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IT IS HAPPENING NOW THE ANGELS HAVE COME FORTH SEALING THE SERVANTS

 
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NO Brothers, Father has had enough, HE is keeping me to Himself, HE is angry about everything they have done to me and my children unjustly, and HE is tired of the Whores and their Sorcery games and them pitting the Brothers against each other to murder each other

HE is just dealing with the Evil Nepthys Serpent Whore and the Two Whore Beasts and getting rid of them for good. HE has had enough. There time is up. They refuse to tell the truth, they refuse to stop their evil works, they are sorry about nothing, HE is done with them.

HE is cutting off the Serpent seed.

I am just working on repairs, and healing, and education, and hope to back to work soon. Mom things and spending time with the children. Reading the Word and praying.
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Yes, many of the main Evil Players are Hispanic Females in Los Angeles California who are Satanic or Santera Witches and will often portray themselves as lesbians but they will target men who are influential to extort them and destroy them often times even murder them

They fuck them up in their heads somehow, make them in lust for them, frame them, then destroy their businesses, demand money, and many times try and murder them

That is one large group with many main players who murder many, paint many wrong, steal things, and do a lot of sorcery and find it very very "hilarious" and "funny"

I witnessed Steven be with a lesbian lover of Alicia who terrorized me for years, who he detested and called a "rat" and yet, he acts as if he is in sudden lust for her, and moved her into his home??? It seems he finally came out of it after a few years and a lot of lost assets later.
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So that, is what is destroying America and will actually be the cause in Truth of the destruction of America is the group of Evil Satanic Hispanic Females In California.

They are literally causing all the problems and the wrath of God to come down on the USA due to all the ones they have harmed. They are continuing to call forth Evil and continuing in this Evil work and are in NO way sorry about anything, and have NO ability in them to speak the Truth.
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And Graham from the UK, who is the Balancer, I believe, watching me, says "Correct" about the Hispanic Satanic Female Cult destroying the USA

He is an Ancient KT, and HE has survived Spiritual Egypt and made it through by knowing Secret Truths.

For these matters, they always appoint one who knows Truth and can remain impartial as the Balancer, and so I hear his voice often. So, either he is just there giving himself to watch over me, or he has been appointed the balancer.
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NO, the last I knew, I believe I detected Graham was in India, but I have no idea his location now.

Graham was able to explain to me why I had to have the painful spinal surgery after my Second Judgment before the Almighty Father in the Midst of the Earth, and that Generation X meant Human, and that not many people were actually Human.

We did have some disagreement at first over Tepes and Dracul as he did not know what I had been shown or why Tepes had went to the other side. The Order was based on the Knight Templar and they did wear the White Vestures under Black but it was kept secret due to the Roman Catholic Church murdering anyone who had Truth.

The Roman Catholic Church murdered Tepes first wife Elizabetta and told him that she had committed suicide and was condemned. Which was NOT the case. She was murdered and remained on Earth. Them, separating the true loves and her pregnant with child.
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Vlad Dracul's True Love was "Christine" NOT Christina

She was the Mother of Vlad Tepes, the Roman Catholic Church murdered her and Tepes brother. However, I believe that Tepes would have had an undocumented sister as well.

I believe that Christine immediately reincarnated as Elizabetta and married her own son Tepes and was murdered again by Peter and the Roman Catholic Church.

So yes, the immediate problem for the USA is this Hispanic Cult Group in Los Angeles, CA but it is not the whole problem for Earth at all.

So this is what I know to be the Truth from what I have been shown, if someone has documentation or knows differently than please state so. These are the names I know to be true from the names I have called from certain ones.
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So, I believe that Christine and Elizabetta were both reincarnations of Mary Magdalene herself

And now, this will blow your mind, but I have very good reason for what I say, and I do not just come up with things on my own

I believe Norma Jean, more commonly known as Marilyn Monroe was also a reincarnation of Mary Magdalene, she did not die from suicide or overdose, she was injected with a lethal overdose by a USA Government Operative while she was sleeping, she was murdered by the USA.
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Well, what I see from Norma Jean is a sad lost naive little girl who is very unlucky in love and hurt, she is looking for love in all the wrong places, and the USA is threatened by her love affairs which to her she probably didn't even think about. So, they murder her, in fear that she has seen or heard one of their many lies that she might say or tell someone.
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In fact, I, myself, am puzzled as to why they have not returned to murder me again yet

In 2010, the ones HE did not destroy HE pulled down, others HE took into Heaven, and then others went UP

So, sometimes I wonder if my murderers are still just all caught up there somehow trying and seething to get back down to me, so mad that I won't shut up
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Mary Travers, of Peter, Paul and Mary, was
reportedly an incarnation of Mary.
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So, I can NOT tell you how extremely sad it is to me, 11 years later to say again to the men, stop fighting with each other, right now, we have a very terrible Evil Satanic Serpent Female Situation Threatening to Destroy Earth and Mankind Situation, so you have the Beast in Italy, you have the Beast in Los Angeles California, and you got some Asian Whore somewhere jet setting. All Female Satanic Cults calling down Demons and doing sorcery and murdering the innocent.

When that is taken care of, you all can get back to your cock fights with each other, and murdering your brothers.
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So, people say, so what you are a Caulbearer, big deal

But God explained the significance of this to me in 2008, and I again would verify the details of my birth with my Mom.

A Caulbearers birth is significant because the exact time and place of birth can be predicted thousands of years in advance. Jesus was also a known Caulbearer as was Tepes.

They are known as Kings by right, and as such, were feared and misunderstood by many and often hunted for death.

My Mom told me that when My Dad saw I was a Caulbearer he ordered that NO ONE name me until he returned. He then put into place a woman from France that we all thought was my REAL Grandma who named me Jenny Maria Bruno for a very significant reason, which God would also show me on Art pieces, and she called me "The Seer"

I would NOT find out until last year, that this woman was NOT my real Grandma, and NO one knows who this woman is, and my Grandma on my Mom's side who had her name and contact information is deceased. I only called her Grandma, and after she communicated with my Mom's mom about me, I found out. What they told her about me I do not know, as my Mom did not allow me any communication with my Dad or very much anyone. I was NOT allowed to have any friends. I worked for family members when out of school and stayed in a corner hidden from them as much as possible.

My only reprieve was my half brother JR, and my cousin Lance who afforded me some protection from the others hatred towards me for no reason. I can NOT regret too much of anything about my life, because the Truth is, I would have done anything to escape them.
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This is why you MUST stop touching thyself in an IMPURE manner.

Jesus hates that. Unless you stop you cannot be sealed!

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And so, another well known, Caulbearer that we have among us today is the Dalai Lama and I believe the Monks watched the stars the same as the wise men were doing when Jesus was born and went to go and retrieve the child and raised him in seclusion.

And we know that he was persecuted and exiled from his own country for no reason. Very good spiritual leader.
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This is why you MUST stop touching thyself in an IMPURE manner.

Jesus hates that. Unless you stop you cannot be sealed!

jerkit
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Well, who is touching me? When I am half awake? There is three of us here. You know, it is no longer my body since 2008. You go and tell HIM that in the Midst of the Earth, HE knows damn well everything I do.

I told HIM, look, you start kissing me, and touching me, you start making me burn with desire for you, can I come home already.

Or, go and tell Steve/Michael at least and see what HE has to say about it HE has the left half of me.

Geez, they are both totally hot gorgeous perfect all powerful men. Give a woman a break already.

To think I am being judged now on my dozing dreams by demons in Babylon. WOW. Let's see how they do in Judgment.

God Bless You and Yours Thailand.

I heard all about Thailand from the Military men they say the whores are so many everywhere you go the women say "fuck and suck ten dollars"
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Judge not least you be Judged.

But anyway Thailand the way I see it, America does have some problems and may have some casualties sustained which is a necessity in any war and expected, but in my opinion, it is not all said and done yet, as to who is the New Jerusalem, and in my opinion, America has a much greater chance of its land holding in place than Thailand at 10 dollars a pop.

But, thank you for thinking you can judge me better than God and Michael Himself who have not left me for one second since 2008, and not even before then, I just didn't know.

God sees and knows everything. Everything is written in all those many books.

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You know anything about a Southern Woman? Okay, well, I grew up in California but anyone can tell you that I was not an L.A. girl, my Mom was from West Virginia and I too grew up believing, food was the way to man's heart, and your home need to be kept clean and dinner served on time.

But, a Southern Woman can have a temper, and she may have it with her mate, and have quite a lot to say, but if someone else comes along and wants to put their two cents in then she will immediately turn on them, as this is a private matter that she is dealing with.

Likewise, Alicia was half and half, sometimes good, sometimes evil, and I could not keep that thing out of her, and so, there were times we would be having it out, ready to kill each other, and someone else would step in, and it did not matter at that point with either of us, surprisingly, the intruder would then be attacked and we would then stop fighting and sit down and have a beer and be pissed over them getting into our business and fight.

In fact, here we are poor, and still Alicia wanted a Lion Hoodie for her birthday, and I sent it to her, and she sends me the sweetest thank yous and how much she loves it. I am just like Alicia, you are just impossible, I truly hope you did the damn confessions I sent you, I don't know what to do with you at this point.

She says, I have fucked her up for life, she no longer wants anything to do with many people, but she was never too good at telling the truth, so I am not sure what to believe, however, I guess I hope for her soul's sake it is the truth. I did get her to get baptized in 2011, when we were there shortly again, and she says she enjoys going to church now every week and singing to Jesus.
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I further enhanced my own belief in this I think as a child, in that I felt that my brother's Jr love for me was also because I doted upon him. I listened for him to come in from work in the early morning hours, and got up to take off his boots, and cook him some food and take it too him and listen to him share about his day.

For this reason, men in California found me odd, well for many reasons, simply because I am odd, but also because I did not like or want to go to fancy restaurants, instead if they wanted to go to dinner, I would prefer that I cook dinner.

This was strange to them. However, it did not do well in California, looking back, I can see that it got me painted moreso as being a doormat from the get go rather than a woman who needed to be taken care of.
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So, during the time of Alicia, she had the demon in her, and I did not know I had a demon in me, and we would fucking battle it out sometimes.

We both ended up doing shit to each other, I think it was a draw. It was good, I think I left it at a fair draw.

However, yeah, if anyone, had of at that time tried and harmed the other, you know, we would have probably mortally wounded them, we were both then very strong.

It seemed okay, as the battle waged on, for us to inflict damage on each other, alternating between inflicting the damage and then helping in the repair and laughing over the matter, only to do it again, but no one else was allowed to participate in our crazy charade.

They ordered Alicia to murder me, I know that. Interesting though, I heard Alicia above one day say "I did not kill her, when I could have many times"


I wondered about her, and why as Father chose to bring her back to life. She does recall being dead and she remembers what happened, but I tell her, I did not bring you back to life Alicia, God did, not me. I felt then she must have a reason, or that HE really felt she could pull through and save her soul.


I'm happy she got baptized and is going to church and learning about Jesus.
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Krystal witnessed God heal my Mom overnight of terminal Leukemia

My heart about broke the day she called, I don't know how long she had kept it a secret from everyone, but we were the last to know that day, and she wanted me to drive her to the hospital the next morning for admittance.

I got off the phone, cried for a bit, and told Krystal, we must be strong now for Granny, let us go quickly and gather some things and go and pray for her.

So I got some candles and oils, and we went. My Mom does not like to be touched, and so I asked permission to touch her, and to lay hands in prayer upon her, and she consented and I silently poured my heart out to God our Father.

I told her, do not blow out the candles, let them burn out, when they got out, take then out of the house, and throw them in the outside trash can, we will see you in the morning.

We drove down to the hospital, it was a silent ride. I don't think anyone of us wanted to evoke emotion. When we got there her doctor said he needed her blood work first before admittance and we went to the lab. After they told us, their equipment was malfunctioning to go down the street to another lab and we did, then we went back to await the results.

The doctor came out, shaking his head, he did not know what to say, he apologized, he thought that for months their equipment had been malfunctioning, that she was perfectly healthy, nothing was wrong with her.

She thanked him and we got in my truck and headed home with Krystal. I said to her, "Do you know what happened?" She said "Yes, Jesus healed Me" I said "Yes that would be Correct"

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Sometimes I will hear the spirits say, "she does have power' and I will say "NO I do not, I have no power of myself, My Father God Almighty has all power, it is Him that does all things, nothing is from my hand"

I am simply sharing this for you, and especially you Muslims, if any read my posts from facebook here who think that Jesus was just some magician doing tricks

I am no magician, and being in a fatal car crash, and coming back to life myself, I did not have any potion or trick on me, when my friend lay dead as well, I simply could not in my heart be angry at her seeing her lifeless body laying there knowing she was in Babylon and I forgave her of all her sins and told her that I loved her unconditionally and God filled her with life and not only that HE brought her back with no wounds or injuries after going almost all the way through the vehicle windshield.

She only had a bruise on one thigh from the steering wheel.

I myself, was on the side of impact hit 3 times by a large hook and ladder fire engine, and I sustained NOT one scrape or bruise or injury in anyway.

It was only seconds when I saw it coming through the light right at us, and I saw Krystal asleep against the window, and I knew we were all dead, there was not even time to scream, yet I said in my mind "Father send your mightiest Angel now to stand between us" and it was over, and we were dead.

Krystal did have injuries to her arm but no broken bones, and amazingly none of us can explain, she then was seated buckled in on the opposite side of the truck away from the side of impact.

When I died, I looked down and saw that Krystal was hurt and still alive, and I said to Alicia "Krystal is hurt and still alive, I have to go back to help her" and I returned to my body to find her dead, and then I told you what happened.

But, Muslims, you act like you are so Godly and I have talked to many of you, and you are such unbelievers and have such little faith. God can do all things. God does miracles constantly there is no limit to what God can do.
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No, the Asian cultures are much more sexual than the Western culture

The Asians that I have known in the past and presently find nothing wrong with fornication, multiple lovers, or adultery. And so, I liken this thinking to my great time of sadness and turmoil in my soul, and endless hours of crying in solitude wondering what was wrong with me, when I would do things and wonder why, and I did not know that they had put demons in me in 1985.

I was very much in darkness and in great turmoil inside, and I cried and cried alone, night after night.

However, for them, it is just their culture, because it is not in their religious doctrines to feel any way about these things.

I remember last year at work, a coworker had visited Japan and she was showing me pictures of the Penis Festival and I wanted to throw up, it was just way too brazen for me. Women with giant boob jobs walking around smiling with dildos in between their boobs, others pretending to give blow jobs to penis shaped popsicles and I just found this very inappropriate.

My daughter's friends tells here, that when she comes to Japan she should not come alone because they are very horny people and China is much worse that it would not be safe for her to teach English in China alone.

I told her, well that explains why that one girl you knew, likes to keep going over there, and kept ending up pregnant by unknown people and getting abortions. She is just over there whoring it up.

You know Religion definitely can have its extremities, but it does teach moral values.


The same in African countries that are Voodoo they are infested with AIDS and STDs and many children from many people of which they cannot feed but they cannot control their genitals.


So, in that case, both Islam and REAL Christians are the best moral teachers of both love, chastity, and moral values. Though both can have extremities. Of course, I will always side with Christianity because I do not agree with all the Islam doctrines and I do not condone rewriting or adding to God's words, but I do give them credit for many things.


But again, I do say that I am eclectic, as I do believe in other things from other religions as well, and things from Islam as well, so in that I would say Eclectic, a little of it all, but I have learned CHASITY AND KEEPING YOUR LEGS CLOSED UNLESS YOU ARE WITH YOUR HUSBAND IS A MUST OR YOU WILL BE GETTING PUNISHED.



But, that is what causes it in Asia, I mean it is funny to the neighbor girl to say, my Mom was the biggest whore in the Phillipines she ran several men at once, whitey has no clue.


But, we pray and we talk about marriage and love, and the need to be loyal and about God and it is good.
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But, I realize that Steven was just testing me when he said initially that he was thinking of purchasing a building for a stripper bar to see what my reaction would be, which was not good.

I mean, if I truly believed he had ever went into one of these dens of evil of prostitution, I don't know how I would feel about him. I don't see how I could possibly be with a man who had ever went into a place like that.


I mean it is fine to have fun and wild sex, but that is a private matter, behind closed doors, and that is where it needs to stay. It is not for prostitution or for sale, or to display on a stage for a dollar, that is just so beyond repulsive disgusting, you just want to blow all those places up and infest them with every plague, ugh, I can NOT even stand the thought of them.


But, I know he is good, and he would not be evil like that.
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I have been hearing this man's voice like coming from above and it says

I love you
I will be home soon
I will be moving in on Tuesday
Well that will be his last date from California
I am almost home
Can you reach me

And I say "how can I reach you? you are in my mind. Father can you reach the thing in my mind so I can have some peace on Earth?"

Well whatever you are imaginary man voice, if you come upon me, I am much worse than you left me now, covered in scars and a wreck, so don't know what there is left here to work with. May not be no need to hurry home unless it means you get out of my mind and I have peace.
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I have heard that man above again say

I will not let you have it for a reason
I want to see you fall

At first I thought he was talking to me, and I said, look, if there is any part of me up there, I want it to fall, I don't want to be up there in any way, but then after I realized he is talking to Steve

Steve before has said to him

You had no reason to hit her


It is hard for me to think that some unknown man wants to somehow try and take Steve from me or to do something to him, which I do not believe Steve is the type of man who can be harmed anyhow. It is simply that I think to myself, how can I ever love a man on Earth in the flesh to the soul depth that I have loved Steve? It does not seem possible to me that this could ever happen again.

Yeah, it is possible, that something could happen, and we possibly could become separated I guess, but I do not see that see really in truth that I would be with someone else then. And if I was, I do not feel that it would be true, that I would ever love them as much as I have loved Steve.

But, in life, I am always working on letting go of the past and just working on the present NOW, what is happening NOW, what needs to be taken care of NOW

I can NOT change the past, I can never count on a tomorrow, I can only think of today and NOW, and what exists today and what needs to be done and what I have in my life today

Krystal and I have decided that we are going to be telling the hospital that I will be doing the magnetic treatment. She is NOT feeling comfortable with the ECT, and I found that out of 237 psychiatric patients in Australia that 200 of them died from ECT, and Death from ECT is still really very much a common thing.

Transcranial magnetic stimulation (TMS) is a noninvasive procedure that uses magnetic fields to stimulate nerve cells in the brain to improve symptoms of depression. TMS is typically used when other depression treatments haven't been effective.

I am NOT sure that this will stop or help the One Mind of the Beast or in anyway disable the chip, but I think it is a safer thing to try first and to see if it makes me have more energy again. In truth, I feel that I have remained like this ever since Steve and I have been apart, and I just don't know what to make of myself sometime, but I can't help it, I am not doing it on purpose.
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Re: I am about to inherit over $165,000 and I also have $55,000 in the Bank, What should I buy
I also live in Nevada so no tax on inheritance and that's another win..

My dad had more money than I thought and after selling his house in Golden Colorado me and my 2 brothers split about $500,000..

What should I do, buy some land or a small farm or invest in a small business..

Or maybe a house boat and live a stress free life..


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If I was you, the first thing I would buy is a house free and clear on an Auction site like Hudson and Marshall like we did, getting a 160K home for 21K.

And Thankfully we did, because I would get unexpectedly ill and we would have never of made it had we of had a mortgage or rent payment.

That is the first thing. The second thing I would get is a good used truck from some place like Auto Trader and be rid of lease and loan payments on vehicles.

People come into money all the time, and it ends up gone very quickly and they have nothing to show for it. Think of making investments that make your life much easier when you have no money in a few years.
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Shit! You know, I realize I have been depressed since we came here and I have not seen Steven

He is like a fucking drug to me, he makes me so happy to see him or be around him, I feel such peace inside and safe and love and happiness

Well, there is nothing I can do, we can not go back to California. We can only move forward. So, it is going to be the Magnetic Brain thing first and see what that does.
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06/23/2019 05:56 AM

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Geez! I have been in such denial with myself for 9 years now, this is what is causing all my problems and turmoil and sadness, I just simply miss Steven

I don't know what to do about this, I have done a lot of prayers and meditations, and I have done a lot of psychology and working on the grief cycle and all. No matter what I try, my soul just will NOT accept it in any way.

I have tried a lot of self talk, and reasoning with myself that the man, something has happened since 2010, and he just stopped being your friend like the rest, and many writings and letters, and talking with friends about it, but nothing helps.

After 9 years, the furthest I have gotten is that my heart now, no longer feels such great turmoil, but feels at peace with the love I have had for him, however, that does not stop my mind and soul from missing his presence and being around him, I have not gotten that far yet.

Okay, well, this actually, is NOT abnormal for me, I remained very distraught over JR for 12 years, before I could move on with my life.

Today we may look at this as abnormal, but look at the Queen of England, was it Elizabeth or Mary? when her husband died, for the rest of her life she adorned herself in mourning attire, for her husband, she never stopped missing him and mourning his death.

And for me, my separation from Steven has been like Death, I often wear all black, and more and more it has come to be the only color clothes I will buy. It makes me feel better to wear all black, to dress in how the sadness my soul feels.
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06/23/2019 07:30 AM

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So, Steven for years now, creates dreams to tell me and others things

And I realize now, why Steven has said that we drove many times through the mountains and to the sea and listened to songs, why we had had great sex, and many talks, and fun, and dancing all night, and things many will never do in their lives

I was with Steven many years ago as Lolita

But, I can see, that while Steven is fun and romantic, and I can not in Truth regret growing up so fast, he was all I had, they had murdered everyone, I learned a lot about survival from him, he was not the type of man to be loyal to one woman, it just did not seem to be in him

I can understand what he is saying, to not cling to him.

But, then given the the choice between the two options, and the ones that would come after, and no friendship, and heart to heart talks, and no real passion, and no fidelity either, and no laughter and fun, and not understood in anyway

Well then, I can see Steven that I am just better off a loner. But thank you, for letting me know the Truth. I can respect that, truly.

The sex was very good and I did have fun, and we were friends though the circumstances were not very good, however, I can NOT regret it, I escaped them and lived free for a long time and apologized to no one.
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06/23/2019 07:50 AM

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Oh yeah...........because they painted everyone as lies, Steven was looking for someone else actually and he thought I was her

That was who he wanted to be with, but who knows what she has painted herself as, obviously not herself.

I can understand it was an innocent mistake on his part. I, myself, did not realize they really had went ahead and done this like they said in 1985.

Well, I guess I am not the only one, who is unable to be with my true love with everyone being painted as lies, no one can find the right person they are looking for.

Anyhow, I think with the right woman, that Steven truly loves, that he will remain loyal, and not be a cheater at all.
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