013 10:14 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | On another thread - an MKUltra thread - you had posted that you had undergone hypnosis therapy. Interestingly, I had just got back from a short walk to the corner store, and I had been thinking about how perhaps a hypnosis session might fill in the cracks...and there are cracks all throughout. Have you addressed this in a hypnosis session already? You never change things by fighting the existing reality. To change something build a new model that makes the existing model obsolete. -Buckminster Fuller ...I adapt to the unknown, under wandering stars I've grown, by myself, but not alone... [link to www.youtube.com (secure)] |
Perfectly Paleo User ID: 1471397 United States 03/01/2013 10:14 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Ur MK Ultra project, one of your fam signed you up for it...dad leave around 5yrs old? got a feeling like you may have been molested when you were young? been in alot of "bad" situations but got out o.k.? There is someone watching out for you...but whom? Quoting: Anonymous Coward 35397599 this just creeped me out a little... IndyGh0st... any input on why I feel like this rings true with me? hi |
IndygoGh0st User ID: 34567644 Mongolia 03/01/2013 10:17 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Ur MK Ultra project, one of your fam signed you up for it...dad leave around 5yrs old? got a feeling like you may have been molested when you were young? been in alot of "bad" situations but got out o.k.? There is someone watching out for you...but whom? Quoting: Anonymous Coward 35397599 this just creeped me out a little... What really creeps me out is what if I got my "guardian angel" earring lady busted? Then there's no one looking out for me. YOU are looking out for YOU - remember? What happened with your dad? - IndygoGh0st |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 11109289 United Kingdom 03/02/2013 06:06 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Nice. Personal intergrity regained. Quoting: cosmicgypsy I rarely ever wish for something, yet I find myself wishing I could sit with you, and do a guided meditation. I have someone yakkin' my f'n ear off right now. I'm going to log out. This is a fascinating thread, and I'll check back in later. As well, I'm going to send a link to it to a friend. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 11109289 United Kingdom 03/02/2013 06:10 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Thank you for sharing your story with us. My sister and I had a different episode, but one that still haunts us to this day. We have a hard time talking about it with others, because we can't explain what happened to us, where we went, and how we managed to lose time like we did without any plausible explanation. We wish we could remember what happened, but we don't. Neither of were on anything, we just had coffee in our hands, which amazingly, we did not drop or spill, only when we came to, it was cold and not hot when we were first drinking it. We are so haunted by this experience, and our lives have never been the same since, for various reasons. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 31271979 Sucks when the coffee gets cold, lol. I used to find the little things to bitch about and just glaze right over the rest. I mean, there are some things that just aren't worth the weirdness of talking about. I'm not even entirely sure why I finally feel okay to share a little of it now. |