losing everything... might be over for me....

What profit a man that he gains the whole world if he loses his soul.

youre a free man!

plenty of girls out there, dont let this one steal your happiness

You have a camper and no one around to annoy you! You're free! Dang, move around, do whatever you want. Live!

my daughter is my life. no other girl out there will make me as happy as I am when im with her.

Hold on ;

Every life has good days and bad days. Sometimes they stretch into weeks or months, but as bad as it seems now, good will follow.

As for the doomsday predictions for the 21st, people have been predicting doom since the dawn of time, and the results have been consistently the same. Take each moment as it comes, OP. Go to Amazon and get one of the books by John Lerma, or find CS Lewis's "The Problem of Pain", or
Victor Frankl's "Man's Search for Meaning".

Don't give up, OP.

Life is better than you're realizing at the moment. To you, your situation seems dire. To me, it sounds like FREEDOM. You may now do whatsoever you wish. That's the meaning of the "new age". For you, it got here a little early. Congratulations.

Anyway, there's plenty of time for you to die. Right now, how about LIVING with no boundaries? I have died before. I had a heart attack. I had the classic near death experience with the light, a life review, seeing old relatives--the works. But guess what. I still chose to come back. One of the things I learned was that life here is like a "game" or a funny joke. Don't take it so seriously. It's like a rollercoaster with many ups and downs--a wild-ass ride!

Think of your child growing up without a father in the world to fall back on and the friends and family you do have that just happen to be far away at the moment.

You are just feeling down. It will pass.

that why i never change for a girl


and dont move !

When you love someone you stand strong to represent the love you have for them, not give up and die. You have the power to control you're future, now be a man and make something of it.

Everyone is not going to die.

You are being reborn - this is your dark night of the soul and after it you will be a better person.

Imagine the life you want and then make it so.

the things that don't kill you make you stronger.

you will need great strength in the future.

Trust in the Lord Yahushua and do the best you can. Sounds like you may want to try and move to the same town your daughter will be.

My wife left me 3 years ago, the pain was worse than anything I had ever felt in my life, but I decided early on not to be bitter and to embrace the change in the most positive way possible. With time you will heal.

Sorry to hear your situation be well

AC...everybody is not going to die...don't buy that from nobody...it is fear-mongering.

Although i know the road of life gets bumpy sometimes and there are moments one feels like getting thrown over the cliff....don't throw your life away....your suffering will end....your heart will heal....in a while...won't take too long, you will find life is precious....YOU are precious , my friend.

I have been in a situation similar to yours. My greatest spiritual growth came at a time when I thought I lost everything. Enjoy and relish the idea that tremendous growth can come from this.

You love your daughter? Then think of her at 6 trying to explain at a birthday party where her daddy is:

He lives in _____ and brings me a new doll every time I see him!

or

He was really sad one day and he died.


Get a fucking life and love your daughter dude.

And thus the reason to live, for you little girl

Can you imagine how her life would end up knowing what her father did if you did top yourself?

You will look back at this in 20 years, and realize things happen for a reason

Your life is not yours to take. If you do you'll pay a far greater price for it than you can even imagine.

Your daughter is growing up. They all do. Get over it. You think your the only one who has kids grow up and move away.

Thats how people grow they move on to better things and other adventure. So must you . Quit being a cry baby.

Go buy a fucking lottery ticket.

The world isn't going to end, if you do this, you'll miss the best part of the play

BTW! the best reason? You already named it, would you want your daughter to live on without you?

You brought that little girl to life..

Man up and take responsibility. You will love yourself for it.
The rest doesn't matter.

Please don't
You are far more than you could ever imagine
I have had times like that, where there seemed no other way than to take my own life, to leave this place that at times seems so miserable...
Only the touch of an angel on my heart, kept me from doing it...
Today, I still know pain, still have days where all just seems without purpose, where nothing makes sense...
Today I feel love much deeper than I ever did and am so grateful for the life I live...
I have also met my true One Love in my life...
And I know that if we push, if we push our hearts deeper, if we connect that way...
If we actually do care, if we do give a shit...
Things can change...
They really can...
Believe me, please...
I know today, through the pain and hurt, I've gone through, I have stuff to share, something real, something that touch others...
So do you, truly you have...
Cry, my friend, cry like hell...
Let go that way, and just let it flow...
And please, come back and talk!!!
You are loved, and I know that people in here really care...
Lots of love to you

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Tan your left arm and chicks will be all over you.

I lived in Phoenix once and I couldn't figure out why I was always hit on. Chicks there look for a tan left arm. It means you have a car.. You may not have AC but least you have a car.

so you can see when nothing happens you are reacting too much to fear. The end of the world has been promoted like crazy. Y2k now Mayan calendar. Its all bullshit.
Do something fun, quit obsessing.

why does girl friend have custody?

TY

We havent gone to court since we have had our daughter. But we will now if she doesnt leave az before she gets served..

One word my friend...your daughter. She may not be near you now but believe me, she needs her dad. She (along with others that care about you) would be devastated.

Please hang in there...life really does suck sometimes and I am sorry for your troubles but it aint over yet.

If you really feel that you may harm yourself I beg you to get yourself some help asap...you can go to the ER, call someone, anything. Your daughter needs her dad and you need her as well.