Why I dislike Stuart Wilde

Stuart Wilde always promoted being healthy. KK's club...at least some of the KK Club's leaders are heavy drinkers or promote other methods of experiencing "trips".

Be aware if at any KK Club events, they ask you to devulge information, intimate details while the "leaders" do not devulge anything about themselves. This keeps them in control of you at all times. This will keep you in a vulnerable state..especially if you are under the influence of anything. They will "nurture you"..."pet you like a dog" so to speak, and tell you that you can be healed with their help.

We have seen at the events, the leaders get involved with women/men regardless of anyone's current relationships. They believe that it is for the "good" all others. Integrity is not of their highest priority. We've seen one of these women who was recently promoted (J) as a healer. Beware the negative influences that may arise with this person and the others. She intends to control people..men, pretend to be a nurturer but she has her ego that is being fed and more potential money in her pocket. There is always a reason for them not having jobs....you are their sole income.

All of the leaders love power, control, to be the center of all's attention or to be the silent protectors of others.

Be aware if they promote any of these things at the events:

What is Mind Control? (from [link to www.factnet.org]

Mind Control techniques include:

Peer Group Pressure
Suppressing doubt and resistance to new ideas by exploiting the need to belong.

Love Bombing
Creating a sense of family and belonging through hugging, kissing, touching and flattery.

Rejection of Old Values
Accelerating acceptance of new life style by constantly denouncing former values and beliefs.

Confusing Doctrine
Encouraging blind acceptance and rejection of logic through complex lectures on an incomprehensible doctrine.

Metacommunication
Implanting subliminal messages by stressing certain key words or phrases in long, confusing lectures.

Removal of Privacy
Achieving loss of ability to evaluate logically by preventing private contemplation.

Time Sense Deprivation
Destroying ability to evaluate information, personal reactions, and body functions in relation to passage of time by removing all clocks and watches.

Disinhibition
Encouraging child-like obedience by orchestrating child-like behaviour.

Uncompromising Rules
Inducing regression and disorientation by soliciting agreement to seemingly simple rules which regulate mealtimes, bathroom breaks and use of medications.

Sleep Deprivation and Fatigue
Creating disorientation and vulnerability by prolonging mental an physical activity and withholding adequate rest and sleep. (You may see this at the KK club in Colorado to celebrate the coming New Year)

Dress Codes
Removing individuality by demanding conformity to the group dress code. (A lot of the members wore hooded sweatshirts, robes, skarves. Some events they may wear all white.

Chanting and Singing
Eliminating non-cult ideas through prolonged group repetition of mind-narrowing chants or phrases.

Confession
Encouraging the destruction of individual ego through confession of personal weaknesses and innermost feelings of doubt. (The more they know the inner most secrets of a person, the better they can understand how to manipulate you)

Financial Commitment
Achieving increased dependence on the group by 'burning bridges' to the past, through the donation of assets. (The investment to belong to the club and to go to the events was hard for me to justify going sometimes. Event costs do not a lot to that much. They pocket the rest and purchase gold coins for their futures).

Finger Pointing
Creating a false sense of righteousness by pointing to the shortcomings of the outside world and other cults.

Flaunting Hierarch
Promoting acceptance of cult authority by promising advancement, power and salvation. (They may threaten to kick you out if you aren't following their doctrine. This is a way to convince you to belong...but you have to follow their truths).

Isolation
Inducing loss of reality by physical separation from family, friends, society and rational references.

Controlled Approval
Maintaining vulnerability and confusion by alternately rewarding and punishing similar actions.

Change of Diet
Creating disorientation and increased susceptibility to emotional arousal by depriving the nervous system of necessary nutrients through the use of special diets and/or fasting.

Games
Inducing dependence on the group by introducing games with obscure rules.

No Questions
Accomplishing automatic acceptance of beliefs by discouraging questions.

Guilt
Reinforcing the need for 'salvation' by exaggerating the sins of the former lifestyles.

Fear
Maintaining loyalty and obedience to the group by threatening soul, life or limb for the slightest 'negative' thought, word or deed.

Replacement of Relationships
Destroying pre-cult families by arranging cult marriages and 'families'. (All of the leaders have left their own families so I've heard. (K, J, T) and joined with other women in the group to become a "close knit" family.)

This is my post I wrote yesterday on the other 'Why I dislike Stuie thread'. It's much more in-depth and the better of the two.
I've amended a little bit but in essence it is the same comment that I wrote on the other thread.

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This, as Freedom has already pointed out, might be worth renaming Stuie exposed or SW & RC is a fraudulent, misleading spiritual trap.

Like a lot of posters here, I would like to offer my personal experience and, like so many before me, having turned from a previous avid reader of his books to having become increasingly uncomfortable with his dabblings with the dark forces.

I used to love his books!

They made me laugh, and I found them to be truly thought provoking in a 'no nonsense' kind of fashion - shootin' straight from the hip as they say, which I appreciated immensly... To this day I learned a lot from his early books (pre end of the 80s).

I truly refined my perception, my peripheral visions & I learned how to see people's energy fields, and not look at them when I felt their vibe to be unnerving, restless or just 'off'.

He truly made me want to be a 'fringe dweller' and not feel ashamed of it by not 'toeing the line'.

My path was influenced by his writings but he was only one of a lot of people that I 'discovered' on my path to a different (I do not like to use the term 'higher' because it is often abused in an elitist fashion to elevate oneself over others' spiritual progress - or - 'lack' thereof) kind of consciousness, an expansion of my natural sensitive (visionary, lucid dreaming, clair audience, clair sentience & clair voyance) abilities that became refined as I have grown older.

I have always had a very vivid ability to dream but also remember them. I remember dreams from when I was 7 years old, so it's not something I 'picked up' from Stuie.

What he did do though, is allow me to work more efficiently with what I was born with. To this day I take pride in keeping my word, deliver on my promises & not shy away from 'difficult' or becoming self-complacent. And to persevere in spite of obstacles & enormous difficulties - in spite of my best intentions.

This, IMHO, is what has been missing the most here in terms of assessing where he is now & where he started out.

Law of 'Attraction' (which is extremely misleading & very inhumane in the larger scheme of things when one looks at all the children that have been abused by priests & nuns in all religious indoctrinated organisations, including Mother Teresa who was not anywhere near being a 'holy mother' but rather a fake whore for anyone who'd fund her foster care homes out of which the 'orphans' - often only taken in for a shorter period of time when one of the parents would become ill - were then sold to rich Westerners desperate for a child - or the bombed to pieces by nuclear bombs, the offspring in Iraq, Afghanistan, India, being born deformed with open bodies, open heads & absolutely horrific deformities as a result of the depleted uranium in the ME or Bhopal in India) teaches a lot about 'intention' - or the agenda behind the 'agenda'.

In ayahuasca, it is very much a similar process whereby one has to surrender the ego and go into a journey with the right intention - i.e., healing, a better understanding of self & one's place in the world, resolving of traumas or physical conditions and a willingenss to completely let go.

What & how this healing then takes place is another matter all together & too complicated to go into depth here, suffice to say that those who do not know about the indigenous tradition of the Amazonian indigenous tribes's application of ayahuasca for some over 10,000 years as a tool for healing physical, emotional & spiritual problems as well as for seeing into the future or hunting animals basically go into the ayahuasca experience completely unprepared.

Even more so if someone as screwed as SW comes in with their own agenda all over the ayahuasca process.

I became increasingly perturbed by SW's dark visions & his ramblings about 'Tall Guys & Girls' fighting on the 'right side' for "us" in the etheric on his various websites (I was on the A-list, too).

Still, I had a lot of appreciation for him & it's in Brazil where I was to see who he had become....

Ralph Miller, the then owner & organiser of Heart of the Initiate (or, as one no nonsense assistant used to refer to it "Heart in the Sh*t") was introduced to ayahuasca through Stuie - who was introduced to aya in OZ, not the Amazon, which is peculiar to say the least.

What is really interesting is that I spoke to someone just this past weekend who knows someone who was with SW on his very first aya journey.

Ayahuasca brings out your unresolved issues but a bad ayahuasca 'facilitator' such as SW can truly screw matters badly for the individual, especially if there is mind control BS & psychic warfare going on. If the shaman isn't doing his part in steering the energies & protecting the attendees within a very specific realm of keeping the dark forces at bay by ensuring the necessary purification & protection for the duration of the whole journey, things go ugly very quickly...

And, when money comes into play it ups the ante by a 1000 fold. Money destroys the energy of healing from a non-egotistcal to a self-righteous platform. The indigenous shamans never charged for the healing of the patient. And the patient wouldn't even have to drink the brew in order for the healing to be performed.

Anyway, this person told me that when SW went on his first aya journey he kept screaming practically all night that he was a fraud, a rip-off merchant & a real piece of s***. He had to be babysat throughout the whole night.

He wouldn't keep quiet which is very, very disturbing when one goes through one's own process because one's auditory, and overall sensatory faculties are extremely heightened to the point where a whisper sounds as if they were talking at a normal voice level...

So, in essence SW knew that he'd lost it a long time ago. (I didn't at the time - I just was interested in ayahuasca precisely because Stuie talked about it in a kind of awe-inspiring fashion. It was also reading his website that then lead me to HOTI - Heart of the Initiate).

Long story short, after two years of reading about ayahuasca, I went to HOTI's retreat in Brazil which was quite daunting & extremely challenging. Ayahuasca is not for the faint of heart but if you do it with the wrong intention it can truly destroy any experiences that could be considered 'worthwhile'....

Also, people get addicted to it psychologically more so than physically... That's the danger when you do not know where to draw the line. Stuie's gone over it big time...

So, there I am in Brazil & I'm having never before unbelievable experiences... It has to be said that with the right guidance and a spiritually clean shaman, it can be extremely helpful & beneficial if you don't keep drinking the brew over an extended period of time as a means to get a 'kick' or "escape reality" (which is why a lot of westerners with strange ideas & unacknowledged needs, wants & desires get kicked royally in the ass).

Again, intention makes all the difference....!

If you come from ego you ain't going to have a pleasant experience. Aya can be extremely harsh & truly hellish...

That said, I found out during my first retreat that Stuie, "the man!" was going to conduct a retreat at HOTI in Brazil (September 2005). And I thought: "I have got to come back here! I want to meet him in person."

I'm not a groupie kind of woman but I did want to take advantage of that opportunity & anyway, it just fitted with my own healing path I was on at the time.

Back I went to Brazil in Sept. 2005. It was expensive but I wanted to be there - so I cranked up the moolah & just went.

Well, first thing Stuie didn't even talk to some people - as if they were not 'there'.

He does like to hold 'court' as I call it, "gathering" people around him in a guru-like fashion, with him taking centre stage. He can be very funny & entertaining to listen to, which wasn't to ooften during that particular retreat.

Nothing wrong with that - who doesn't like a bit of "adulation" every once in a while?

Thing is, he was quite derogatory towards the Colombian shaman as well as some attendees (like myself). There would be 'talks' before going into a journey.

Next afternoon, was the first introductory talk held by Stuie as well as Kajuyali, the Colombian shaman. Stuie had this young thing in tow (a blonde called 'Perky', if I remember correctly).

As we walk up to where the talk is to be held, Stuie suddenly addresses me & goes, rather rudely & completely out of the blue:

"You should take that three year old that you were & embrace it & love it, then you won't talk so much!"

It really pissed me off. Not because he wasn't right, but in the way & manner he'd said it - tactless, in an extremely patronising & arrogant fashion. He basically just took license with anyone & dished it out at them, exposing & putting people's vulnerabilites as a means to denigrate, humiliate & make them feel like sh*t for everyone to 'see'.

(And, just for the record, he pissed a lot of people off during that retreat. I was there for the two weeks.)

So, I'm really annoyed with his 'approach'.

I don't kiss nobody's derrière, including SW's. Like I said, I wasn't a groupie - never before & especially not since!

The first aya journey comes around & although each individual goes through a different process depending on where they find themselves spiritually, emotionally, physically and mentally, ayahuasca reinforces what you are naturally - if say, you're very intellectual your mind might disintegrate (which is why it is imperative to integrate the experience into your daily life which can take 6 months, a year or even longer) and introduce body work to ground you & keep you on even keel.

Scientists have used ayahuasca to find solutions to their work, artists or musicians have created better music, or the paintings have become incredible (Alex Grey is a great example of this). Healers find better ways to work with energy.

One has to follow a very specific diet prior to going into the aya process. It's important to note here that it's off alcohol, salty, fatty, spicy, processed, acidic foods or sugar, for at least 3 days to a week prior to the first experience. No sex either. Not even masturbation.

As I have mentioned above, my natural abilities have been my sensitivity, my ability to have visions in my dreams without any need to take psychedelics or entheogens. Information has come to me during my sleep state as well, so even that is nothing I 'learned' from Stuie.

For me, aya was like having high speed internet access to the universe - a lot of information & coming in at an incredibly high speed - difficult to be sure...and quite 'universal' rather then merely personal. I would also receive information on people attending, during my own process.

This is important within the context of what now follows.

At one point Stuie was standing beside me. And as I looked at him ayahuasca was telling me very clearly (including giving me instructions): "Stuie's gut is his own unprocessed shit he's shlepping around for ages. He's full of it & he doesn't know anything. And you can tell him tomorrow. The dark forces have him by the balls. You have to have an absolutely enormous ego to think you can take on the dark forces & come out 'winning'. He's f*cked & he knows it. It's over (for him)."

That message was very clear & unmistakable - I was able to just pull it up from memory after some over 5 years.

What a lot of people have missed so far, in addition to overlooking the 'intention' part, is that in shamanism there is definitely a side to it that can be referred to strictly as 'black magic' (brujeria). In the Amazon there's a real "brujeria war" going on between different $ham-an$.

Pablo Amaringo was a very respected & extremely well-trained generational ayahuasquero who stopped working as a shaman precisely because he would've been forced to kill a woman shaman who was after him. Often it is jealousy or wanting someone else's wife or wanting to take revenge that makes ayahuasca brujeria very risky ground for those who cannot discern one from the other - especially if they attend an ayahuasca workshop with the wrong kind of intention, idea or expectation.

Brujeria (black magic) is extremely serious & very, very dangerous in the etheric & astral realms Stuie has been 'playing around with', strictly overestimating his own abilities & having gotten sucked into the dark vortex that his nightmare has become.

As some have stated here, it's the fact that he takes those who don't know any better with him that makes him a 'no-go'. Period.

So, back to my aya message for Stuie.

The following day we had a sharing circle & we each could recount our experiences into the mike in front of the rest of the group of some 30+ people.

My turn comes & I say loud & clearly to Stuie, looking him straight in the eye without blinking:

"Ayahuasca told me that you don't know anything & you're full of sh*t".

You could've heard a needle drop.

Mind you, he never ever pestered me after that again.

Thing is, that the realm he's been hanging out in has truly got him by the throat so that's why his whole writings have become so dark.

His self-destructive 'habits' are his inability to deal with something he can no longer control & in spite of it all, he's truly f*cked but he still tries to bank on people's gullibility & their fear & need of him 'granting' his approval.

He's become a victim of his own overblown ego but he's not going to come out of it in one piece. He's disintegrating as anyone who does too much of any entheogens, psilocybin or any other substances without the proper approach, reverence & respect to put into the right context & not just use it for 'leisure' & high kicks.

I personally know the person who worked with him in Amsterdam & that guy has sold out to his ego as well. Big time. The same rude, condescending & nasty 'put-downs' from that guy as from SW. The whole new age messiah 'circuit' is full of frauds, fakes, wanna-be "spiritual masters" who aren't masters over themselves by a long shot because they need the feeling of not being 'present' to be able to not have to face their own demons in the present & without any substances. I know what guy sells E.

It's extremely unfortunate that the truly healing powers of 'the medicine', La Madre or the Vine of the Soul (as ayahuasca is referred to in the Amazon) has become so corrupted by plastic shamans, fraudulent 'facilitators' of Stuie's extremely dubious & ill-begotten "stature".

What was going on during that particular retreat freaked me out - at one point there was one of the participants who attacked somebody physically - it was really, really nasty & the helpers had to pull that person off the victim.

There was seriously nasty energetic stuff going on - screaming, shrieking - downright demonic. Sometime during that journey I just moved away from the whole group & sat on my own as far away from the 'grounds' as possible. All I knew then was that I was never going to return to HOTI ever again, that it was my last time there.

What happened in November 2005 (the hold-up that was orchestrated with the help of the owner) never surprised or shocked me.... It was just a confirmation of what I'd observed going on during the September retreat. The writing had been on the wall all along.

People treated the locals as if they were foot matts, being extremely rude, vulgar, obnoxious & loud, throwing around their money (so American, alas) showing off & just being there for the completely wrong reasons. It was all harrowing to watch that crowd.

I've done other ceremonies & I've had some truly deeply powerful healings, including being freed from physical conditions that doctors were not able to heal.

That Stuie has damaged so many people with his f*cked up approach to something that is considered sacred by the indigenous tribes is just horribly sad & it just shows what a man who was once an inspiration has become after he got involved with dark forces, thinking he could outwit them.

And, that, basically, was his downfall.

They still control him because once you've got into the deep end, there's no getting out of it - unless you are forced to - via your physical death. But even there, there is not necessarily 'retribution' or 'liberation' from the grip.

I wanted to offer this here because all the posts have not been able to come to why he turned so dark in such a stark & absolutely unexplicable fashion & now is feeding into the New World Religion programming that has been dismissed here, to a great extent as well, because part of Agenda 21 is to programme the masses for a '2nd coming of Christ' - which will be nothing but a fake holographic projection of each spiritual "faith's" guru, Master or Messiah.

It ties right into his 'worshipping' Mother "Gaia".

This link shines a completely different light on the whole 'Gaia' & "End of Days" doom & gloom that has 'coloured' so many of SW's writings of late...

The Green Agenda
[link to green-agenda.com]

This short clip gives a completely different view on what Gaia worship is really about - the real agenda behind the 'official' agenda. Agenda 21 really is aboutconcerted & deliberate destruction of the environment & it is not 'accidental'. SW has become a tool for the dark forces (Illuminati) in more ways than one.

There are no 'accidents' in politics, religion or mass mind control programming. The competition amongst the new age 'authors' (self-promoters) is ferocious, so the battles that SW has had are just part of the whole charade that is driving the new age scammers & profiteurs.

Agenda 21 & The Club of Rome


I feel that Stuie has lost his way & he knows the game but f*cked up bad. And he'll not truly come out of it without losing even more of who he used to be. He's a shadow of his former self but he wanted it this way, so, as the Law of Resonance (which is truly a much more accurate definition, IMHO) would vibrate at the level he is at, it's not good to be in his vicinity.

Unless you're on the same self-destructive ego trip that he is on.

Money doesn't even come into the equation here because it's really about psychic vampirism & feeding off other people's energy to keep oneself alive. Money is just the emans by which the gullible are drawn into to feel 'special' by being 'granted' access to his Redeemers Club.

It can truly screw up the ones exposed to this & if they are not careful or don't know anything about it, it's devastating & ultimately very, very destructive & evil.

A lot of the new age shysters are 'in it' for themselves, including Deepak Chopra & others. David dIcke is as f*cked & fake as SW. Icke doesn't have a spiritual fibre in his entire body.

Different 'mask', same BS.

They're all working towards deluding, confusing & screwing with people's heads & their spiritual desperation for 'salvation' that will never come in the way they expect or hope for.

Like SW said himself: Be your own guru & have a 'take no prisoners' approach. Question everything & hold it up to the light of truth & real (authentic, selfless) intention.

I learned from him but he didn't like his own medicine being 'granted' to him when the moment came.

Nothing ventured, nothing gained.

I did both.

This post I'm about to write is long overdue and it is going to expose the evil lies, manipulation and brainwashing Stuart, KK and Tom fabricate to feed off of people financially, sexually and energetically.

Thank you to all the other people that have actually been at their workshops and seen the damage to share their experiences here. I hope that others will break free through reading those posts as well!

It has been a couple of years now that I left the group behind, but I still held on to some of their lies inside me, as I was to embarrassed and confused to share those experiences with others. What I didn't know was that keeping it inside would bind me to their group. But not anymore, they are exposed now, those weak, evil liars!

I attended several 'workshops' in Ecuador and I am going to write about what happened there, how they tried manipulating me away from my true self and my love.

What they did the whole time on those workshops is knocking down people's self-esteem so people get unstable in themselves and look for help from the outside. They tell people how dark they are and that Stuart, KK and the other vampires can see you better than you do and this way, voila, they have control over people. Again, they knock down people's confidence, tell them that there is a great darkness about them only they can see and only they know what you have to do to get out of it and this way they created themselves a supply line of needy paying customers to feed off financially and sexually.

Also, they constantly disapprove of people openly, so those people become even more needy and try to make it back into the gang's books.

After a while of me attending those 'workshops', I was led into the 'special group', the inner circle of Stuart and KK. Of course, I am young and female, and that's what they do with all half-way decent looking women on their 'workshops'.

There, I was taught 'special healing techniques'-bullshit, which I thought to be real, as I trusted those master manipulators and their teachings completely. It just included waving your hands about one of these idiots but it was a nice excuse for them to just hang out with a bunch of women (appointed "healers"), they would probably never get any other way.

At a certain time KK asked me for a 'private healing' in front of the fire when everyone else was gone. Tom made sure my loved one is away from me and not at the hacienda. A ploy to get this little pathetic idiot KK a chance to hit on me.

After a while in front of the fire KK started talking about how there is sacred Om and Ka energy happening right now during this 'healing'. I was really dumb, naive and brainwashed, I mean he is talking about some stuff Stuart wrote in his Redeemer's Club lessons years ago, which was his version of the yin/yang, female/male universe stuff.
So I go like "Huh? what do you mean?"
And he repeats the same thing.
I tell him that I have no clue what that means and what he is talking about.
So he goes on saying, that he is having a boner from the 'sacred healing' because this is ancient sacred energy.

I was dumbfound and embarrassed and didn't know what to say to this so I just said "I'm sorry", as I had no clue what that meant, as I said, I was really brainwashed and believed all their stupid lies they spoon-fed everyone over the years.

He was trying to use his position as the supposed "teacher" and their stupid made up "teachings" to fuck me! I was too stupid and brainwashed to see it, and I felt embarrassed about it. Of course he dodged immediately when I refused to acknowledge his failed sexual attempt.

It's so disgusting and pathetic! They tell women all these lies how everything is 'oh so sacred' - just to abuse them sexually and emotionally! Losers! I don't want to know how many women he and Stuart fucked with this bullshit!

The second incident happened on another gig a couple months later.

Again, it was a moment where I was sitting alone by the fire when he came in from one of his 'healing sessions'. I was trying to cleanse myself because I could feel how the darkness of the group with all their secrets and their lies and brainwashing was polluting me.

So he turned to me and asked me, if he can kiss me (again, knowing that my loved one is with me in town!) I became scared and shaky (that's what always happens when you are in the presence of evil!) and I said "no".
So he immediately turned away and said that he meant on my forehead, he just wanted to kiss me on my forehead as there was a 'dark spot'!

I turned to the fire too and he said he would never hit on me. Then he left. I couldn't believe what happened I was startled to what just had happened. I was feeling utterly confused.

It's sexual abuse! The whole time he was abusing his role as a 'teacher' just to get with me and probably all the other 'magical healers' as well.

It's a crime against innocence! To mess around with your students trust in you as a teacher is probably the biggest spiritual crime you can commit! This is not 'just' non-integrous, it's spiritual rape, it's pure evil!

I was so embarrassed and confused by those incidents and of course I doubted them too, as this is what they do the whole time. They create doubt in people so people don't wake up and see all the lies, all the confusion and all the evil.

Like many others said here, they try to separate people and get with their women. They hate to see love because this is something they will never have! So they try to ridicule it and destroy it. Losers!

And Tom is not innocent, he is one of them, he knows exactly what Stuart an KK are doing and he helps them act out their their evil deeds. Both incidents must have been planned out, because it was at both times that Tom made sure that my loved one was far away from me. What a coincidence!

That is Tom's role in the whole game. He helps them to separate couples, whispering in the man's ear and rationalizing everything away, pretending it's all normal and everybody is on their own journey. He is so great at turning lies around to justify evil and make things look right, but you are always left with a feeling of confusion, the pieces just don't fit together in your mind. This is how abuse victims feel, confused! Because someone you trusted feeds you falsity and tells you up is down and down is up. Biggest crime ever!

None of those guys knows what love is and they will never know because they are in a hell of their own making!

From the start they tried to tell me that I am in hell too and that I am so dark and evil, but those were all lies! I know who I am again and I won't allow anyone again to project their evil onto me and try to suck me down into their personal hell!

Everything they teach is false and will lead you into hell, because this is where they are at! Everything they do is to collect people they can feed off financially, energetically and sexually, because they just don't know how to get laid without it!

You are such pathetic, little, lying losers!

You are exposed, suckers!

The main mind-fuck is this: You hang out with satanic people that have sinister hidden agendas and drink ayahuasca with them and what will happen is that you will see hell and demons all around you. What they tell you afterwards is that it is your hell and that you are surrounded by your own darkness. Bullshit!

What you see is their hell, because they carry it with them wherever they are! And to take an old dark drug like ayahuasca does the rest. It is non-integrous to take drugs in the first place, it's cheating and you sell out. I learned that the hard way.

From the beginning, after my first aya trip they told me and put in my mind how dark and evil I am, demonizing me openly in front of people, trying to make me feel not enough. That's exactly what they do to people. This is how they get to exercise control over people.

They knock people off their feet by putting them down. This way they have people eating out of their hands later, believing them all of the dark lies they fabricate. As naturally the person wants to get out of this hell they say he/she is in and as only they can see it, the person thinks they must be the ones knowing the way out. You then willingly believe what they tell you and try to follow whatever they say (this way they feed off of people emotionally and energetically); you end up trying to go to their gigs and buy their products in order to get better (this way they feed off of you financially); or people (females) might end up falling for their covert sexual attempts in order to get better (they feed off of you sexually).

They mind-fuck with people, to make them scared, confused and easy to manipulate.

Tom, who I considered to be 'a friend', told me during one aya trip how lost and demonic I was and that it is not sure if I would ever come out of hell. This mind virus took me the longest to get rid of and ensured, that I over-looked and misinterpreted any behavior of Stuart, Kris or Tom which was totally inappropriate, manipulative and ill-willed.

For example:

On my first 'workshop' on aya, we were sitting outside in a group with Stuart, my loved one sitting a couple of feet(!) away from us. All of a sudden Stuart says that me and him should exchange email addresses in case it doesn't work out with me and my loved one!! Are you fucking kidding me?!

I was still on aya and didn't get it, it just didn't make any sense. Even the next day when I told my loved one about it, we were rationalizing it away, as we just couldn't hack it. It couldn't be true! Stuart Wilde, the 'spiritual teacher' that we trusted, that had written all those books that sounded so great and who was talking so smoothly couldn't possibly be hitting blatantly on one of his students in front of everybody while her loved one is sitting right next to it!! Our minds just couldn't hack it, we couldn't/didn't want to believe that he could be that low and without integrity! What a pathetic, sad, old man!

Back then I thought it must have been some kind of test, maybe to allude to my feeling of specialness or something, something I couldn't see, but he could, as I trusted him and thought he is so above me and sees and knows things. Bullshit!

It's clear now that he just wants to f**k his young female students and doesn't give a f**k about anything or anyone else! This guy is 40 years older than me! To not give a f**k about the trust that his students have in him is just one of his many spiritual crimes.

The next incident was on aya as well. I was sitting next to Stuart and another young woman that was attending the workshop. After a while he was telling us how he can make women have about 1000 orgasms an hour. Are you kidding me?! He is telling his gullible stoned students, who trust him to help them and show them the way out what a stud he is?!? This is pathetic! Every workshop he has a different young woman in is arm and whispers in her ear!

The young woman that Stuart was telling how many orgasms he can make woman have ended up having a short 'affair' with him. On the next gig a couple of months later he wouldn't even look at her no more and was just telling everyone how dark she has become. He just threw her away like a used tissue. I don't need to mention what pain and damage this created in her.

And the 'oh so sacred pulse' he is talking about so much. The first night I met Stuart he was asking me quietly and secretive if I have 'the pulse' already. And in case I don't, I wouldn't have to worry, he is gonna show me/help me how to do it! To activate it he would have to press a certain point on the upper inside of the woman's thigh! That's just so pathetic! In order to touch women, he tells this bullshit about 'the pulse' which helps to 'kill demons in the aluna'. Yeah, right! Bullshit! Again, he was trying to misuse his position to deceptively and covertly get with one of his female students!

At another night he would start bragging to me about how he is like a god in those other dimensions. How pathetic. This is such crap! Just more manipulations about what a great catch he is!

The same night he was saying that he is smothered by ghouls, that they are everywhere on his body, especially on his private parts.

That night he told me too how my energy would be so pure and how he is 'longing' for this energy when he is down in hell. I felt like this big dark evil wants to grab me and suck me down into hell. I realize now that he exposed himself that night as the etheric vampire that he is!

This is how they work. They set it up slowly and put one mind-virus into the mind of the person they want to feed off after the other. It's all calculated, and bit by bit. One lie after the other to get you were they want you.

At first it's: 'here is the pulse'
Then it's: 'female orgasms kill demons in the aluna'
Then it's: 'I'm surrounded by ghouls – especially on my privates'
Then it's: 'Your energy is so pure'
Then it's: 'You should become a healer'
Then it's: 'It's sacred Om and Ka energies'

What comes next is obvious: 'We should have sex to heal you/me/kill demons'-Bullshit!
Or more 'subtle' like Kris Khrepcik 'It's sacred Om and Ka energies, it's giving me a boner'

At the same time they are making sure that your loved one is physically separated from you (not invited to special gigs, openly demonized and framed as jealous or 'going dark').

My fault was that I gave all my power away to them and stopped relying on my own perception. This is what messed me up and allowed their sexual, emotional and spiritual abuse to happen! I was a dumb, brainwashed drone, I admit that. I believed their lies about myself and the world. But that was in the past!

Do not trust those people, do not go to their gigs, do not buy their products - they are going to use and abuse you on many levels, most of which are hidden from you!

They are etheric energy vampires! The only mischievous joy they have is to pull others down into hell with them. That's why they are the deceptive master manipulators that they are! They are trying to capture souls!

This is why they try to separate couples or individual from their families. People are so much more vulnerable and easier to control and manipulate when they are away from their loved ones and from their circle of trust! It is way easier to infiltrate the mind of an individual than of a couple or family!

They talk about kindness and love and goodness, but they only use these words to lure in good-hearted people and spiritual seekers who have good energy. They use them for food. In truth they are the complete opposite of what they project to be. The minds of the ones who got sucked in by nice sounding words just cannot hack the difference between what those people pretend to be and what they actually are.

They are the wolf in sheep's clothing.

"Say the same thing about frito lay leading people into financial hell. seriously, bugs me.

The dudes you speak of will lead you into hell, maybe....
to see what you are. how is that so bad?

I feel your experience was a hallucination of your own glory and importance. These dudes KK, SW and TL only care to bring you peace. you were in your own darkness (in your case paranoia) and did not see the value of being on your own, you trapped yourself into needing your partner, so felt fear without him. Look at your perception of people first.... then look at them. Anyone only got a boner because you shot out sexual vibes. Maybe you haven't learned that lesson yet?

I bet he was kissing away some evil in your mind. kissing isn't always sexual." quote end


Nice try, idiot..+

Inflamatory...rude.

What a pathetic attempt to cover up your tracks Krepcik, or whoever of his brainwashed followers you are.

I am a student of KK and SW.

You guys are really not that bright, aren't you. You are exposed, don't you fuckin' get it?

You "trying" to keep up the reversal of truth is cute.

Trying to rationalize that its okay to hit on chicks who naively trust in you as their "teacher", trying to fuck them by using your made up bullshit spiritual concepts as a deception and when it's not working blaming it on the one who got abused?

Thanks for displaying so beautifully how this group operates so everyone here can learn.

Let's have a closer look at this and dissect this little piece of shit:

"I feel your experience was a hallucination of your own glory and importance."

- This is their favorite move to control their drones. If someone exposes them for the crimes they are committing they get framed as "in the ego", "going dark", "a goner", hallucinating what had happened.

The thing is that they only can do this as long as you are under their influence and still believe the great lie namely that "they know more about you than you do".

When they got you there, they can do anything and always get away with it. They frame it in such a way, that it was "for your own good" or that it was "your fault".

Look at the ridiculousness:

A supposed spiritual teacher is telling his young attractive student that he gets a boner when they are alone, intermingling bs spiritual concepts about male/female energies to get in her pants and when his pathetic attempt does not get reciprocated he frames her as "the one who is to blame", because she was supposedly shooting out "sexual vibes" (they love to refer to something unseen so nobody can contradict them).

This is how they work.
They always reverse the Truth to get away with what they are doing.

Look at Stuart, he fucked Udita, who was married at the time, while Tom took her husband on a trip, pretending that they were friends so Stuart had free range.

Her and her husband were both Stuarts students in the RC. When this shit came out in the Redeemers Club he canceled the club, because he was exposed for the non-integrous predator that he is and he had to cover up his tracks.
He sent out emails, demonizing Udita and Jorris, telling people they were demonically possessed and that no one should talk to them, because they would get infected by them and possessed too. The big "lime green" scam.

That's their little tactic, damage control, confusing the shit out of people by making up lies. Making the ones wrong who wake up, get out of this cult and have the power to expose their evil.

To cover up more he transferred his business secretly to this idiot Khris, so he can still earn money without being in the spotlight.

Everything got covered up. Now the creep and Stuart split up, Stuart doesn't get his huge percentage of the hooded sage any longer, he needs more money, starts a new Redeemers Club under different name and can go on like before.

Everyone has forgotten what happened already.

But I digress, back to your little pathetic post:

"These dudes KK, SW and TL only care to bring you peace."

They abuse people, mate. Wake the fuck up, your stick is so high up in your ass it is not even funny.

They teach a "fake spiritual path". It is a spiritual trap, which will take you several lifetimes to get out of when you don't get it in this one. Next one you just wonder why you are so fucked up.
They are vampires who feed of their naive followers on all levels. The abused girls have to live with this, so shut the fuck up you idiot.

It really fucks people up good when you get fucked by your teacher under the pretense that it is all about energy or for your higher good.

"you were in your own darkness (in your case paranoia) and did not see the value of being on your own, you trapped yourself into needing your partner, so felt fear without him."

Dude, listen to yourself you brainwashed fuck. Stop psycho-babbling and projecting lies. There are people out there, believe it or not, who are a little more advanced than being trapped in a bubble of neediness for their partner. Stop projecting your own issues onto others.

Again false assumptions and lies are used to rationalize evil and make it look right. They rationalize that everything is for your own good while they separate people and fuck with you on all levels.

This is the core-deception this cult uses to feed of people. Thanks for showing us, mate! I start liking you, you are my little guinea pig for exposing you and the rest of these fuckers.

"Anyone only got a boner because you shot out sexual vibes."

Now it gets even more disgusting and twisted. I think this one stands for itself, it's obvious for any intelligent person.

"Maybe you haven't learned that lesson yet?"

Here is another beautiful example of how they operate by condescending and trying to position themselves above you. See how this is an insincere question. He doesn't want to know the answer, he poses the question which is only used by him to put himself above you.

This is what they always do, being condescending and by doing this they are trying to imply that they know better/are better.

Tom is a great at this, they all are. But in truth they really don't know shit spiritually, they just fake it. The funny thing is, when you realize that it is just a pretense. In truth they are not more spiritually sophisticated than a piece of bread.

They are really really low. Below integrity, fully identified with the ego etc., full of lies and hidden agendas. They teach false spiritual concepts, which are cloaked in goodness to manipulate the good-hearted into following.

As I said, it is a fake spiritual path promoted by etheric vampires to feed off of people and lead them astray.


"I bet he was kissing away some evil in your mind. kissing isn't always sexual."

Again, the use of "unseen concepts" to rationalize abuse. When you can't see it, they can tell you everything to fuck you and fuck with you.




You shot yourself in the foot my friend.

I love it when you little drones come out of the woodwork and try to use the same tactics you always used so I can openly expose and humiliate you. You serve a great purpose of showing everyone who you truly are.

Thanks. :)

Now Shut the fuck up and crawl back into your little hole where you came from, will you.

"Say the same thing about frito lay leading people into financial hell. seriously, bugs me.

The dudes you speak of will lead you into hell, maybe....
to see what you are. how is that so bad?

I feel your experience was a hallucination of your own glory and importance. These dudes KK, SW and TL only care to bring you peace. you were in your own darkness (in your case paranoia) and did not see the value of being on your own, you trapped yourself into needing your partner, so felt fear without him. Look at your perception of people first.... then look at them. Anyone only got a boner because you shot out sexual vibes. Maybe you haven't learned that lesson yet?

I bet he was kissing away some evil in your mind. kissing isn't always sexual." quote end


Nice try, idiot.

What a pathetic attempt to cover up your tracks Krepcik, or whoever of his brainwashed followers you are.

You guys are really not that bright, aren't you. You are exposed, don't you fuckin' get it?

You "trying" to keep up the reversal of truth is cute.

Trying to rationalize that its okay to hit on chicks who naively trust in you as their "teacher", trying to fuck them by using your made up bullshit spiritual concepts as a deception and when it's not working blaming it on the one who got abused?

Thanks for displaying so beautifully how this group operates so everyone here can learn.

Let's have a closer look at this and dissect this little piece of shit:

"I feel your experience was a hallucination of your own glory and importance."

- This is their favorite move to control their drones. If someone exposes them for the crimes they are committing they get framed as "in the ego", "going dark", "a goner", hallucinating what had happened.

The thing is that they only can do this as long as you are under their influence and still believe the great lie namely that "they know more about you than you do".

When they got you there, they can do anything and always get away with it. They frame it in such a way, that it was "for your own good" or that it was "your fault".

Look at the ridiculousness:

A supposed spiritual teacher is telling his young attractive student that he gets a boner when they are alone, intermingling bs spiritual concepts about male/female energies to get in her pants and when his pathetic attempt does not get reciprocated he frames her as "the one who is to blame", because she was supposedly shooting out "sexual vibes" (they love to refer to something unseen so nobody can contradict them).

This is how they work.
They always reverse the Truth to get away with what they are doing.

Look at Stuart, he fucked Udita, who was married at the time, while Tom took her husband on a trip, pretending that they were friends so Stuart had free range.

Her and her husband were both Stuarts students in the RC. When this shit came out in the Redeemers Club he canceled the club, because he was exposed for the non-integrous predator that he is and he had to cover up his tracks.
He sent out emails, demonizing Udita and Jorris, telling people they were demonically possessed and that no one should talk to them, because they would get infected by them and possessed too. The big "lime green" scam.

That's their little tactic, damage control, confusing the shit out of people by making up lies. Making the ones wrong who wake up, get out of this cult and have the power to expose their evil.

To cover up more he transferred his business secretly to this idiot Khris, so he can still earn money without being in the spotlight.

Everything got covered up. Now the creep and Stuart split up, Stuart doesn't get his huge percentage of the hooded sage any longer, he needs more money, starts a new Redeemers Club under different name and can go on like before.

Everyone has forgotten what happened already.

But I digress, back to your little pathetic post:

"These dudes KK, SW and TL only care to bring you peace."

They abuse people, mate. Wake the fuck up, your stick is so high up in your ass it is not even funny.

They teach a "fake spiritual path". It is a spiritual trap, which will take you several lifetimes to get out of when you don't get it in this one. Next one you just wonder why you are so fucked up.
They are vampires who feed of their naive followers on all levels. The abused girls have to live with this, so shut the fuck up you idiot.

It really fucks people up good when you get fucked by your teacher under the pretense that it is all about energy or for your higher good.

"you were in your own darkness (in your case paranoia) and did not see the value of being on your own, you trapped yourself into needing your partner, so felt fear without him."

Dude, listen to yourself you brainwashed fuck. Stop psycho-babbling and projecting lies. There are people out there, believe it or not, who are a little more advanced than being trapped in a bubble of neediness for their partner. Stop projecting your own issues onto others.

Again false assumptions and lies are used to rationalize evil and make it look right. They rationalize that everything is for your own good while they separate people and fuck with you on all levels.

This is the core-deception this cult uses to feed of people. Thanks for showing us, mate! I start liking you, you are my little guinea pig for exposing you and the rest of these fuckers."Anyone only got a boner because you shot out sexual vibes."

Guinea Pigs- will tell them what you said; Jeez.
Aint gonna bode well.

Now it gets even more disgusting and twisted. I think this one stands for itself, it's obvious for any intelligent person.

"Maybe you haven't learned that lesson yet?"

Here is another beautiful example of how they operate by condescending and trying to position themselves above you. See how this is an insincere question. He doesn't want to know the answer, he poses the question which is only used by him to put himself above you.

This is what they always do, being condescending and by doing this they are trying to imply that they know better/are better.

Tom is a great at this, they all are. But in truth they really don't know shit spiritually, they just fake it. The funny thing is, when you realize that it is just a pretense. In truth they are not more spiritually sophisticated than a piece of bread.

They are really really low. Below integrity, fully identified with the ego etc., full of lies and hidden agendas. They teach false spiritual concepts, which are cloaked in goodness to manipulate the good-hearted into following.

As I said, it is a fake spiritual path promoted by etheric vampires to feed off of people and lead them astray.


"I bet he was kissing away some evil in your mind. kissing isn't always sexual."

Again, the use of "unseen concepts" to rationalize abuse. When you can't see it, they can tell you everything to fuck you and fuck with you.




You shot yourself in the foot my friend.

I love it when you little drones come out of the woodwork and try to use the same tactics you always used so I can openly expose and humiliate you. You serve a great purpose of showing everyone who you truly are.

Thanks. :)

Now Shut the fuck up and crawl back into your little hole where you came from, will you.

I am sad to read all these tales about SW & Co.

I've really enjoyed reading his books and have learned a lot from them. I used to think I would like to meet him but now think I will just stick with what I have gained from the books.

No need to market Stuart Wilde on this site, we will also counter market him

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Hare Krishna is a Cult no wonder you a Wilde sucker.

Stuart hasn't spoken with Johann and Birgitta of heavy light in 5 years since he dumped them for stealing.

He hasn't worked or appeared for 3 1/2 years, so the idea he's gouging people for money is silly. He does hands on healing in the street, they are free and he does not accept donations.

Hopefully GLP won't censor this post, but it has been announced that Spew Vile has indeed died of a heart attack last week.

All his talk of karmic retribution and gaia's revenge on the evil in the world has actually applied to him. Maybe in his last moments, he realised that all his dark visions actually applied to himself rather than the others he always tried to blame for any evil in the world.

His excesses in food, drink and drugs finally came home to roost.

Now wait for the mad scramble to take over the cult, by the acolytes. Fake Major Tom has fired the first shot, by announcing the Vile death on his druggy website thehiddendoorway. No noise yet from the Kreep or others.

Also, we'll start to see the veneration of St Spew over on the thralls' facebook group, with so many already wailing over how sad they are, and how much they love Vile. None of them see that all Vile's dark rants were nothing more than the blackness of his own soul.

And the famed visionaries that claim to have all this information from the Celestial beings, not one of them including Vile himself predicted the Dark One's death. How useful are they?

No doubt the thralls will also start to post about all the feelings and visions they had last week which they knew was Vile passing, but again not one of them posted anything at the time. Now is the time to wake up and get out of the crap that you allowed Vile to put you in. Take control of your own life and stop looking for others to blame for the shit state you find yourself in.

Not surprisingly, Lishman also included a paypal link to accept donations for a supposed foundation for Vile. Be very careful with your money as it will just line Lishman's pockets.

The Silent Watcher.

PS. My prediction that he would soon die from an attack from a vicious pack of Bichon Friese has come true. I just didn't see clearly at the time that the Bichon Friese attack was an allegory for a heart attack. I see that clearly now. All hail The Silent Watcher, supreme visionary.