Is there a reason that I can't find god.

"Is there a reason that I can't find god. "

it's right there, every time you take a dump.

YES GLP IT'S A GOD TOPIC AND MAYBE DEPRESSIVE TOO

I use to believe in God, I once believed there existed a place of permanent peace and happyness where all the loved ones I lost ones I have yet to lose (unless ofcourse I'm next in line to die) but something happened to me while I was young which killed my faith. I just was able to see a wholer picture and I saw how much sadness there was on Gods green earth. I saw the suffering, the hate, the blood, and the pain shared by humanity. I would ask God, and would ask Jesus for answers but not once in my entire life have never I felt either power answer back.

Now I am older and I have a more complete understanding, and I still suffer terrible depression, extreme anxiety which comes from no where. If Jesus is there I much desire his love, but it has never reached me even when I really put my "soul" into seeking some kind of divine guidance. If God and Jesus is real I feel terrible for every awful thought and curse I have put to his name, terrible... But why can't I have a true religious experiance, why did God create me in a way where it would be so difficult to accept his love?

There are also many religions in this world and the one you become apart of seems to be very dependent on how your parents raise you or what location of the earth you are born on.

Do I pray to Allah, God , Jesus , Pikachu , Buddah , Reptillian Alien God, Spaggetti Monster, who? Could God have not made this clearer for me to understand? Was it so nessecary to make it a game that pits us all against each other?

Please, so many people claim that God is with them, that Jesus is with them, that God can answer them, yet I receive nothing. In all my life I have had but 2 experiances with a being that may even be considered GOD and that was while I was on a psycidellic drug in which god came to me in a very very angry sort of way.

Why won't god come to me when I'm not on drugs, when I'm at my lowest point in life, begging for his presence, wanting his love, wanting to get to know this Jesus that I've heard so much about.

Why did god put me on the path that I am on, why? If god is real then I must be on the path to hell because I've never felt further from him. All I ask of GLP, if you talk to GOD. Please ask him or Jesus to drop by, help me get my life to a point where I can be happy, I want to work with out anxieties , I want to love and be the best I can, but there is so much poison infecting my mind I can not feel his power, I can not hear his voice.

God where are you.

look in the mirror honey. God has placed Himself inside of you. He is waiting for you to remember your source and that you have already been redeemed. When you do that, you will release God to operate fully in you and out of you. peace will envelop you as he abides in you fully. Jesus left here bodily so that He could return in the form of His Spirit inside of our spirit. Just surrender yourself, thats all. He doesn't have to come in, He's already in you, just let Him come up from within. He will love through you.

By the way OP. You need to learn about the chakra system. Google it. It works sort of like an antanna so if your antanna is broken so is your not being receptive. Think of it like a signal. Fix yourself meditate clear your channels.

God sometimes prays to me rather than me praying to him. God is in my heart and in your heart too and I know it.

God even sends me personal e-mails, apocalyptic newspaper stories and personalized radio reports

I often believe that I have been such a dipeisopntmant. But, know that when God sees me he sees Jesus. But, here is what I often think about. If God sees Jesus who died for all of our sins, what does Jesus see when he looks down on earth. I try so very hard to be a good person and when I try really hard, I fail. But, when I run to Jesus to say I am sorry, he holds out his arms takes me into a tight hug and tells me it is okay. Go try again but, let me help you. Each day is better than the day before.

Just do what ALL other religious people do...just PRETEND you have a personal god that will help you.

Not only does the Bible say ONLY the FATHER IN HEAVEN will know the EXACT time He will send Jesus back to retrieve His floelwors ALSO, did you all realize that this Harold Camping guy has had false predictions before? I guess the last one was in 1994? He also says that the Holy Spirit LEFT (was removed from)us in 1988! We all know this is FALSE! Please guys, don't be so easily deceived. It only HURTS your faith when you believe lies they don't happen! I want to see Harolds face on Sunday.

Jesus will not answer you while you are alone, he says 'where two or three are gathered together in my name, I will be there".

There is a good reason for this, he does not want you to be alone, or to baby you and encourage you to be isolated. Jesus did not intend to be your friend, he intended to help you make friends and family of your fellow human beings, so that you could form a resistance to the military occupation of your planet by wicked spiritual forces.

It is not just a matter of solving your loneliness and despair, which will happen, if you seek fellowship, but also of importance to their planetary security, that your planet does not become a military base for this wicked, mentally derranged race of beings.

So your saying that God will not communicate with an individual unless 2 or more are together?? I call bullshit.

I agree with the rest of the post though, interesting perspective.

Go to Medjugorje. mej.com

YES GLP IT'S A GOD TOPIC AND MAYBE DEPRESSIVE TOO

I use to believe in God, I once believed there existed a place of permanent peace and happyness where all the loved ones I lost ones I have yet to lose (unless ofcourse I'm next in line to die) but something happened to me while I was young which killed my faith. I just was able to see a wholer picture and I saw how much sadness there was on Gods green earth. I saw the suffering, the hate, the blood, and the pain shared by humanity. I would ask God, and would ask Jesus for answers but not once in my entire life have never I felt either power answer back.

Now I am older and I have a more complete understanding, and I still suffer terrible depression, extreme anxiety which comes from no where. If Jesus is there I much desire his love, but it has never reached me even when I really put my "soul" into seeking some kind of divine guidance. If God and Jesus is real I feel terrible for every awful thought and curse I have put to his name, terrible... But why can't I have a true religious experiance, why did God create me in a way where it would be so difficult to accept his love?

There are also many religions in this world and the one you become apart of seems to be very dependent on how your parents raise you or what location of the earth you are born on.

Do I pray to Allah, God , Jesus , Pikachu , Buddah , Reptillian Alien God, Spaggetti Monster, who? Could God have not made this clearer for me to understand? Was it so nessecary to make it a game that pits us all against each other?

Please, so many people claim that God is with them, that Jesus is with them, that God can answer them, yet I receive nothing. In all my life I have had but 2 experiances with a being that may even be considered GOD and that was while I was on a psycidellic drug in which god came to me in a very very angry sort of way.

Why won't god come to me when I'm not on drugs, when I'm at my lowest point in life, begging for his presence, wanting his love, wanting to get to know this Jesus that I've heard so much about.

Why did god put me on the path that I am on, why? If god is real then I must be on the path to hell because I've never felt further from him. All I ask of GLP, if you talk to GOD. Please ask him or Jesus to drop by, help me get my life to a point where I can be happy, I want to work with out anxieties , I want to love and be the best I can, but there is so much poison infecting my mind I can not feel his power, I can not hear his voice.

God where are you.

God sometimes prays to me rather than me praying to him. God is in my heart and in your heart too and I know it.

God even sends me personal e-mails, apocalyptic newspaper stories and personalized radio reports

YES GLP IT'S A GOD TOPIC AND MAYBE DEPRESSIVE TOO

I use to believe in God, I once believed there existed a place of permanent peace and happyness where all the loved ones I lost ones I have yet to lose (unless ofcourse I'm next in line to die) but something happened to me while I was young which killed my faith. I just was able to see a wholer picture and I saw how much sadness there was on Gods green earth. I saw the suffering, the hate, the blood, and the pain shared by humanity. I would ask God, and would ask Jesus for answers but not once in my entire life have never I felt either power answer back.

Now I am older and I have a more complete understanding, and I still suffer terrible depression, extreme anxiety which comes from no where. If Jesus is there I much desire his love, but it has never reached me even when I really put my "soul" into seeking some kind of divine guidance. If God and Jesus is real I feel terrible for every awful thought and curse I have put to his name, terrible... But why can't I have a true religious experiance, why did God create me in a way where it would be so difficult to accept his love?

There are also many religions in this world and the one you become apart of seems to be very dependent on how your parents raise you or what location of the earth you are born on.

Do I pray to Allah, God , Jesus , Pikachu , Buddah , Reptillian Alien God, Spaggetti Monster, who? Could God have not made this clearer for me to understand? Was it so nessecary to make it a game that pits us all against each other?

Please, so many people claim that God is with them, that Jesus is with them, that God can answer them, yet I receive nothing. In all my life I have had but 2 experiances with a being that may even be considered GOD and that was while I was on a psycidellic drug in which god came to me in a very very angry sort of way.

Why won't god come to me when I'm not on drugs, when I'm at my lowest point in life, begging for his presence, wanting his love, wanting to get to know this Jesus that I've heard so much about.

Why did god put me on the path that I am on, why? If god is real then I must be on the path to hell because I've never felt further from him. All I ask of GLP, if you talk to GOD. Please ask him or Jesus to drop by, help me get my life to a point where I can be happy, I want to work with out anxieties , I want to love and be the best I can, but there is so much poison infecting my mind I can not feel his power, I can not hear his voice.

God where are you.

YES GLP IT'S A GOD TOPIC AND MAYBE DEPRESSIVE TOO

I use to believe in God, I once believed there existed a place of permanent peace and happyness where all the loved ones I lost ones I have yet to lose (unless ofcourse I'm next in line to die) but something happened to me while I was young which killed my faith. I just was able to see a wholer picture and I saw how much sadness there was on Gods green earth. I saw the suffering, the hate, the blood, and the pain shared by humanity. I would ask God, and would ask Jesus for answers but not once in my entire life have never I felt either power answer back.

Now I am older and I have a more complete understanding, and I still suffer terrible depression, extreme anxiety which comes from no where. If Jesus is there I much desire his love, but it has never reached me even when I really put my "soul" into seeking some kind of divine guidance. If God and Jesus is real I feel terrible for every awful thought and curse I have put to his name, terrible... But why can't I have a true religious experiance, why did God create me in a way where it would be so difficult to accept his love?

There are also many religions in this world and the one you become apart of seems to be very dependent on how your parents raise you or what location of the earth you are born on.

Do I pray to Allah, God , Jesus , Pikachu , Buddah , Reptillian Alien God, Spaggetti Monster, who? Could God have not made this clearer for me to understand? Was it so nessecary to make it a game that pits us all against each other?

Please, so many people claim that God is with them, that Jesus is with them, that God can answer them, yet I receive nothing. In all my life I have had but 2 experiances with a being that may even be considered GOD and that was while I was on a psycidellic drug in which god came to me in a very very angry sort of way.

Why won't god come to me when I'm not on drugs, when I'm at my lowest point in life, begging for his presence, wanting his love, wanting to get to know this Jesus that I've heard so much about.

Why did god put me on the path that I am on, why? If god is real then I must be on the path to hell because I've never felt further from him. All I ask of GLP, if you talk to GOD. Please ask him or Jesus to drop by, help me get my life to a point where I can be happy, I want to work with out anxieties , I want to love and be the best I can, but there is so much poison infecting my mind I can not feel his power, I can not hear his voice.

God where are you.

YES GLP IT'S A GOD TOPIC AND MAYBE DEPRESSIVE TOO

I use to believe in God, I once believed there existed a place of permanent peace and happyness where all the loved ones I lost ones I have yet to lose (unless ofcourse I'm next in line to die) but something happened to me while I was young which killed my faith. I just was able to see a wholer picture and I saw how much sadness there was on Gods green earth. I saw the suffering, the hate, the blood, and the pain shared by humanity. I would ask God, and would ask Jesus for answers but not once in my entire life have never I felt either power answer back.

Now I am older and I have a more complete understanding, and I still suffer terrible depression, extreme anxiety which comes from no where. If Jesus is there I much desire his love, but it has never reached me even when I really put my "soul" into seeking some kind of divine guidance. If God and Jesus is real I feel terrible for every awful thought and curse I have put to his name, terrible... But why can't I have a true religious experiance, why did God create me in a way where it would be so difficult to accept his love?

There are also many religions in this world and the one you become apart of seems to be very dependent on how your parents raise you or what location of the earth you are born on.

Do I pray to Allah, God , Jesus , Pikachu , Buddah , Reptillian Alien God, Spaggetti Monster, who? Could God have not made this clearer for me to understand? Was it so nessecary to make it a game that pits us all against each other?

Please, so many people claim that God is with them, that Jesus is with them, that God can answer them, yet I receive nothing. In all my life I have had but 2 experiances with a being that may even be considered GOD and that was while I was on a psycidellic drug in which god came to me in a very very angry sort of way.

Why won't god come to me when I'm not on drugs, when I'm at my lowest point in life, begging for his presence, wanting his love, wanting to get to know this Jesus that I've heard so much about.

Why did god put me on the path that I am on, why? If god is real then I must be on the path to hell because I've never felt further from him. All I ask of GLP, if you talk to GOD. Please ask him or Jesus to drop by, help me get my life to a point where I can be happy, I want to work with out anxieties , I want to love and be the best I can, but there is so much poison infecting my mind I can not feel his power, I can not hear his voice.

God where are you.