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Seer777 (OP) Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 78182431 United States 11/19/2019 10:45 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | [link to youtu.be (secure)] Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
Seer777 (OP) Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 78182431 United States 11/19/2019 11:09 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | The established scientific model is the Sun is ludicrously outdated and contradicted by almost every piece of observable evidence we have from it. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 77997113 Currently, science believes the Sun to be an enormous thermonuclear explosion that is constantly burning through fuel that it makes up its mass. Initially we can throw the thermonuclear model out because the Sun has a cyclical output system of energy output cycles. It is impossible in current physics for a thermonuclear reaction to display as sort of cyclical pattern. The temperature gradient travelling away from the Sun is anything but linear. Some areas are millions of degree hotter than others that are closer in distance to the body of the Sun. These can and do fluctuate considerably as you travel away from the Sun. The interior of the Sun is an order of magnitude cooler than the surface. How, in a thermonuclear reaction is this at all possible? It isn't is the simple answer. What is the Sun? The Sun appears to be an enormous magnet and almost all phenomena we observe from the Sun is magnetic interactions. What it is powered by I will elaborate on in a bit. The Sun projects several magnetic fields of varying strength out from it. The largest is the heliosphere, which extends far out from the solar system. This 'bubble' is the primary field that interacts with the rest of the universe. I call it a bubble because in some ways that's what it is. Every other star puts out it's own magnetic force which compounds into the magnetic soup or ether that permeates the entire universe. The collective force of this is quite large and bears down on everything in the void. Think of the pressure at great depths under the sea, it is the same concept in the void of space with magnetic force. The initial resistance the Sun has to this magnetic 'pressure' is the edge of the heliosphere. Try to visualise the void, permeated by the magnetic force of all stars in the universe and the pressure that force would exert on a magnetic field in deep space. The Sun pushes out against this force and the limit of that resistance is the outer edge of the heliosphere. This barrier keeps out a large amount of the energy from the rest of the universe entering into our solar system. Of course some energy still breaches that barrier but no where near as much as if it was absent. The next significant magnetic barrier of the Sun is the surface of the Sun. The surface can be thought of as a reverse event-horizon. This is the barrier where all the energy from space interacts with the magnetic field projected by the Sun, the result of that interact is magnetic discharge which we see as fire and feel as heat. The surface of the Sun is the energetic reaction between the magnetic field of the Sun and the cumulative magnetic force of the rest of the universe. Of course since both of those energies are extremely high, the reaction is significant. This is the reason that when viewed through modern equipment, solar flares don't look like giant tongues of flame, they look like magnetic field lines. It is also the reason why the inside of the Sun, as seen through sunspots is far cooler than the surface, something that is impossible in the thermonuclear model. This further explains what we think of as 'climate change'. Because the Sun has a cyclical energy output and we are approaching a solar minimum in which the energy output of the Sun is lower, the force resisting the rest of the universe is lower, which means more energy from space will seep through the heliosphere. More energy in the heliosphere means more energy in our 'bubble' and more pressure on the Earth's magnetic field, which is also dropping in strength. This means more energy is going to enter our atmosphere causing more extreme weather events. So WHAT is the Sun? It is obviously not a ball of burning gas. While that may seem like an idea from the surface of the Earth, with more modern measuring equipment we must abandon that theory because almost literally everything about the Sun negates it. What I believe the Sun is is a living being. Magnetic fields are created by electric current, they are also created by every living thing we observe. Everything that is conscious creates a magnetic field of some type. Rocks, plants, animals, humans. Further up that chain we see planets and Suns also with their own magnetic fields. What I believe the Sun to be is a living being at least two orders of magnitude up from human beings. Our magnetic is relatively weak but it is present, the Sun's is so strong it interacts with the rest of the universe. What the interior body of the Sun looks like I have no idea, same with the Earth. What it thinks, or does, I also have no idea. But when the ancients referred to the Sun as our God I think they were far more correct than we give them credit for. I don't believe it was a primitive 'this thing rises in the morning and gives us heat and light so worship it' notion is valid. For one it must be completely thrown out if there is evidence of civilisation prior to what we believe to be the beginning of human history, which is literally everywhere on the planet in the form of megalithic structures. Primitive worship of the Sun could only be valid if our ancestors were simple cavemen. If they were the remainders of a previous civilsation that was destroyed and forced back into a hunter-gatherer lifestyle than the knowledge of what the Sun is could have remained from that previous time. This also provides some interesting implications as to the former position of the planets in our solar system. If the energy output of the Sun was significantly different from its current levels, than the magnetic web of the planets would be in a different order. If the planetary bodies themselves can somehow alter the strength of their magnetic fields than one of them could have been the dominant force in the solar system for a period of time. This all of a sudden makes the numerous myths about Saturn once being the largest celestial body in the sky no longer unrealistic. In summary: The Sun is potentially a living being that generates an enormous magnetic field. We see the interactions of this magnetic field with the energy from the rest of space in our heliosphere and on the surface of the Sun. [link to youtu.be (secure)] Ashira means 'I will sing'. Solomon spoke of the "language of the birds'. Birds sing at dawn. Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
Seer777 (OP) Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 78182431 United States 11/20/2019 11:22 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I love caramelized onion....I havent had anything other than fruit and veggies in over a week Quoting: Light of my Little Left Eye You also need tell your therapist. If they can't monitor your true addiction to starving yourself..then what good are they? FWIW..being you told me where you are, I can call them and tell them directly you are repeating old patterns. The anxiety needs to be better managed as well, along with monitoring your eating. Rehab is enormously expensive. You should also respect that. I'm sure there is even a way I could email. Won't even need to pick up the phone... I'm not going to let this go. You have until noon tomorrow to convince me you are eating fat and protein, or I am sending the email. You can send me a series of picture on Wire as proof.. Running out of time. I have the staff directory pulled up. Rebecca and Zac looking like the go to.. Maybe this is what that intense dream with me in it, was about. [link to youtu.be (secure)] Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
Seer777 (OP) Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 78182431 United States 11/20/2019 12:34 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | [link to youtu.be (secure)] [link to youtu.be (secure)] [link to youtu.be (secure)] Last Edited by Seer777 on 11/20/2019 12:35 PM Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
Seer777 (OP) Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 78182431 United States 11/20/2019 12:42 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | At this point I am going to assume you anticipated me making this move, thus dropping the information deliberately, asking for help. If you are losing control of yourself again, you need to accept it, and start back on the path to self reliance. Telling your therapist would be a good first step..but if you need me to make that for you, I can do that. I will not enable you. I will walk away. Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
Seer777 (OP) Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 78182431 United States 11/20/2019 02:08 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Sergio's pretty hot. I bet all the girls get crushes on him.. [link to youtu.be (secure)] Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
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Seer777 (OP) Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 78182431 United States 11/20/2019 03:33 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I noticed something particular on my first forum that continues to now. Quoting: Seer777 Several members told me they were dreaming of me and that I was always there offering them comfort, when something scary or dire was happening in the dream. When I came to GLP, again people told me they would dream of me. I started having weird GLP dreams as well..that continue to this day. You do have a very particular essence that leaves a strong impression. Let me ask you...if you knew that somebody close to you was suffering greatly, and you were the only one who could help, how far would you go to save them? I suppose it would depend if I felt I could live with myself, if I didn't.. However, remember rushing to aid, is one of the ways to utilize the force improperly that can lead to the dark side. Everything needs to be measured and sometime suffering is necessary for great growth. Watching other people suffer only hurts if you have a capacity for empathy. I saw a great meme about that very thing yesterday. I wonder if I saved it. It made me tear up. [link to i.imgur.com (secure)] <3 BoJack Horseman | Season 6 | Hollyhock Has an Anxiety Attack [link to youtu.be (secure)] Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
Seer777 (OP) Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 78182431 United States 11/20/2019 04:56 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Time's up. Quoting: Seer777 I sent the same message to Rebecca and Zac. I have it copied and may send one to the rabbi as well. I got a response from Rebecca. She said she would neither confirm nor deny that you were there, but appreciated my concern. My concern.. Concern anxiety, worry Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
Seer777 (OP) Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 78182431 United States 11/20/2019 05:34 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Thread: Hospital Privacy Curtains Found Saturated with Deadly Superbugs Quoting: Seer777 Hospitals are dangerous, deadly places, and new research finds that MRSA superbugs contaminate nearly 90 percent of hospital privacy curtains Quoting: C.K. Dexter Haven "the research team tracked contamination rates for 10 newly laundered privacy curtains in the Regional Burns/Plastics Unit of the Health Services Center in Winnipeg, Canada over a 21-day period. Virtually contamination-free at the outset, by day 14, over 87 percent of the curtains tested positive for MRSA. Control curtains that were not put in patient rooms remained contamination free for the entire study period. Interestingly – and scarily – none of the patients in the rooms where the curtains were tested had MRSA themselves. Instead, the contamination occurred on parts of the curtains that were frequently touched by caregivers and visitors, suggesting that it was this direct contact that was spreading the disease." less than 50% [link to www.naturalnews.com (secure)] Why people are still encouraged to visit 'loved ones' in the hospital..I will never understand. Thread: MSM: Superbugs pose greater threat than previously estimated Drug-resistant bacteria and fungi cause almost 3 million infections and 35,000 deaths a year, the CDC reports. Quoting: Digital mix guy Drug-resistant germs sicken about 3 million people every year in the United States and kill about 35,000, representing a much larger public health threat than previously understood, according to a long-awaited report released Wednesday by the Centers for Disease Control and Prevention. The new estimates show that, on average, someone in the United States gets an antibiotic-resistant infection every 11 seconds, and every 15 minutes, someone dies. Bacteria, fungi and other germs that have developed a resistance to antibiotics and other drugs pose one of the gravest public health challenges and a baffling problem for modern medicine. Scientists, doctors and public health officials have warned of this threat for decades, and the new report reveals the top dangers and troubling trends. More pathogens are developing new ways of fending off drugs designed to kill them, and infections are spreading more widely outside of hospitals. No new classes of antibiotics have been introduced in more than three decades. [link to www.washingtonpost.com (secure)] My doctor says we have maybe 5 to 7 years until antibiotics are useless. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 78116487 Sure hope they can make some new ones. Thread: I have been infected by candida auris (c.auris) and I think it's a bioweapon for world war 3 OP I am absolutely sorry that you have this new superbug, and I too was concerned when first hearing about it that it's part of this depopultion agenda as it has all the hallmarks of a bioweapon. Quoting: YouAreDreaming Apparently it's a 90 day death sentence if it is going to kill but the hope is you are not in that 50% chance that it does. I was more worried about this than Ebola because it's already spreading everywhere. Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
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Seer777 (OP) Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 78182431 United States 11/20/2019 06:30 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Thread: Hospital Privacy Curtains Found Saturated with Deadly Superbugs Quoting: Seer777 Hospitals are dangerous, deadly places, and new research finds that MRSA superbugs contaminate nearly 90 percent of hospital privacy curtains Quoting: C.K. Dexter Haven "the research team tracked contamination rates for 10 newly laundered privacy curtains in the Regional Burns/Plastics Unit of the Health Services Center in Winnipeg, Canada over a 21-day period. Virtually contamination-free at the outset, by day 14, over 87 percent of the curtains tested positive for MRSA. Control curtains that were not put in patient rooms remained contamination free for the entire study period. Interestingly – and scarily – none of the patients in the rooms where the curtains were tested had MRSA themselves. Instead, the contamination occurred on parts of the curtains that were frequently touched by caregivers and visitors, suggesting that it was this direct contact that was spreading the disease." less than 50% [link to www.naturalnews.com (secure)] Why people are still encouraged to visit 'loved ones' in the hospital..I will never understand. Thread: MSM: Superbugs pose greater threat than previously estimated Drug-resistant bacteria and fungi cause almost 3 million infections and 35,000 deaths a year, the CDC reports. Quoting: Digital mix guy Drug-resistant germs sicken about 3 million people every year in the United States and kill about 35,000, representing a much larger public health threat than previously understood, according to a long-awaited report released Wednesday by the Centers for Disease Control and Prevention. The new estimates show that, on average, someone in the United States gets an antibiotic-resistant infection every 11 seconds, and every 15 minutes, someone dies. Bacteria, fungi and other germs that have developed a resistance to antibiotics and other drugs pose one of the gravest public health challenges and a baffling problem for modern medicine. Scientists, doctors and public health officials have warned of this threat for decades, and the new report reveals the top dangers and troubling trends. More pathogens are developing new ways of fending off drugs designed to kill them, and infections are spreading more widely outside of hospitals. No new classes of antibiotics have been introduced in more than three decades. [link to www.washingtonpost.com (secure)] My doctor says we have maybe 5 to 7 years until antibiotics are useless. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 78116487 Sure hope they can make some new ones. Thread: I have been infected by candida auris (c.auris) and I think it's a bioweapon for world war 3 OP I am absolutely sorry that you have this new superbug, and I too was concerned when first hearing about it that it's part of this depopultion agenda as it has all the hallmarks of a bioweapon. Quoting: YouAreDreaming Apparently it's a 90 day death sentence if it is going to kill but the hope is you are not in that 50% chance that it does. I was more worried about this than Ebola because it's already spreading everywhere. Mr. Nobody (2009) - War Between Two Modes of Reproduction [link to youtu.be (secure)] Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
Seer777 (OP) Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 78182431 United States 11/20/2019 07:16 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | The most recent season of Bojack Horseman is all about rehab. At least watch these clips. I'm baking a sweet potato. Add fat(olive oil/butter) and protein(cottage cheese), or regular cheese. It's good. Great really. Perfect food. Lots of vitamins. Good for the eyes. [link to youtu.be (secure)] Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 77279978 Canada 11/21/2019 04:57 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Time's up. Quoting: Seer777 I sent the same message to Rebecca and Zac. I have it copied and may send one to the rabbi as well. I got a response from Rebecca. She said she would neither confirm nor deny that you were there, but appreciated my concern. My concern.. Concern anxiety, worry Apologies Seer, who is Rebecca and Zac??? |
Seer777 (OP) Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 78182431 United States 11/21/2019 11:05 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Time's up. Quoting: Seer777 I sent the same message to Rebecca and Zac. I have it copied and may send one to the rabbi as well. I got a response from Rebecca. She said she would neither confirm nor deny that you were there, but appreciated my concern. My concern.. Concern anxiety, worry Apologies Seer, who is Rebecca and Zac??? They are staff members at her rehab facility, whom felt most applicable to send my email to, regarding. Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
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Seer777 (OP) Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 78182431 United States 11/21/2019 12:18 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Instagram removing 'likes' to 'depressurize' youth, some aren't buying it Quoting: Seer777 Right now we're testing making like counts private, so you'll be able to see how many people liked a given photo of yours or a video of yours, but no one else will," said Adam Mosseri, the head of Instagram said on Friday. Mosseri made the announcement at Wired 25, a symposium featuring leaders in tech, science and entertainment, NPR reported. “It's about young people," Mosseri said. "The idea is to try to 'depressurize' Instagram, make it less of a competition and give people more space to focus on connecting with people that they love, things that inspire them." [link to www.foxnews.com (secure)] I like this. Heard a story about a 12 year old who attempted suicide because she didn't get enough likes I still would like to be famous. Probably for selfish reasons. Being rich I dont care about, so much. Quoting: Light of my Little Left Eye I'd hate it and no amount money or any material object, would make it worth it. Fame can also happen much by accident or an embarrassing moment and become a viral meme that ruin people's lives. Or from crimes being committed and people dying. The older I get the more I want to isolate myself from society/people completely. It's a clown show and we are slowly seeing the visible chains of our authoritarian future. Good video. He explains well what I was talking about here. Instagram is removing 'likes' is to combat this.. Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 68908007 Australia 11/21/2019 12:33 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Instagram removing 'likes' to 'depressurize' youth, some aren't buying it Quoting: Seer777 Right now we're testing making like counts private, so you'll be able to see how many people liked a given photo of yours or a video of yours, but no one else will," said Adam Mosseri, the head of Instagram said on Friday. Mosseri made the announcement at Wired 25, a symposium featuring leaders in tech, science and entertainment, NPR reported. “It's about young people," Mosseri said. "The idea is to try to 'depressurize' Instagram, make it less of a competition and give people more space to focus on connecting with people that they love, things that inspire them." [link to www.foxnews.com (secure)] I like this. Heard a story about a 12 year old who attempted suicide because she didn't get enough likes I still would like to be famous. Probably for selfish reasons. Being rich I dont care about, so much. Quoting: Light of my Little Left Eye I'd hate it and no amount money or any material object, would make it worth it. Fame can also happen much by accident or an embarrassing moment and become a viral meme that ruin people's lives. Or from crimes being committed and people dying. The older I get the more I want to isolate myself from society/people completely. It's a clown show and we are slowly seeing the visible chains of our authoritarian future. Good video. He explains well what I was talking about here. Instagram is removing 'likes' is to combat this.. To be fair - they're not removing them. Just making it "private". Same difference really. |
Seer777 (OP) Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 78182431 United States 11/21/2019 12:44 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Good video. Quoting: Seer777 He explains well what I was talking about here. Instagram is removing 'likes' is to combat this.. To be fair - they're not removing them. Just making it "private". Same difference really. You're right. It will be interesting to see how much people are dependent on their addiction to gaining from strangers on the internet, when other people can't see their score. With the Social Credit Score becoming mandatory in China in 2020, I don't think these rating systems are going anywhere. Sad to say. Hopefully this will slow it down long enough people see it for what it is. Thought control and behavioral conditioning. [link to youtu.be (secure)] Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 68908007 Australia 11/21/2019 01:03 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Good video. Quoting: Seer777 He explains well what I was talking about here. Instagram is removing 'likes' is to combat this.. To be fair - they're not removing them. Just making it "private". Same difference really. You're right. It will be interesting to see how much people are dependent on their addiction to gaining from strangers on the internet, when other people can't see their score. With the Social Credit Score becoming mandatory in China in 2020, I don't think these rating systems are going anywhere. Sad to say. Hopefully this will slow it down long enough people see it for what it is. Thought control and behavioral conditioning. [link to youtu.be (secure)] Still hits the serotonin button. Humans are built around those , be it virtual or reality. [link to vimeo.com (secure)] |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 73070934 United States 11/21/2019 01:28 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | JESUS CHRIST seer. I havent even been online. How do you know I havent been eating? I havent been but I didnt see any of this stuff until today. You emailed zac Jones? That could be really bad. My therapist does know. But zac Jones threatened to kick me out if I didnt eat. I didnt want him knowing. |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 68908007 Australia 11/21/2019 01:40 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | JESUS CHRIST seer. I havent even been online. How do you know I havent been eating? I havent been but I didnt see any of this stuff until today. You emailed zac Jones? That could be really bad. My therapist does know. But zac Jones threatened to kick me out if I didnt eat. Quoting: Light of my Little Left Eye I didnt want him knowing. Of the people reached out to. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 68908007 It's the one who frequently gets yelled at that attempts to help. Go eat a dick anon. You dont know anything about me. The fuck you doing in rehab then? And at least you're somewhat correct in your last statement |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 73070934 United States 11/21/2019 01:44 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | JESUS CHRIST seer. I havent even been online. How do you know I havent been eating? I havent been but I didnt see any of this stuff until today. You emailed zac Jones? That could be really bad. My therapist does know. But zac Jones threatened to kick me out if I didnt eat. Quoting: Light of my Little Left Eye I didnt want him knowing. Of the people reached out to. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 68908007 It's the one who frequently gets yelled at that attempts to help. Go eat a dick anon. You dont know anything about me. The fuck you doing in rehab then? And at least you're somewhat correct in your last statement You dont know anything about me, so dont assume that you do. Here's the dealio. This isn't eating disorder treatment and they dont consider themselves qualified to deal with serious active eating disorders. If you think about it people would be creating a sort of liability for them by engaging in that behavior at a place that only specializes in drug treatment. My eating disorder was under control for my first 3 months here, it wasn't an issue. Recently its cropped up again and I'm sitting here on my hands trying to figure out the best way to handle it. The last thing I want is to be kicked out, because eating disorder treatment is kinda toxic and I can never live with my mom again. This is also the most stable my life has been in a long time and the reason for this self sabotage going on with me is unclear. I dont know what to do yet. |
Seer777 (OP) Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 78182431 United States 11/21/2019 01:52 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | JESUS CHRIST seer. I havent even been online. How do you know I havent been eating? I havent been but I didnt see any of this stuff until today. You emailed zac Jones? That could be really bad. My therapist does know. But zac Jones threatened to kick me out if I didnt eat. I didnt want him knowing. Quoting: Light of my Little Left Eye I havent had anything other than fruit and veggies in over a week Quoting: Light of my Little Left Eye ^^ Right here hon. You left me no option. I chose Zac on a whim. Probably for a good reason. Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
Seer777 (OP) Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 78182431 United States 11/21/2019 01:56 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | JESUS CHRIST seer. I havent even been online. How do you know I havent been eating? I havent been but I didnt see any of this stuff until today. You emailed zac Jones? That could be really bad. My therapist does know. But zac Jones threatened to kick me out if I didnt eat. Quoting: Light of my Little Left Eye I didnt want him knowing. Of the people reached out to. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 68908007 It's the one who frequently gets yelled at that attempts to help. Go eat a dick anon. You dont know anything about me. The fuck you doing in rehab then? And at least you're somewhat correct in your last statement You dont know anything about me, so dont assume that you do. Here's the dealio. This isn't eating disorder treatment and they dont consider themselves qualified to deal with serious active eating disorders. If you think about it people would be creating a sort of liability for them by engaging in that behavior at a place that only specializes in drug treatment. My eating disorder was under control for my first 3 months here, it wasn't an issue. Recently its cropped up again and I'm sitting here on my hands trying to figure out the best way to handle it. The last thing I want is to be kicked out, because eating disorder treatment is kinda toxic and I can never live with my mom again. This is also the most stable my life has been in a long time and the reason for this self sabotage going on with me is unclear. I dont know what to do yet. All I said is you were beginning to show symptoms of your eating disorder returning that that you had mentioned to me your anxiety increasing to panic. I asked if they would monitor your meal times and address your anxiety, due to one fueling the other. Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |