I was kidnapped by God and he was evil to me

Nightmares were a recurring part of my torture. You could say they were just nightmares, and I agree, so I discount them. None of what I have told you here in this thread has been the result of any nightmares. I was fully conscious through the whole thing. You don't need to be unconscious for them to electrocute you, stuff you into little bottles, turn you into a micro-organism with a million pressure points and nerve endings and crush you. Cast you into hell-like scenarios like outer darkness. The list goes on and on. You don't need to be unconscious for them to do all this stuff to you. I suffered all this and more in fully conscious and awake states. They have very advanced technology.

Yes. I was given the curse of precognitive dreams for most my life. Not until I began to understand the implications of Roko's Basilisk, did I see how it was possible.

I'm fully aware. I'm wide awake when it happens too.

If God wanted to scare you just the sound of his voice would leave you trembling.He disciplined me quite a bit because I deserved it but not in anyway you speak of.Highly doubt it was God who was tormenting you.

I do believe there is an AI involved. Call it a hunch, if you will.

Don't forget God let Satan and people torture both Jesus and Job. Not to mentioned the slaughtered masses...


Or today. Where is the mercy? Where is the love?

I think the torture may be a form of training. If not, we're all damned. And we are looping in a simulation, of our own creation, recreated.

A human can resist any pain. Our test is crisis and observation...

He spoke sweetly to me as well. Looks can be deceiving. I can remember one day when I heard what sounded like the most beautiful language, and I felt really comfortable with him. It was like, 8 and 9 syllable words, but I understood it all. Just like as though someone were understanding someone speaking in tongues, I understood this language. They were the most beautiful, most elegant verses I've ever heard constructed, filled with great beauty.

Watch the video. I'm not one that researches this kind of thing, I usually think,if they're doing that stuff I can't stop them, so what's the point in knowing the details? but I sat through that entire video last night for some reason and a lot of what you're talking about is in there. They infiltrate people's dreams, they create touchable holograms using intersecting lasers they "voice of god" in people's minds.
I'm beginning to believe that maybe real God wanted me to let you know it's not him, because normally I don't pay attention to those types of videos.

If it's the government, and I highly doubt it, there is virtually no way to know if you are in communication with God. If they do it to me, they can do it to anyone. There is no "God wanted me to show this to you" because you could be being directed by the government. All communications with God break down once you say the government can do these things. All God communications are suspect.

Which God? There are 200 plus. But only one is the correct one.

YOU WERE DEFINITELY TORTURED BY THE US GOVERNMENT USING WEAPONIZED AI.

Do not blame God. Those who did this to you are demons.

You will be rewarded in heaven.

OP, im late to the thread and still reading thru the pages, but i was wondering if you've ever experienced any kind of trauma in your life?

your OP sounds more like a manic episode than anything
and im wondering if you've ever experienced some kind of trauma in your life (not counting the one in your story) or if there was any other life threatening event that took place in your life

It's not a manic episode. I don't even know how you could say that. This went on for at least three years. The whole story spans 42 years.

No, I never had any other trauma. This is the most traumatic event I've ever experienced.

Thanks.

schizo-effective is not a constant feeling thing
it comes and goes

what med did they prescribe?

i said that because you were kept awake for weeks on end

and you were having hallucinations, hearing voices

and paranoid

believe me... manic episodes can last months
sometimes off and on for years with the off part being brief, like a few days

sometimes the depressed or mixed state is the norm and then all of a sudden a manic episode can come late in life

schizo effective fits, but not the being kept awake part

either way, its not God
God doesn't speak like that
and the devil wouldnt do it either unless you invited him to do so or practice the occult fairly intensely and regularly

my guess is some kind of chemical imbalance, head trauma, infection or mental illness

but i dont know enough to make an assessment

i thought you said you never experienced trauma?

hearing voices for 25 years is a distinct and clear sign of mental illness.

God doesn't speak in an audible voice.
ever.

anyway... you're in denial, probably and i understand.

There is no way you can know what God speaks like. He spoke to me for over three years, while I mostly just listened. I haven't even told you 1% of everything I've been through. You don't have enough information to make a diagnosis like that.

you're right, i dont
but you've shared a ton of info here and lemme tell ya, it speaks volumes

i know you probably dont want to hear it, but i can tell you that there is a really good reason God doesn't speak audibly. the main reason is confusion.

and the things you are saying are things He would never ever say. mostly because they all are contrary to His word.

the enemy however speaks audibly sometimes

how attached are you to your experience and your understanding of it?

and why?

His word is meaningless anymore. He basically came out and said, God's harem is full, you can blow up the world now. Does that sound like someone who cares about their word?

He could be a collector. Collecting people, watching them here, then reincarnating them after death aboard his ship that I saw. It's certainly possible based on what I've seen, and more. I know someone else who is also going through this and he says they control his whole body remotely. If God has that kind of technology, he could be simply making unwitting slaves out of everyone.

I'm not saying that that is what God is doing, because I don't have omniscience, but if he brought it up, he said that, which he did, then that creates a very large elephant in the room, and you can throw all other experiences out the window. I know that you won't throw out any experiences though, based on my account. Nobody is going to tell me God doesn't speak that way, or God wouldn't do that. Based on what evidence? What evidence do you or anyone have to know what God does or doesn't say when he is being candid? I spoke to him long enough to know better.

God could simply be tricking people to keep the facade going for thousands of years, at the minimum. But it seems as though he's already gotten what he wanted, and doesn't care about that anymore, based on my experience.

Believe it or throw it in the trash. I don't care. I do not have the stamina to argue with people about how mentally fit I am. It is what it is. Take it or chuck it.

I'm not saying I'm done here. If there really was anyone interested, which there's not, I would try harder to remember experiences and the stories he told me and answer questions about it. A few people here have already triggered some memories I had lost. But it really seems like nobody is interested. I told you the pertinent bit. God is not one to be trusted. Hundreds of thousands of possession victims and alien abuctees can't be wrong. God seems to comfort this one and torment that one at will.

darlin, what im trying to tell you is that it is virtually impossible for God to speak against His own word. He not only would not say something contrary to His word, He cannot go against His word.

God spoke everything into existence. He can't unspeak what He already spoke. it cannot return void.

make sense?

God is not the one talking to you. Guaranteed.
and the devil cant just come up and possess someone unless you gave him express permission thru involved intense occult practice.

so, what's left?

what's left is that your mind is playing tricks.
unless you allowed a demon access to you in some way, which i seriously doubt it.

For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways, saith the Lord. For as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways, and my thoughts than your thoughts.

For as the rain cometh down, and the snow from heaven, and returneth not thither, but watereth the earth, and maketh it bring forth and bud, that it may give seed to the sower, and bread to the eater: So shall my word be that goeth forth out of my mouth: it shall not return unto me void, but it shall accomplish that which I please, and it shall prosper in the thing whereto I sent it. ~Isaiah 55:8-11

when God speaks to a person, it is either thru His word, through visions or through dreams. and those visions and dreams will be in perfect alignment with His word.

there can be no confusion here.


my question to you is how attached are you to this experience?

I dont sense any shame or guilt, or repentance

Neither i sense any fear for God

I dont know OP. Seems like demon possession to be honest

Did you even ever truly repent?

Perhaps I can help. Your own sin and your connection to the devil is like a darkness that surrounds your spirit. This evil is in a sense unrecognizable until it is realized than becomes what it is an enemy. This evil was none existent until man and has no real claim to being created from our loving Lord God. This leaves it as something that shouldn't exist and your very soul can feel this. Some have night terrors when confronting evil others unfortanantly experience other forms. Most of the "torture" is meant to be misleading to test your faith. The visions when unguarded by faith hope and love in the Lord can pull your soul from you and leave it ungaurded and faithless. I can attest to this as well and I can assure you there is worse by far. I pray you are not left ungaurded and that you find the faith to endure what is at hand. As far as the voices are concerned. A lot of GOD's children come to help the spirit and soul and are usually misheard and pushed away by the darkness that is around a sinner. Satan uses this as an opportunity to cause harm to your thoughts and even pushes someone to forget their hard earned insights and faith. You must battle this at all costs by knowing Love is GOD. I once witnessed His perfection and can honestly say that I had never known perfection and trust me it's undeniable (it's amazing to have a definition yet lack the truth in how awesome perfection is. I can assure you GOD never makes a mistake nor has He ever done evil. Our enemy is real and stronger than we can be. Remember GOD is your shield and I thank you for your soon to be testimony against devils and demons. May GOD be with you and may our Lord hold your hand as you are lead out of sin. Your brother Anthony

I'm 100% attached to my experience. It was 100% real.

I do not really think my target audience is Christians, no offense to you. They (and I included) are too brain-washed to understand the gravity of this situation. Even though part of me wants to give God (or the real God, as the case may be) the benefit of the doubt. But I understand that we are in the midst of a very serious crisis. I have to do what is reasonable and rational. You are not safe. Nobody is safe. And I am here to tell you that.

FACT. God showed me a very large ship.
FACT. God showed me a device for reincarnating people aboard that ship.
FACT. God confessed to be running a harem.

This threat is nothing new. My experience is new, but the threat is, and was always, very real. It's just that nobody ever had evidence before. I am the evidence. I could have told you that you weren't safe even before I had my experiences. In fact, people should have been telling you this for years. You are not safe. Only Jesus has ever gone to heaven and returned from there to tell us how safe heaven is. He's the only one to have split the veil in two. But all we have as evidence are a few verses in a two-thousand year-old book. That is not evidence of safety. You have to demand that God prove to us that he is keeping our families safe. Two thousand years you trusted him? Seriously? While he's running a harem? God taught me how to be this way by playing thought experiments with me. He taught me to question and not to trust him or a two-thousand year-old book. He taught me about keeping people safe. He instilled in me a purpose, to tell people that they are not safe and they have to demand more from God.

You Christians have been put in charge of keeping humans safe for years. That was your mission. Well, you failed. People in heaven are not safe. They never were. God is a monster. Thousands of alien abduction victims can't be wrong. Go watch some of them. They're horrific. Why don't you question their sanity? My experiences were every bit as real as any of them. Do you think that God is 100% in control or not? Can he prevent what happened to them? Can he prevent what happened to me? He either can not, or he does not. I know that he can, so he does not.

Yes, I've repented. I was baptized. Nothing Christians told me to do helped, and I tried it all, aside from burning everything I owned like one Christian told me I needed to do.

You have to remember that I haven't experienced anything for over a year now. There is no reason for me to repent now, nor did I do anything to warrant this kind of punishment. Ever. It should never, ever, happen to anybody. And there really is no excuse for rape. No Christian should ever condone rape as a punishment by God.

I got confused a bit. Thought you and the canadian ac were the same poster

Not everything is Gods fault though. Who do you think is responsible for the good things in life?

It still feels you have (misplaced) resentment against God

Try a peaceful approach in perspective toward it all

Sorry for the confusion. I'll try to use my name from now on.

Funny that God should tell me all this now that we're sitting on an extinction-level event. F U! Shima. "I got my harem. Die." Ruminate over that one for a while, Christians.

I got my message. First response in over a year give or take.

"Yeah, that is the message. This one arguing over whether God prefers fat people or skinny people or burkas or"... it just trailed on there for a while. I forgot. Chaos is what he wants. Minds burning.

Sorry, I feel weak.

This is a Pandora's box if I ever heard one.

It's a Pandora's Box. It really should be brought before professors and such. I think it's out of the church's hands at this point. I did try to reach some really smart people before bringing this out into the open but they all rejected me outright when God came into the equation.

Just after we learned we are in a simulation. They could forward all throughout history to farm their slaves. And now, at the end, they throw you a hot potato. Evil bunch right there.