Im so tired with life... Please help me...Pray for me

Sorry means realizing what you did was wrong, making an
attempt to right the wrong, and making a plan of action
so that the wrong is not repeated.

Do you realize what you did was wrong and are you truly sorry?

You said you'd had previous suicide attempts. Were you sorry for the pain that caused others? Did you make any changes or make an effort to get help to try to not cause that pain to others again?

You broke into a persons home. Their space. A place
they should be able to be secure and relax. Have you
thought about how that made those people feel?

How would you feel if the place you "isolate" to, was
not secure anymore? Don't you think those people now
feel insecure in their own home? The place they
should be able to be secure?

Have you made any attempt to right the wrong that you did to them?

I refrained from posting until you bumped for more input. You said you didn't need advice, but prayer. It seems to me that you're more concerned about "getting out" of your
current situation than you are in asking God for forgiveness and help to avoid making such poor choices in the future.

If that's the case, you'll learn on your own that it
won't work. God isn't a genie in a bottle to pop out and fix our messes. With privileges comes responsibility. It's a privilege to have God answer your prayers. If He answers,
don't neglect your responsibility to Him.

If your prayers aren't answered in the way you want, will you doubt that He answered? Sometimes prayer is answered in
a way we don't expect and don't like. It's only later that we realize what happened truly changed and motivated us, and
was a far better answer than the one we'd asked for.

I will pray for His will to be done and that you turn to
Him to sincerely repent and ask for help in changing your
life before it's too late.

Sorry for sounding harsh. It's not said to be cruel, but I truly feel that you need some blunt truth. The next home you break into may be armed and not afraid to use it.