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DontBeAfraidEVER (OP) User ID: 30524368 Norway 03/03/2013 03:50 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Congrats! That must be a great lifestyle - does it mean you have 7mnths 'off' per year? And nice to have two places to live, two groups of people to interact with, and the opportunity to lead a diversified life. Are the two cities far apart? Quoting: Parabola Almost 7 months off yes, but i do some work occasionally here and there during these months. And yes i have two groups of people to interact with, so the time i started standing up for my beliefs and state them all over the place everywhere and anywhere was when i just started working again. This was planned weeks before i left for work, something i just had to do ^^ Breaking a cycle in a way and starting a new one. And its about 5 hours between the cities but i work so much that i hardly have time to go ^^ You are right about the importance of learning how to become better at the process, and how the right mindset can take you a long way, while the wrong one can greatly impede progress. I think that process will continue to evolve for me throughout life- something I am excited about. Quoting: Parabola I like your way of explainin this but i just want to add one very important part. And basically i just want to say that when you choose the wrong mindset you can be able to spot this. Find the inner inner feeling, its always right. You will feel your wrong mindsets if you just look for them.. If things/situations/accidents happen more than once you have yourself a new pattern. Spot the patterns, and remove the ones you dont like or cant relate to. Awareness is a key word, and living in the now, its here you will spot these mindsets and patterns. I think sometimes things can be very hard, no matter how you look at them. But maybe in these cases, belief in oneself, and belief in progress (though not always easy, because of experience, for example) will help you overcome the challenges. And when empowered with these tools, it does become easier to seek what you want. Quoting: Parabola Some things will always be hard, but the key is how long you keep letting each incident/action that was hard effect you. All things are different, and some things are harder than others, but all cases can be cured. The reason its so hard is the world around us, a cold world with people who have lost their abillity of emphaty. Theres lots of interesting study on the emphaty genes. Perception is the trigger behind all of this =) Fear is a broad term, and manifests itself in so many different ways - sometimes hard to identify. You know, I haven't brought this up on GLP, but these discussion of fear hit home for me because I struggle with PTSD, and have for about four years. At the roots of the symptoms of PTSD are anxiety and panic - both driven by fear responses. I share that to let you know that your threads help maybe in ways you hadn't intended, and to share with others who might be battling similar plights. All of these discussions of overcoming fear have helped me explore my 'triggers' and responses more deeply, and have helped me shed them, as I hope they do for others too. Quoting: Parabola Very impressive of you to go out and say it out loud. Its an very important step, its the same here as with all others fears, first step is always admitting, speaking out about it =) You might have done this before, but to do it here just shows you are honest about it, which is sooo important. You are becoming aware more and more, the more ways you react/interact around/with it =) Maybe a hard sentence to grasp hehe ^^ Anyways i have read a lot about ptsd (on norwegiann *cough*), hehe and i just want to give you one good tip which i have read over and over that has helped with people with the same condition. Now you kinda ruined it already by telling me that you are 30 and have moved 30 times but i just want to ask you, do you like dogs? Dogs are true love, they love you from the bottom of their heart. They are pure love, always, they are always there to listen. Now i dont say this because im a big big dog lover, i just say that if you learn how to interact with a dog, learn to know him as a spirit, then his good energies can heal you in great ways. By interact i mean understand his behaviour, learn to know his body language, know to react to it the way he wants you to. Almost become a ghost whisper like the guy on tv hehe, and well, the dog will heal you =) If it will help for all problems, doubt it, but people become stronger, way way stronger, and the stronger you are the easier other things are as well =) Also like i said in the earlier reply try to do something crazy you would normally not do every now and then =) And your perception is the decider of whats crazy, just challenge yourself in places you dare to do it. Thats the best advice i have, and ps i know you didnt ask :P And thanks for the encouraging words, i just want to say that this is very much intended and this is why im here on this forum =) But im sure i dont understand half of the perceptions of what i write^^ But i will not change subjects on this forum i will continue to do this for quite some more months before i have to work again ^^ I know you cant see it, atleast not the way i do it, but the world is really waking up to their fears right now =) I see it, and i feel it with every bone in my body. It might get worse before it gets good, but everything will become easier and better at some point, and i know you dont think the world is that crazy and all, i just want you to remember these words, one day in the future :P The head will only wander like that if you are thinking about the right things, the things that is important or interesting to you, its based on the inner feeling ^^ Enough love propaganda now, hehe but yeah, thanks rightbackatya =) You fuel me also sometimes! Last Edited by DontBeAfraidEVER on 03/03/2013 03:55 PM |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 29311787 Canada 03/03/2013 08:49 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Almost 7 months off yes, but i do some work occasionally here and there during these months. And yes i have two groups of people to interact with, so the time i started standing up for my beliefs and state them all over the place everywhere and anywhere was when i just started working again. This was planned weeks before i left for work, something i just had to do ^^ Breaking a cycle in a way and starting a new one. Quoting: DontBeAfraidEVER And its about 5 hours between the cities but i work so much that i hardly have time to go ^^ Your message is one that is important to spread, and its great that you can share with multiple groups of people in different contexts. (You are really sweet btw wrt to the secret history :) ) When I first started sharing my beliefs about these things with people I was amazed at the diversity of responses, but it helps to see people more clearly when we share openly I like your way of explainin this but i just want to add one very important part. And basically i just want to say that when you choose the wrong mindset you can be able to spot this. Find the inner inner feeling, its always right. You will feel your wrong mindsets if you just look for them.. If things/situations/accidents happen more than once you have yourself a new pattern. Spot the patterns, and remove the ones you dont like or cant relate to. Quoting: DontBeAfraidEVER Awareness is a key word, and living in the now, its here you will spot these mindsets and patterns. The magic is right here in the "now" and "here". I think when I am most deeply appreciative of the now, I see it integratively as building on the adventures and insights of the past, and contributing to the ever-expanding possibilities of the future. I like how these discussions encourage us to taking multiple angles in our plight for self-introspection as we share our subjective experiences. Some things will always be hard, but the key is how long you keep letting each incident/action that was hard effect you. All things are different, and some things are harder than others, but all cases can be cured. Quoting: DontBeAfraidEVER The reason its so hard is the world around us, a cold world with people who have lost their abillity of emphaty. Theres lots of interesting study on the emphaty genes. Perception is the trigger behind all of this =) Agreed. People are beautiful and resilient animals, but we live in a world with too many stressors and not enough compassion and empathy. Luckily, there are kind people, and blossoming movements working to make these beautiful elements of human nature more prevalent. Interesting what you say about empathy. I'm not sure that any one gene one it's own 'causes' any one personality trait (epigenetic regulation is always so important to consider). But, I do think that improving self-awareness and self-assurance definitely enhances one's ability to empathize and understand, and decreases the tendency for fearful/over-generalizing reactions. Very impressive of you to go out and say it out loud. Its an very important step, its the same here as with all others fears, first step is always admitting, speaking out about it =) You might have done this before, but to do it here just shows you are honest about it, which is sooo important. You are becoming aware more and more, the more ways you react/interact around/with it =) Maybe a hard sentence to grasp hehe ^^ Quoting: DontBeAfraidEVER Thanks! I do think one of the most fearless things we can do is admit and confront our perceived vulnerabilities. :) Anyways i have read a lot about ptsd (on norwegiann *cough*), hehe and i just want to give you one good tip which i have read over and over that has helped with people with the same condition. Now you kinda ruined it already by telling me that you are 30 and have moved 30 times but i just want to ask you, do you like dogs? Quoting: DontBeAfraidEVER Dogs are true love, they love you from the bottom of their heart. They are pure love, always, they are always there to listen. Now i dont say this because im a big big dog lover, i just say that if you learn how to interact with a dog, learn to know him as a spirit, then his good energies can heal you in great ways. By interact i mean understand his behaviour, learn to know his body language, know to react to it the way he wants you to. Almost become a ghost whisper like the guy on tv hehe, and well, the dog will heal you =) If it will help for all problems, doubt it, but people become stronger, way way stronger, and the stronger you are the easier other things are as well =) I have a wonderful dog who is making the journeys with me. She is a beautiful little creature with a giant heart of gold. And I love animal behaviour.. it was the focus of my graduate research (though I am moving more in a more neurosciency direction now). I studied fish communication behaviour and gave some talks entitled 'The Fish Whisperer' :) . I think we humans have a lot to learn by taking more time to notice the subtleties of non-human animal behaviour. Also like i said in the earlier reply try to do something crazy you would normally not do every now and then =) And your perception is the decider of whats crazy, just challenge yourself in places you dare to do it. Quoting: DontBeAfraidEVER Thats the best advice i have, and ps i know you didnt ask :P Good advice, and I do try to embrace it regularly. Maybe you saw my other thread - *cough* - Thread: Happening Now: Livestream of Demonstration in Montreal - GASED and Lots of Riot Police Perhaps, I like grabbing the bull by the horns a bit too much? ;) And Ive been making good progress with my moving plans; will be renting a truck and driving 11.5hrs south! An adventure awaits :) And thanks for the encouraging words, i just want to say that this is very much intended and this is why im here on this forum =) But im sure i dont understand half of the perceptions of what i write^^ But i will not change subjects on this forum i will continue to do this for quite some more months before i have to work again ^^ I know you cant see it, atleast not the way i do it, but the world is really waking up to their fears right now =) I see it, and i feel it with every bone in my body. Quoting: DontBeAfraidEVER It might get worse before it gets good, but everything will become easier and better at some point, and i know you dont think the world is that crazy and all, i just want you to remember these words, one day in the future :P Your efforts are very much appreciated by me, and I apologize if I made you feel otherwise. It's one of the greatest things on earth IMO that every person sees the world differently - that's the greatest source of creativity, progress, imagination we have. As fear diminishes, we can absorb and appreciate the diversity ever more The head will only wander like that if you are thinking about the right things, the things that is important or interesting to you, its based on the inner feeling ^^ Quoting: DontBeAfraidEVER Enough love propaganda now, hehe but yeah, thanks rightbackatya =) You fuel me also sometimes! I will cheers to that! A toast to ever wandering and curious minds! |
YosefHayim User ID: 4436791 United States 03/03/2013 09:10 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | More scoffers as prophesied in 2 peter 3:3-4 More people claiming holiness, but sinning in reality as told in 2 tim 3:1-5, as well as perilous times are coming forth Pestilences, diseases, earthquakes, floods, luke 21:11 False christs, false prophets, and New Age religion/alien lies as in Matthew 24 Proverbs 12:1; Acts 20:25-27 |
DontBeAfraidEVER (OP) User ID: 30524368 Norway 03/04/2013 01:24 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Unless you're sleeping, you'd see NWO coming and the returning of Christ can happen any moment. Quoting: YosefHayim More scoffers as prophesied in 2 peter 3:3-4 More people claiming holiness, but sinning in reality as told in 2 tim 3:1-5, as well as perilous times are coming forth Pestilences, diseases, earthquakes, floods, luke 21:11 False christs, false prophets, and New Age religion/alien lies as in Matthew 24 How long will you wait for it to happen and how are you letting it affect your life? That is the key here. First of i just want to say that ive read the bible, the quran and all the holy books. Ive been through years of studying conspiracys and also the one you are referring to here. I doubt it will happen, people have said this for decades, for different storys, with different explanations. We my friend is going in circles. Heres a video if you want, no insult intended =) |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 24044715 United States 03/05/2013 08:16 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | The "next" time i hit the lotteryis what i'm waiting for...A couple of years ago i walked into a store with $10 dollars and bought 5 $2 scratch tickets and walked out of the store with $25,000...not bad for a $10 dollar bet and then two months later i bought 8 $5 scratch tickets and won $10,000...not bad for a $40 dollar bet... |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 33535980 Canada 03/05/2013 08:29 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I really needed to hear that, thank you so much. I am waiting or a change. People are staring at their phones instead of a beautiful sunrise. People are watching movies instead of making love. Im sick and tired of friends of my kids bragging about their iphones and ipads. Kids are playing video games instead of making snow forts and playing outside. I want it all gone, we've lost each other. I have anxiety, because I know it has to happen and I'm waiting for it. I don't know when or where or how, but this pollution has to stop. This is just one of the many things that bother me. I'm a mother of four kids and I need to stop worrying and start living. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 33535980 Canada 03/05/2013 08:34 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I really needed to hear that, thank you so much. I am waiting or a change. People are staring at their phones instead of a beautiful sunrise. People are watching movies instead of making love. Im sick and tired of friends of my kids bragging about their iphones and ipads. Kids are playing video games instead of making snow forts and playing outside. I want it all gone, we've lost each other. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 33535980 I have anxiety, because I know it has to happen and I'm waiting for it. I don't know when or where or how, but this pollution has to stop. This is just one of the many things that bother me. I'm a mother of four kids and I need to stop worrying and start living. Whoops.. forgot to sign in. |
DontBeAfraidEVER (OP) User ID: 30524368 Norway 03/05/2013 08:37 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I really needed to hear that, thank you so much. I am waiting or a change. People are staring at their phones instead of a beautiful sunrise. People are watching movies instead of making love. Im sick and tired of friends of my kids bragging about their iphones and ipads. Kids are playing video games instead of making snow forts and playing outside. I want it all gone, we've lost each other. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 33535980 I have anxiety, because I know it has to happen and I'm waiting for it. I don't know when or where or how, but this pollution has to stop. This is just one of the many things that bother me. I'm a mother of four kids and I need to stop worrying and start living. Thanks for speaking from your heart =) Beautiful and true words! |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 35606563 Switzerland 03/05/2013 08:40 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I see so many of you beautiful people who have understood so much, have a feeling of waiting for something. You feel as something is about to happen, something that will change everything. Quoting: DontBeAfraidEVER That or you still feel that you need these confusing feelings, that you need anger, fear, frustration in your life to learn what you want to learn. Well you dont! And thats the main thing people tend to forget. A negative experience will always ''hide'' something from you. You will still be given truth, but not the ''best truth''. Remove all your fears, your doubts, dont question EVERYTHING at once, just be, live, relax. Let it happen, and love it while it does happen and you will understand everything when time is RIGHT! So many people dream about the biggest questions, and then they forget that all the answers are inside them. They forget to ask the smallest questions, they tend to look thousands of metres away for truth, and then they forget the truth that is right infront of them. This journey is YOURS, but its also connected to others. You will not understand this connection before you understand yourself. Babysteps -> Small Steps -> Big steps It has to be in this order, you cant and will not understand the biggest steps before you feel them. If you cant feel it, stop looking and wait till you do. Act your feelings, shape them with your heart, make your thoughts truely yours! If i would explain it in a few sentences i would say it like this; You are still living your old lives, the same job, the same interactions with people, the same disability to speak your opinions, you live the same place, and have the same friends etc. You are denying the new you! Start your new life TODAY! And i will assure you that the feeling of waiting, or this ''negative feeling'' you sometime experience will dissapear. For me it was the last step =) I will post this piece by piece trying to explain in this thread; Beautiful, thank you very much |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 34046798 United States 03/05/2013 09:40 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Paradise is right here on earth =) And it will become better and better, just watch my friend! I'm all for it. But would take justice and be satisfied all the same. ------ Correct =) People need to stop carrying the problems off this world on their own shoulders, and stop letting it shape their lives. Whatever happens, always look at it positively! You can look at something horrible, in a positive OR negative way. The positive way will give you the best truths =) Always! I agree most of us need click in our lens perspective. Carrying the weight of the world is a habit, maybe it's a parental kind of vigilence that helps on occasion but can ruin joy when it's too much. When my son was little I could spot a needle glinting on the floor from across the room. Now yes it is something that has gone too far inside me. I know all about meditation and can do it again from the ground basic. But I feel very defeated, and I have real health concerns and obsess about leaving my son alone in the world since I had an impossibly unkind set of parents that either abused or ignored me. So now I feel I am socially retarded and have no LOCAL friendships..and how is that going to help my son when I die. He told me his life will stop when that happens, and yes we are very close and solicitous of one another's well being. Too much depends on the connections he makes and that is so frightening. Yep all this is head on right now. So when we talk about positive vs negative..I just don't know how to smile right now with all this. Sugary words bring no upliftment, human warmth does. So it is beyond positive vs negative and that sounds like nonsense to me at this point. Superficial. Warmth not quick hugs which are like forced connection that is empty. I know what warmth is from the inside and I can find love inside. But what if the entire constant in one's life is the hard facts of abandonment. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 19385944 United States 03/05/2013 09:48 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Be honest with yourself. That's the key. Sit somewhere in total slience. No distractions. Clear your mind and listen to that small voice in your heart. That will tell you what you really want. It will tell everyone what they really want and it will be your heart's truest wish. Death is not the end. Far from it people. |
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RedDawnPost User ID: 15731848 United States 03/05/2013 10:56 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I see so many of you beautiful people who have understood so much, have a feeling of waiting for something. You feel as something is about to happen, something that will change everything. Quoting: DontBeAfraidEVER That or you still feel that you need these confusing feelings, that you need anger, fear, frustration in your life to learn what you want to learn. Well you dont! And thats the main thing people tend to forget. A negative experience will always ''hide'' something from you. You will still be given truth, but not the ''best truth''. Remove all your fears, your doubts, dont question EVERYTHING at once, just be, live, relax. Let it happen, and love it while it does happen and you will understand everything when time is RIGHT! So many people dream about the biggest questions, and then they forget that all the answers are inside them. They forget to ask the smallest questions, they tend to look thousands of metres away for truth, and then they forget the truth that is right infront of them. This journey is YOURS, but its also connected to others. You will not understand this connection before you understand yourself. Babysteps -> Small Steps -> Big steps It has to be in this order, you cant and will not understand the biggest steps before you feel them. If you cant feel it, stop looking and wait till you do. Act your feelings, shape them with your heart, make your thoughts truely yours! If i would explain it in a few sentences i would say it like this; You are still living your old lives, the same job, the same interactions with people, the same disability to speak your opinions, you live the same place, and have the same friends etc. You are denying the new you! Start your new life TODAY! And i will assure you that the feeling of waiting, or this ''negative feeling'' you sometime experience will dissapear. For me it was the last step =) I will post this piece by piece trying to explain in this thread; Well, I guess I'll move full force with what I have been planning. Now that I have been lead to this thread along with others. Thanks. "To harm another, is to harm ones self." ~Socrates "Love your brother like your soul, guard him like the pupil of your eye." Alternative News: [link to www.reddawnpost.com] |
MissionInvisible User ID: 33801109 United States 03/05/2013 10:59 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Beautiful. I find myself going through periods of "waiting"...then I have to ask myself...what am I waiting on? I am the one who has to make the changes around me. I do feel we are undergoing a global shift right now, but until I understand it more, waiting and waiting and waiting just brings stress! Time to take time to enjoy what you have! |
Ahhaala User ID: 33382770 United States 03/05/2013 11:21 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Paradise is right here on earth =) And it will become better and better, just watch my friend! You are so incredibly out to lunch, Norwegian tard. And in for some incredible surprises, as well. Your coming paradise is going to be a nightmare unlike any that has ever unfolded on earth before. You and the father o lies are going to have to try a lot harder than that. You're only deceiving the simple minded, like yourself. Disparaging and name calling? Is that the best you can do? Disappointing to say the least. Wait...Wut? |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 35623821 Romania 03/05/2013 11:39 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I see so many of you beautiful people who have understood so much, have a feeling of waiting for something. You feel as something is about to happen, something that will change everything. Quoting: DontBeAfraidEVER That or you still feel that you need these confusing feelings, that you need anger, fear, frustration in your life to learn what you want to learn. Well you dont! And thats the main thing people tend to forget. A negative experience will always ''hide'' something from you. You will still be given truth, but not the ''best truth''. Remove all your fears, your doubts, dont question EVERYTHING at once, just be, live, relax. Let it happen, and love it while it does happen and you will understand everything when time is RIGHT! So many people dream about the biggest questions, and then they forget that all the answers are inside them. They forget to ask the smallest questions, they tend to look thousands of metres away for truth, and then they forget the truth that is right infront of them. This journey is YOURS, but its also connected to others. You will not understand this connection before you understand yourself. Babysteps -> Small Steps -> Big steps It has to be in this order, you cant and will not understand the biggest steps before you feel them. If you cant feel it, stop looking and wait till you do. Act your feelings, shape them with your heart, make your thoughts truely yours! If i would explain it in a few sentences i would say it like this; You are still living your old lives, the same job, the same interactions with people, the same disability to speak your opinions, you live the same place, and have the same friends etc. You are denying the new you! Start your new life TODAY! And i will assure you that the feeling of waiting, or this ''negative feeling'' you sometime experience will dissapear. For me it was the last step =) I will post this piece by piece trying to explain in this thread; I See Google Becoming The Biggest Non Profit Organization And People Under Fear Mind Control Programs Becoming Healthy And Positive Once More :) |
Nordlys User ID: 25014115 Norway 03/05/2013 11:53 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I'm waiting to get out of this body suit and this heavy material world. But that will happen when I die and that will not be before I have finished what I came here to do/learn. Before that I hope to be here to rebuild a better world after the coming collapse of this materialistic society. "The moment contains love. That is the lesson/goal of this illusion or density." ~ Ra |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 35552769 United States 03/05/2013 12:20 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I'm not waiting. I'm living and enjoying things. Scaled back, found what is important to me and I'm doing it. I stopped listening to the voice of reason and now I follow my soul. It's much nicer now. Cancer will do that to you, make you rethink your priorities. What's the worse that can happen? Doom is cake when compared to a slow rotting death. Life is pretty good these days. Everything is in perspective. |
nvee User ID: 11620391 United States 03/05/2013 12:54 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | This post is very true. I know that stress is something that is created in our minds. Although I know this, I struggle daily with things that completely stress me out. There are ALWAYS people who are doing worse than I am, and most of the things that I stress about (and others do as well) are very minor things. I hope one day soon, my clarity will come :) Until then, I will just keep trying to consciously be as positive as possible. |
DontBeAfraidEVER (OP) User ID: 30524368 Norway 03/05/2013 01:00 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I agree most of us need click in our lens perspective. Carrying the weight of the world is a habit, maybe it's a parental kind of vigilence that helps on occasion but can ruin joy when it's too much. When my son was little I could spot a needle glinting on the floor from across the room. Now yes it is something that has gone too far inside me. I know all about meditation and can do it again from the ground basic. But I feel very defeated, and I have real health concerns and obsess about leaving my son alone in the world since I had an impossibly unkind set of parents that either abused or ignored me. So now I feel I am socially retarded and have no LOCAL friendships..and how is that going to help my son when I die. He told me his life will stop when that happens, and yes we are very close and solicitous of one another's well being. Too much depends on the connections he makes and that is so frightening. Yep all this is head on right now. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 34046798 Now i dont know anything about your life situation, but let me tell you something about mine. Maybe you can relate to it in a way. Ive written parts of this already here but basically i was a conspiracy researcher for about 4 years. In the beginning it was mostly like a ''hobby'' but as time went by i got more and more interested. After about a year or so i started spending a LOT of time on these subjects. The more i knew, the more distant the people around me became. Their daily conversations became uglier and uglier the more i knew about the topics they chatted about. In a way the more evil truths i knew about the more it pissed me off when i heard people ''ignoring'' these fact. And this can be incredibly hard at times. Its the main reason why this movement is going so slow. People feel trapped, alone, and people are in a way going in circles. The life they are living is constantly forcing them to deny their inner feelings. And they let it. People become afraid of the future, of what will happen in their lives, they fear that they will become social outbursts or loners. Some even fear becoming crazy because they feel they have nobody who will listen. And they cant find the way out, because they are so scared. They go in circles and keep repeating the same behaviour day in and day out while waiting for better times. They forget that; We are the change, and nothing will ever change if we dont. People tend to stay with their patterns until the pain of not changing becomes greater than the change itself. People let themselves suffer to the very end, they dont change before they REALLY have to change. If you have been spiritual before you should know all this, and also know that you can create the happiness you are lacking from within. Its just a change of perception. Why do you think you will lose your son by becoming spiritual again? So when we talk about positive vs negative..I just don't know how to smile right now with all this. Sugary words bring no upliftment, human warmth does. So it is beyond positive vs negative and that sounds like nonsense to me at this point. Superficial. Warmth not quick hugs which are like forced connection that is empty. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 34046798 I know what warmth is from the inside and I can find love inside. But what if the entire constant in one's life is the hard facts of abandonment. This is not about sugary words. If you only see sugary words then you are looking at this from the wrong direction. Think deeper about it, find your own thoughts, your own conclusions. People need to learn to love themselves again to remove the ''fakeness''. People who love themselves will spread real love, people who dont will only pretend. If you become a beacon of light to the people around you, they will also change. You create your own surroundings, and you get what you give =) Last Edited by DontBeAfraidEVER on 03/05/2013 01:04 PM |