I'm really depressed.

Be strong OP...

fuck girlfriends,

Why did you push her away OP???? Just wondering...

Theres a moon in the sky and the fun play yard desert grows bigger and everyone wants that.

don't waste time on regrets.

It's not that I wanted to. I realize now that I wasn't making her happy, emotionally. Then the night she broke up with me, I was very drunk, and I said really mean things to her on the phone. I can't believe my mouth could say such things to her.. but it happened. She does deserve better, the way I have been acting.

I just understand all the things I was doing wrong now. The depression is coming from not knowing I could have changed thing for the better. Maybe it's something I'm just suppose to learn. We'll get back together eventually, when I get my shit together and prove it.

Depression is just something I can't always control. It comes out of no where like a kick to the face. I suppose it's healthy. Just sucks.

Thank you

It's all Good, it will pass.

Op get over her she was transgendered anywys.

hang in there OP
it does get better

She is beautiful

Thank you it means a lot.

no girl is worth it, empty shells

Thanks

I think I can relate.
Or something.
My neck got burned when I used a curling iron and talking on the phone to my husband at the same time.
The burn looked exactly the shape and size of a hickey.

The "hickey" was sized up by every single person who I saw for the next few days. I KNOW they were looking at it because I could see their EYEBALLS looking at it.

My husband got a real kick out it. He thought it was so funny.
Finally, after a few days of this, I felt hurt. Don't ask me why, I don't even know.

Just know that nobody can take you seriously when you got a red flaming hickey on your neck.

Do I know what you are feeling? No.
But thats my story.

Interesting story nonetheless
Helped to, my mind is now saying she burned herself too.

Hang in there buddy time's a great healer stay strong my heart goes out to you x

Hang in there buddy time's a great healer stay strong my heart goes out to you x

Bloody double post sorry xx

yo, have you considered that the alcohol opened you up to demonic influence? poor diet combined w this can lead to trouble--been there!

maybe this is a sign for you to become more spiritually smart about the game here...

the supernatural is real and even if you don't understand this, doesn't make it go away...

plus there is evidence that the system is employing low/dissonant frequencies at you... if you don't go for a supernatural take, consider that certain elites might want to break apart couples to make the society easier to control... the bond between men and women is the strongest social bond possible and making love to someone in a loving way is powerful energy that keeps you free and independent...

:)

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Dude I'm about ready to dump my own girlfriend, I know how you are. But the number 1 problem is that you are giving all the power to her. You shouldn't do that, that is disrespectful towards yourself. Think of it from a woman's perspective. They are able to dump you and walk away, get on with their life and find others. But, if you cannot do this yourself, if you cannot cope without them, they won't consider wanting you back. You need to remove all traces of her from your life, it's the only way you'll get over it. If you don't...then you need to stop talking to her all together and begin focusing on the positive. Make it appear you are doing great without her and are very positive about things, it'll make all the difference and maybe you'll begin to see she wasn't meant for you anyways.

IMO, if you are not acting out of love and compassion it may very well be demonic influence...

:)

You broke up with a girl, and now you're talking about personal doom... it's a girl man, not the end of the world.... why don't you focus on your DIVINE LAW maybe that will allow you to respect the sorriness just a bit.

It's all lessons. Keep your head up & surround yourself with people that care about you. If it is meant to be, she will be back.

Tons of people are going through it. It is a systemic situation. You're being given FREEDOM.

See this for what it is. And don't automatically go out looking for another girl. Use this time to find out who you are.

The last relationship that I had was almost a year ago. When we broke up, I told myself this. I can either let this sink me like it does on every occasion, or, I can just skip through all of that, and get to the "light at the end of the tunnel," stage, where we all realize that things are going to be okay. Anytime we lose someone, we go through a withdrawal stage. As opposed to feeling the withdrawal...just skip it. That's literally ALL YOU HAVE TO DO. When I broke up with my last girlfriend I literally...skipped that stage.

It works...

Well I can tell you something about yourself...You Sir are Intelligent, thoughtful and heartbroken....Look at the bright side 2 outa 3 aint bad...Try to look out for yourself right now and the rest will work out fine... Remember this... As much as it appears she isn't heartbroken she is...Plan for the future and don't dwell in the past...It SUCK'S right now but it will get better...

:gdb:

You may be right in HIS case...but, I wouldn't know. But, that's not the way that it is in EVERY case. Some people move on REAL QUICK and don't have a thought edgewise. They knew from the moment that they broke up with the person that their lives would vastly improve. -I am one of those such cases.- That's how I know I am speaking truth.

Hang in their OP.....You learn from lessons like theses. Even though they are very painful.You never know what awaits you around the corner.

HOLY POOP.
That is exactly what I thought of the next day of the break up. One of my faults is insecurity. I know I am a pretty good looking guy and I'm not obese by any means but I did have a somewhat poor diet. I already considered myself spiritual but I never really meditated or such things, I just mostly thought about it with my mind.

That very next day I was so motivated and still am to start eating healthy. I have been eating a lot of fruit and eating right sized portions. I work out for at least 4 hours a day now. What I mean by that is, I have done much research on maximizing my results, such as strength training, HITT training on the treadmill. When I get exhausted I start to walk on the treadmill and I have my laptop in front of me so I can go on GLP or watch something or whatever. This past week my stomach has been very sensitive when I eat meat or if I put something in the microwave so I have stopped eating meat and using the microwave.

I have been meditating for at least 20 mins a day. Last night I woke up around 3 am couldn't fall back to sleep so I meditated for an hour and it was nostalgic feeling. It felt really nice. I am going to meditate for longer periods of time now.

I am starting to love myself more. There's always that saying that if you can't love yourself you can't love others and in a way, that is what I feel like I'm experiencing.

Thank you so much