I have grown weary...

Well I mean shit, it's not like you're alone...

Look at this thread I just responded to.

Thread: What the hell - all I do is eat, sleep, work... rinse and repeat...

People make threads about various shit like this every day...

MANYYY people feel the exact same way you do.

Maybe you should all reach out to one another.

May be we should all die

sry don't know why i was hoping for more, fuck it

Hang in there OP.

You think it wise to put the word "hang" in the thread?

You need to comsider how the OP is feeling and that your use of the word "hang" might trigger something

Just a thought

Keep your head up OP

Shit, now i did it

I KNOW RIGHT???? It's like we are living 'Groundhog Day' in reality! It SUCKS!!!!

So have I....and yet I continue. It will be ok, I promise. I know it's hard but try to keep going - I'm right here with you.

hanging out, or hanging up, no hanging in
what's the hang up?

If there is nothing left to hang oneself up on, is that why someone hangs them self?

go on a road trip... on my 8th year

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Certainly you have interests OP. Prioritize your values. Get to that hobby. You don't live for anyone but yourself and those you support. You can do it!

Nice.

Hang in there friend
Many hearts are confused
Yet do not despair
We will make sense of it all together
Heart by heart
The love you share is needed
You are needed
I believe in you and know that many others do too
Have hope

Lots of love to you

Don't lose your head OP.

All I have to say is life is simply amazing.
Everyday is different and in it a new experience to be had.

Eg. Looking down the street between the rows of half barren trees and homes was a bright faceted array of colors jetting from the ground stretching high into the darkened sky. A huge bright rainbow startled me with its beauty.


I also know life can feel like a drag. Trick is to change your perception of reality occasionally.
If you want to stay natural 5-htp before bed will make you dream or make your dreams more vivid; seeming like you have an actual experience in them.
Ayahuasca a hallucinogenic concoction will place warm waves of energy over your body making you feel like you are one with everything; will make you look at life completely different afterwards as well. (not negative)
Kratom does wonders; relaxes you, makes you more talkative and makes you feel a lot happier.
LSD,Mushrooms,K and other hallucinogens/dissociates can also put changing dints on your perception after the experience but to each their own...
By all means dont drink alcohol it will only make things worse.

anyone know why there was a bunch of people singing the close encounters theme song at the hotel across from my apartment the other day really early in the morning? Sounded like they were up on the roof but it might of just been echoes.

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for all the shit to come, even a lot of good and intelligent people are going to lose their mind, stop calling them sheeple, they are our fellow humans - we can't be a bunch of arrogant assholes to one another

I have grown hairy.

That was a very poignant statement. I'm going to borrow that statement if you don't mind.

Thanks for your posts....most of the time the beauty of life is too much for me, it is just too beautiful.

My perception of reality...I live in my own world, because our planet, our beautiful world, is infested with things that kill the beauty, and kill me, if I am apart of it....therefore I have to create my own separate realities.

They way things are: There is so much beauty, but at the same time there is not.

I really can't do it anymore.

I don't understand how anyone is.

Matthew 11:28-30
New International Version (NIV)
28 “Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. 29 Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. 30 For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.”

Hey you just said there is much beauty in the world. Focus on that. You'll be OK.

:Miraclearth:

You find something that needs you to protect the beauty for them, so that hopefully they never see what you see.

Because of the drastic change/changes taking place. Dont you want to absorb all you can so those having problems explain to them why although you have grown tired and felt like you have heard it all already.

Sadly we can but we cant create our own separate realities because everyones reality is tied into yours. There is no escaping it even in death.
We have to help each other with this type of problem and all future problems.

The beauty you see, please share it so that other may be inspired
We need to appreciate and share those subtleties which matters so deeply
The beauty you see and share is an inspiration for your fellow
It's tough at times here
Yet when we focus on that what makes it all worth it
We grow, together
Your heart is open and it's a true gift, and to see that beauty you sometimes need to cut through some pain sadness or whatever
But it's ok
Just share that too, is what we're here for

I feel the same way about my noise maker neighbors and the miserable apartment that I live in and I can not find another one anywhere else unless I move out of state. I call my landlord very often, call police, no one does anything to help me.

One side- 3 medical students, another side a couple that are suppose to be professionals, professional door slammers, under me a couple of idiots watching TV and playing video games, turning water off and on, hideous laughing. It is like all these neighbors are constantly moving stuff, banging my walls and shaking my floor and this goes on with one apartment or another all hours, day and night.
So me too, I don't know how much more I can take...

Thank you for uplifting...

This is the problem though, there is so much beauty...I don't want to live....does this make sense to anyone else?