Marroned cosmonaught left on the moon why Apollo 11 crew post mission Interview acted Strangly

Few years with the DIA working with ONI, dept. of energy, and NOAA. Naval Space command falls under part of an over lap with my unit and work.
I saw the Apollo 11 astronauts post mission press conference where they were very disturbed and acted not happy and upset just way off for something that clearly should have been a feeling of I just won the Power Ball.
Some theorize this is their reaction of the Apollo Hoax and they are upset of not going to the moon.
100% we went to the moon, gravity of moon is much greater and it varies all over the place. Secret gravity augmenting or gravity slip technology is used I am not saying anti-gravity it reduced the drag of weight by some percentage. This technology was ours and why the Russians couldn’t do what we did.
They went to the moon but inflight they had DOD orders sealed in the safe in the craft. They were secretly briefed and their missions was to categorize anything unusual on the moon which is pretty all over the place. where they landed was a recon mission for that area. I have no info about aliens or anything like that but they were exploring a couple of sites of things on the moon and to bring some things back.
2nd they left sensors, video cameras and other things on the moon.
3rd they dropped of some signal Intel equipment for the NSA what it was or how it worked who knows.
4th the photo graphed 2--3 Russian space landers and crashed space craft in this area taking photos and bringing back small items circuit boards other things I am guessing.
5th they dropped off a welcome wagon (called) it was a common station that literally you could pick up a phone or something and call the NSA if you were an alien. I know not a literal phone you get the message.
They reported a lot of activity on the moon but I never read any details I am sure it was some sort of craft.
Lastly they had to worry about and avoid a Russian Sample probe that orbit the moon a bunch of times and then land and take off and come home with a few space rocks on board. Both of these failed.
My information was that one Russian was on board the craft and landed safely in one of the collection landers and was to fly the other one home in the assentation part of it. He was marooned there since the other lander was damaged. I also understand he spoke English and spoke with them. Must have been heart breaking that they couldn’t rescue him. They were not near him.
I think the DOD mission, the recon of items on the moon, the spying of Russian gear, possible alien reality that they saw firsthand and then the Marooned Cosmonaut would account for their mood and how they acted.
I understand all 3 had a hard time adjusting and dealing with the over whelming mission.

100% no Apollo hoax it is tied to Secret Complex tech.

I am no Snowden i was a DIA operative and obviously i have no paperwork on this. You dont get paper work out impossible. that is why you have to listen to people who know a very little, like me.
Chris
Lakeland, FL